i’m really considering trying to discuss with my dad this weekend (or whenever i get over this cold/stop feeling like trash) if i can quit and just focus on my art even though i’m not feeling optimistic about his answer at all
this job doesn’t give me insurance, so there really isn’t anything tying me to this place other than my paycheque (not a lot) being a set amount each month while being an artist has really inconsistent pay
my mom is always complaining about how i rarely help in the kitchen, i feel bad because i’d love to, but i just always feel like i don’t have the time/motivation to do my own things
my parents care so much more about what our relatives think, but i wish they would try to listen to how we feel about our own lives
i honestly think i’m jealous of all my girl cousins who aren’t forced to get jobs, whenever my mom shows photos of family events we couldn’t go to i feel like we’re missing out on so much