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This stupid cough does not want to go away. My voice has been raspy these past 3 days. Before anyone asks I did take cough medication but it ain't helping as much.
 
asked my mom to mail a package for me since she was already going out. told her i wanted it first class signed for. instead, she let them send it special delivery, and made me pay the whole £16 fee (when it should've been around £10) despite the difference being her fault. if the post office weren't so far away, i'd have just done it myself 😔
 
I think I have a cold 😭 Wednesday and Thursday I was very nauseous and my stomach was very upset. Yesterday and today I’ve had a runny-ish nose, nasal and chest congestion, a sore throat, and the lymph node under my ear is swollen. Also, when I move my mouth at all, it feels like the very back of my ear hurts. I’m drinking a cup of Theraflu right now, so hopefully it goes away. I hate feeling sick 😭
 
It's almost Christmas and of course my body is still not well. Today I am in pain and I don't think it will go away soon enough due to what it is. I think I will be taking medicine for a few days... So nervous and stressed. I don't even want to do anything now except lie in bed.
 
It was difficult to get myself to wrap presents today. Christmas has always been hard because of my situation (not being able to buy gifts with my own money), but it is even harder with three nieces that like a lot of stuff that I’m boycotting right now. One of the books I picked out for one of my nieces got delayed and lost so my mom had to cancel that order. I’m very bummed about that :/. Hard to be in the Christmas spirit because of what’s going on too and still not hearing from my best friend, and the while thing that got me upset in the first place.
 
lowkey scared to drive tomorrow 😳 but i need hours to get my drivers license. i don’t know how im going to drive myself to college soon, but i can build up confidence until then. im 10x more confident on the highway (bc no turns, no intersections) than on the main road so at least there’s that.

im scared of the menaces on the road then im scared of accidently BEING the menace of the road.
 
lowkey scared to drive tomorrow 😳 but i need hours to get my drivers license. i don’t know how im going to drive myself to college soon, but i can build up confidence until then. im 10x more confident on the highway (bc no turns, no intersections) than on the main road so at least there’s that.

im scared of the menaces on the road then im scared of accidently BEING the menace of the road.
Driving is just like riding your bike. It's just going to take a lot of practice. We've all been there. Just take your time and familiarize yourself with it all tomorrow. You got this.
 
Woke up really early this morning and couldn't get back to sleep. I have to work today this Christmas Eve so it's not a good day to lose sleep. :|
 
Today is christmas, at least in german speaking countries you celebrate today and not at the 25th.
Usually we spend the evening at my grandparents house with the whole family. All my aunts, siblings and cousines would gather and enjoy good food, gifts and music but both of them died recently. It will be the first christmas without them and not with the whole family. I guess they really glued us all together. I am really sad. I will visit their grave later to wish them merry christmas at least.
 
I was told by my parents that we would be cutting cable and switching to Hulu. I tried logging on to Hulu today, but it kept saying incorrect password, even though I confirmed it was correct. Well, I found out just now that my Dad deleted our Hulu account and wants to continue using cable. The reason? "We're not paying for both at the same time". Okay, even though cable costs a lot more (but is more reliable so whatever). I was not told this was happening, and they kept telling me to get used to using Hulu whenever I wanted to watch TV. I'm unhappy because they essentially lied to me about wanting to cut cable.

My Dad in general has been indecisive more so than usual, and he tends to forget things more often ever since his dad passed last August. There are times where I have to remind him multiple times about things, and I get annoyed because he still doesn't understand. I'm worrying that something's not right with his memory, and my Mom isn't saying anything either. He seems to be taking prescription pills relating to this, but again, I'm not being told much. If my Dad actually has memory problems, my Mom would know, but doesn't want to tell me straight up for fear that I'll react negatively.

I get it, I'm a bit sensitive, but my parents really need to be more truthful with me in case something actually happens and I need to do something about it.
 
One of many reasons I hate that they just distribute Mythical and other rare Pokémon through random mystery gifts is that I almost always forget to “redeem” them before the code expires. Wish they would just release actual events to allow you to catch the Pokémon like they used to.
 
Holidays mean family time and the family time is going into my "me" time
This is really bothering me. Even I have standards not to mess with this thread. Again I have to go to another family gathering. It hasn't been easy for me and this TBT event helped me in many ways. Anyway I hope everyone who reads this has a Merry Christmas
 
I'm always lacking motivation this time of year. I'm much more optimistic, happy and motivated during the spring and summer months. I also have something on my mind and it's been lingering in my thoughts for a while, but it's something I can't talk about in this thread.
 
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