i hate how unproductive i feel. there's things i want to do in life, but instead i binge watching videos and then regret it later. it happens all the time and i should know better by now, but i just always fall back into old habits and it's so frustrating. most of my life feels wasted away and i don't want to live life in regret. i know i just need to tell myself to go do those things i want to, but it's hard when having things like depression and not being able to express how i feel or think; i'm always trapped in my small bubble