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What's Bothering You?
- Thread starter Oblivia
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oops i guess
This might sound silly but I feel like crying because I threw out food I had just made after realizing it smelled really weird. I've had it many times before and it never smelled like that before. I tried opening another can and it was the same issue... These aren't even expired, yet something is wrong. I feel so bad about throwing it out that I almost convinced myself I was imagining it but there's no way I would randomly think it smells weird now unless it actually does.
I also have no appetite now so I guess I won't be eating anything else until tomorrow... It was the middle of the night anyway.
I also have no appetite now so I guess I won't be eating anything else until tomorrow... It was the middle of the night anyway.
xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
woke up at like 4:15 and I was hoping to go back to sleep, but it's pretty much 5am now and I'm starting to feel hungry (which is wack bc lately I've not been having a morning appetite at all). I have a feeling I'm gonna be tired again, maybe I can take a nap when I get home from work later this evening but idk :,,,,,)
VanitasFan26
I'm just a ghost.
I feel sick. My thoart hurts and my head also hurts. I hate this cold weather.
nightglow
Little can stop the sun and moon from thier dance.
Feeling overwhelmed these couple of days honestly. And.. it's making me nervous.
Feeling really tired as well. And cold...
I really want to go outside and be in the sun, but it isn't possible right now and it's cold.
I can't wait for winter to be done. It's the worse time of the year. Holidays are overwhelming and distracting. And I feel dumb for complaining here about it, but it bothers me.
I am looking forward to January 1st because at least the holiday stuff will be over then and I can recollect myself and start reading an advent devotional thing or something. At least this year I got what little Christmas decorations I have up and displayed earlier this month. Last year it didn't even come out.
I just find the busyness, demands, and commercialism of holidays stressful and distracting.
Feeling really tired as well. And cold...
I really want to go outside and be in the sun, but it isn't possible right now and it's cold.
I can't wait for winter to be done. It's the worse time of the year. Holidays are overwhelming and distracting. And I feel dumb for complaining here about it, but it bothers me.
I am looking forward to January 1st because at least the holiday stuff will be over then and I can recollect myself and start reading an advent devotional thing or something. At least this year I got what little Christmas decorations I have up and displayed earlier this month. Last year it didn't even come out.
I just find the busyness, demands, and commercialism of holidays stressful and distracting.
Dim
Stay Bright Little Fireflies
I'm so bummed out. A childhood "family friend" of mine never invites me to any event of his or his family but he always invites all of my brothers. Today he is actually getting married yet I wasn't even so much as notified about it. Of course all of my brothers and mother were though. I'm honestly feeling broken by this. It's another clear indication that nobody wants anything to do with me. Every day I just feel more and more worthless, it makes my heart sink.
I hate that. I need to do some sleuthing because my computer mouse lags all the time to. Gets to be a pain.
I get that. I like this time of the year and Christmas, but anymore I feel like people have lost themselves in what Christmas really was about. I never got anything wild for Xmas. Some baked cookies and a toy or whatever and I have fond memories of it. And now everyone tries to make it into some race to keep up with the Joneses
I hope you feel better! Maybe try to take it easy tonight and have a nice hot bath or something.
You aren’t worthless at all, Dim. I’m so sorry. It’s awful being left out, no one deserves to be treated this way. It’s honestly his loss, though. I know we haven’t interacted much, but you’ve always been nothing but lovely every time I’ve seen you around.
You deserve to only have people in your life who value you and know your worth. If your family “friend” isn’t one of them, then screw him. He doesn’t deserve your time or your friendship.
I have to agree with Xara on this to be honest. In the years I've known you on here you've been nothing but a kind guy and fun to play Smash with. If anyone calls you worthless, then I don't want anything to do with them. Your friendship is priceless for me.
SleepyAmaurotine
Mutable Memory
had a half day today because the boss let us go early for our christmas break and it was so nice seeing a sunny day after a while (i have a basement bedroom and tend to sleep in on weekends, so sometimes i don’t see much daylight in winter)
i realized i probably wouldn’t hate my job as much if i didn’t spend every day waking up and leaving when it’s dark out, i still hate being stuck in an office all day, but i was definitely doing better at focusing on my tasks during summer when there was more daylight and i didn’t feel like it was the evening when i get out
i realized i probably wouldn’t hate my job as much if i didn’t spend every day waking up and leaving when it’s dark out, i still hate being stuck in an office all day, but i was definitely doing better at focusing on my tasks during summer when there was more daylight and i didn’t feel like it was the evening when i get out
i’m really considering trying to discuss with my dad this weekend (or whenever i get over this cold/stop feeling like trash) if i can quit and just focus on my art even though i’m not feeling optimistic about his answer at all
this job doesn’t give me insurance, so there really isn’t anything tying me to this place other than my paycheque (not a lot) being a set amount each month while being an artist has really inconsistent pay
my mom is always complaining about how i rarely help in the kitchen, i feel bad because i’d love to, but i just always feel like i don’t have the time/motivation to do my own things
my parents care so much more about what our relatives think, but i wish they would try to listen to how we feel about our own lives
i honestly think i’m jealous of all my girl cousins who aren’t forced to get jobs, whenever my mom shows photos of family events we couldn’t go to i feel like we’re missing out on so much
this job doesn’t give me insurance, so there really isn’t anything tying me to this place other than my paycheque (not a lot) being a set amount each month while being an artist has really inconsistent pay
my mom is always complaining about how i rarely help in the kitchen, i feel bad because i’d love to, but i just always feel like i don’t have the time/motivation to do my own things
my parents care so much more about what our relatives think, but i wish they would try to listen to how we feel about our own lives
i honestly think i’m jealous of all my girl cousins who aren’t forced to get jobs, whenever my mom shows photos of family events we couldn’t go to i feel like we’re missing out on so much
