What's Bothering You?
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Zura
El Psy Congroo
dam did you touch the cheese? Anyways, I hope you feel better
Stella-Io
Chasing Luna MothWings
Here I am, scrolling throu twitter lookin at Pocket Camp stuff when I receive a text from a coworker that my boss wants me in earlier then what I was scheduled for. So ofcourse I say yes, then I because it's earlier I start getting ready. THEN as I'm eating lunch I get another text saying someone called out and that my come in time for work has changed. Again. The second time today. This person calls put alot, and now she wants to call out during the busy holiday time? She complains alot as well, sometimes when she first comes in for work.
Way to go other coworker, just suck it up like we all do *eye roll emogie*
Way to go other coworker, just suck it up like we all do *eye roll emogie*
Dawnpiplup
Kick ass.
I just can't believe my mother. Nor my grandma, at times. But especially my mother... she really views me as the enemy. I don't understand what she wants. She tells me I'm a freeloader just like my dad. That I'm living off of them. Next thing you know, she criticizes me for applying to a job and getting a job interview... because it's an attack on her, apparently.
... I've actually been trying to be positive. Sometimes I sing around the house, dance all crazy around the room... and I guess that's what I normally do, anyways. I'm pretty neurotic. But she has told my grandma something along the lines of, "How does she have all that energy?" And just pitying herself... like what the hell. You're not gonna see that I'm actually ****ing trying unlike you. I can't show any kind of emotion around you. Happy? No, you're gonna pity yourself. Sad? Grow the **** up.
... I don't like you.
... I've actually been trying to be positive. Sometimes I sing around the house, dance all crazy around the room... and I guess that's what I normally do, anyways. I'm pretty neurotic. But she has told my grandma something along the lines of, "How does she have all that energy?" And just pitying herself... like what the hell. You're not gonna see that I'm actually ****ing trying unlike you. I can't show any kind of emotion around you. Happy? No, you're gonna pity yourself. Sad? Grow the **** up.
... I don't like you.
Dawnpiplup
Kick ass.
Also, another daydream.
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My feed is overflowing with one single thread and it's honestly kinda stressing me out
Also still salty that no one will sell me a 2019 purple candy
Also still salty that no one will sell me a 2019 purple candy
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I feel really sad and deflated
Stella-Io
Chasing Luna MothWings
I am just so pissed off at my manager, but I'm SURE he'll find a way to turn it around on me.
Also this sandwitch I was SUPPOSED to have on my break doesn't taste good anymore. I'm so mad I don't even wanna eat but I also haven't has anythin from damn near 12 hours ago, my last actual meal 14 hours ago.
Also this sandwitch I was SUPPOSED to have on my break doesn't taste good anymore. I'm so mad I don't even wanna eat but I also haven't has anythin from damn near 12 hours ago, my last actual meal 14 hours ago.
So they way it all went down was that I was trying to go on break from 3:30 to 4 even thou we're supposed to have an hour break. But my manager said no wait till someone else comes in cause you can't leave the newbie alone. She wasn't originally scheduled for today, and when my manager called to ask if she could come in she never picked up. She calls later but I thought my manager went home already (he never tells me when he leaves). When I saw him later I told him the person called. However he must have never called her back. She never shows up so I never get the chance to go on break. Ten hours. Ten hours I was working with no break and no food. And my job isn't as easy one, I was moving the entire time doing closing stuff, hardly ever sitting. And when I did sit it wasn't even for a full minute.
So all because God FORBID the newbie gets left alone for half an hour, one coworker calls out and another never shows up I worked 10 hours straight no meal. But I'm sure he'll be all like "why didnt you call someone at customer service to relieve you?" For 15 ****in minutes?! Customer service was busier then I was, and they had newbies as well. But nooooo, I'll just smile pleasantly while getting ****ed over like this. 'We appreciate you coming in at the drop of a hat so often, by the way **** you!' They say they appreciate that I cover and that I'm available so often, but then **** like this happens and it doesn't really seem like I am 'appreciated'. More like 'we love the fact that we can wall all over you and all you say is yes sir'. But if I were to bring this up to my manager I'm sure he'll make me feel bad about it somehow or turn it on me.
So all because God FORBID the newbie gets left alone for half an hour, one coworker calls out and another never shows up I worked 10 hours straight no meal. But I'm sure he'll be all like "why didnt you call someone at customer service to relieve you?" For 15 ****in minutes?! Customer service was busier then I was, and they had newbies as well. But nooooo, I'll just smile pleasantly while getting ****ed over like this. 'We appreciate you coming in at the drop of a hat so often, by the way **** you!' They say they appreciate that I cover and that I'm available so often, but then **** like this happens and it doesn't really seem like I am 'appreciated'. More like 'we love the fact that we can wall all over you and all you say is yes sir'. But if I were to bring this up to my manager I'm sure he'll make me feel bad about it somehow or turn it on me.
Dawnpiplup
Kick ass.
I've been feeling quite anxious. Just this sinking feeling. I've had it since I woke up this morning.
