VernalLapin
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The internet here is dog****.
I’m sorry, Dim. I’m here if you’d like to talk or at the very least, vent.I'm so bummed out. A childhood "family friend" of mine never invites me to any event of his or his family but he always invites all of my brothers. Today he is actually getting married yet I wasn't even so much as notified about it. Of course all of my brothers and mother were though. I'm honestly feeling broken by this. It's another clear indication that nobody wants anything to do with me. Every day I just feel more and more worthless, it makes my heart sink.
I hate that. I need to do some sleuthing because my computer mouse lags all the time to. Gets to be a pain.The internet here is dog****.
I get that. I like this time of the year and Christmas, but anymore I feel like people have lost themselves in what Christmas really was about. I never got anything wild for Xmas. Some baked cookies and a toy or whatever and I have fond memories of it. And now everyone tries to make it into some race to keep up with the JonesesI just find the busyness, demands, and commercialism of holidays stressful and distracting.
You aren’t worthless at all, Dim. I’m so sorry. It’s awful being left out, no one deserves to be treated this way. It’s honestly his loss, though. I know we haven’t interacted much, but you’ve always been nothing but lovely every time I’ve seen you around.Snip
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