Yesterday night didn't go so well, either. My day went by fine, but the moment I sat down at the dinner table, I began to visualize those daydreams. It wasn't about a past experience; it was all made up. However, it included things that I found quite distressing. Certain screams, phrases, thuds - in that made up world, I was at school when I heard all of that. I was in class. Someone in the hallway was screaming things like, "I hate you! I wish you were never even born!" There was a loud thud after that, since the person threw something. I was in class, just freezing up. I was extremely startled by the loud noise.
In reality, I was sobbing. It just popped out of nowhere. I was in a bit of an emotional wreck that night.
I get startled quite easily by loud noises at times. Certain screams can get me jumpy. Movements make me flinch. All these things have to do with my mother. It relates back to all the things she's done in the past. It's traumatic.
It doesn't help that she doesn't realize how much it affects me. It doesn't help one bit to hear and see her do the exact same things. She's very narcissistic and abusive, and I'm deeply troubled by her. She views me as competition, as well. She always says that she's more intelligent and beautiful than me. As a result, I've learned to view myself as ugly, and have a low self-esteem. I've avoided looking in mirrors before, or I've found myself absolutely disgusting when I see acne on my face. Sometimes I'll get emotional, both at home and at school, because of how unsupportive my mother is. I've come to see certain teachers as a parent that I wish I could have. One in particular, who's so compassionate and kind-hearted. I'm not emotionally stable.
Even if I try to be positive, my mother doesn't care. She'll only pity herself. I sing and dance around the house and room, and I can be quite cheerful and neurotic. My family still views me as worthless. If I'm depressed, they'll pity themselves even more. I don't know what the hell they want from me.
... I'm going to try to stay positive and think about my future. It won't be too long before I legally come of age. After that, I'll be free. It just hurts sometimes.
Yesterday night didn't go so well, either. My day went by fine, but the moment I sat down at the dinner table, I began to visualize those daydreams. It wasn't about a past experience; it was all made up. However, it included things that I found quite distressing. Certain screams, phrases, thuds - in that made up world, I was at school when I heard all of that. I was in class. Someone in the hallway was screaming things like, "I hate you! I wish you were never even born!" There was a loud thud after that, since the person threw something. I was in class, just freezing up. I was extremely startled by the loud noise.
In reality, I was sobbing. It just popped out of nowhere. I was in a bit of an emotional wreck that night.
I get startled quite easily by loud noises at times. Certain screams can get me jumpy. Movements make me flinch. All these things have to do with my mother. It relates back to all the things she's done in the past. It's traumatic.
It doesn't help that she doesn't realize how much it affects me. It doesn't help one bit to hear and see her do the exact same things. She's very narcissistic and abusive, and I'm deeply troubled by her. She views me as competition, as well. She always says that she's more intelligent and beautiful than me. As a result, I've learned to view myself as ugly, and have a low self-esteem. I've avoided looking in mirrors before, or I've found myself absolutely disgusting when I see acne on my face. Sometimes I'll get emotional, both at home and at school, because of how unsupportive my mother is. I've come to see certain teachers as a parent that I wish I could have. One in particular, who's so compassionate and kind-hearted. I'm not emotionally stable.
Even if I try to be positive, my mother doesn't care. She'll only pity herself. I sing and dance around the house and room, and I can be quite cheerful and neurotic. My family still views me as worthless. If I'm depressed, they'll pity themselves even more. I don't know what the hell they want from me.
... I'm going to try to stay positive and think about my future. It won't be too long before I legally come of age. After that, I'll be free. It just hurts sometimes.
Alienfish
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Trying to mark up the songs I need to read from this one Dante book and I'm just ..can I just read the whole thing??
Also people constantly pulling the "north american majority of users" argument when replying to people being annoyed by timezones. Yes, but if there is a majority there are always a minority and you need to find a good way to cater both not just one.
Also people constantly pulling the "north american majority of users" argument when replying to people being annoyed by timezones. Yes, but if there is a majority there are always a minority and you need to find a good way to cater both not just one.
RedTropicalPeachyFish
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My girl is trying to make me "fall into the mud". That was the phrase she actually used. She's into BL thing, and trying to make me be a big fan of it. That's not gonna happen!!
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Alienfish
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Trying to find some readings for next week but they are literally impossible to find. I mean you couldn't have found an alternative to those? Just because they classics canon things doesn't man u have to include it JFC
Nicole.
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I felt extremely embarrassed today when a car was slowing down as I was ready to cross thinking that they were letting me through, so I put my hand up to say thanks but the car just kept on rolling and both the passenger and driver just look at me like I've got three heads. From that moment, I just power walked home in the rain.
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I've been up for 6-7 hours and I haven't eaten anything at all today. Every time I try to eat it makes me feel nauseous. I don't know why, but I really need to eat something before I actually pass out.
i’m so into this person at my school & he is literally always the first person to like any of my posts and stuff and i’ve talked to him a very small amount but he literally doesn’t know at all and it’s driving me crazy like i can’t sleep sometimes bc of how sad it makes me and i’m just a mess
