What's Bothering You?

I'm worried about college with this pandemic going on.. i am really hoping my drawing 1 class isn't cancelled cause then my graduation date will be pushed back a year.. when I only have a year left. Im only doing part time so this really would suck!

I also wish I wasn't in an artist block ;~;

Also, DONT COME TO WALMART EVERYDAY. Im tired of seeing my regulars during this.. and the rude customers. Am I not considered a hero (lmao)? I'm risking my life to give you fried chicken and American cheese so give me some type of respect
 
I HATE THE FACT I'M NOT NEUROTYPICAL

I ALSO HATE THE FACT NEUROTYPICALS SAYING THEIR LIFE IS BAD. I KNOW, MOST OF YOUR PROBLEMS ARE LIKE MINE. BUT ALL OF YOU SHOULD BE LUCKY YOU DON'T GET CALLED NAMES, AND YOU APPARENTLY (I DO NOT CONDONE THE LANGUAGE) APPARENTLY NEUROTYPICALS ARE ALLOWED TO CALL ME BAD NAMES BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE WHAT I HAVE.

I ALSO HATE THE FACT I CANNOT SWEAR ON THIS WEBSITE

I ALSO HATE THE FACT SOME FACEBOOK PAGES OF ANIMAL CROSSING ALLOW WHEELCHAIR JOKES

AND NONE OF THEM KNOW WHAT'S IT LIKE TO HAVE CHRONIC FATIGUE SYNDROME
 
i uhhhh i don't like putting my Feelings out there so blatantly like this but o boy am i ever Stressed my guy.

i'm obviously losing my mind about all this pandemic bs (boohoo i'm not special) but i'm really concerned about this school year; I had a lot of new opportunities and doors opening this year and idk I had some college classes I was really looking forward to and I don't want everything to get pushed online.

some really Big Deal stuff for me got cancelled due to all this. moments i'll never be able to have. i get that there's always next year and stuff, but like... it'll be a different time. different people. it would have mattered So Much to me this year and I can't imagine how different things would be if this all hadn't happened. but o well. it does not do to dwell on dreams as the wise old crackhead once said.

also? anxiety?? screw that crap
 
My IPad went completely black while I was playing PMD and I had to configure it for a bit to get it to reboot. It will not let me type apostrophes or straight lines now, which I need to use. I really hope it is not a problem with the keyboard. They are expensive to replace.
 
Ugh online classes are such a chore I s2g. Only a couple more days and I can finally waste my time doing nothing in peace. This turned out to be much more worse than I thought it would be. Gonna have to take online again bc I’m paranoid about going to campus if it reopens and catching covid-19.

Speaking of covid-19, some of my family members actually ended up being tested positive for it. 😐 Some of them are critically ill and some of them have it but have less serious symptoms. Can 2020 please be cancelled.
 
i can usually keep a silly face here, but.....
i'm not doing very well.
My boyfriend is incredibly sick and outright told me yesterday what to do if he died... I've been crying all day and night and don't know anymore.
 
Inventory isn't sorted alphabetically anymore?? this is... terriblé.......
 
idk when i can ever see him again... i havent seen him since march and i miss him sm.

my state is suppose to be reopening again and he wants to visit here but idk if thats a good idea because i live with high risk individuals in my family.

should i see him? i kinda want advice...
 
I'm bothered by how the world's govt. poorly reacted to the pandemic. Having lack of global conflict for decades made everyone react to this pandemic like as if they're lucid dreaming. No one believes it happening. It's just a bad dream for everyone.

It's so surreal.
 
I HATE THE FACT I'M NOT NEUROTYPICAL

I ALSO HATE THE FACT NEUROTYPICALS SAYING THEIR LIFE IS BAD. I KNOW, MOST OF YOUR PROBLEMS ARE LIKE MINE. BUT ALL OF YOU SHOULD BE LUCKY YOU DON'T GET CALLED NAMES, AND YOU APPARENTLY (I DO NOT CONDONE THE LANGUAGE) APPARENTLY NEUROTYPICALS ARE ALLOWED TO CALL ME BAD NAMES BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE WHAT I HAVE.

I ALSO HATE THE FACT I CANNOT SWEAR ON THIS WEBSITE

I ALSO HATE THE FACT SOME FACEBOOK PAGES OF ANIMAL CROSSING ALLOW WHEELCHAIR JOKES

AND NONE OF THEM KNOW WHAT'S IT LIKE TO HAVE CHRONIC FATIGUE SYNDROME
You can swear here if you get creative with it. Like minge.
 
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This is the second month that I've had cramps all month long. Idk if it has been 2 months straight or not.

It's not normal of me to have cramps all month long. Granted, they're minor compared to my actual real time of you know what cramps, but still.

Unless it's not that and just general mild pain in that area. But why am I gettin mild pain all month long for 2 months now?

Edit: I googled it and it might be do to strenuous physical work, which might explain the blood dots in my elbow ditches as well that I've had since January.
 
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crohn's is acting up again and it sucks
i also feel really anxious about sending you that... i already know what you're response is going to be, but i wanted to give it a shot. small glimmer of hope that you'll reciprocate. maybe... just maybe one day...
 
i’m really procrastinating down to the last second and i am uh,, screwed
 
My IPad went completely black while I was playing PMD and I had to configure it for a bit to get it to reboot. It will not let me type apostrophes or straight lines now, which I need to use. I really hope it is not a problem with the keyboard. They are expensive to replace.

Alright, well it looks like it is going to have to be repaired. Great. A lot slower typing on the digital keyboard.
 
i hate how unproductive i feel. there's things i want to do in life, but instead i binge watching videos and then regret it later. it happens all the time and i should know better by now, but i just always fall back into old habits and it's so frustrating. most of my life feels wasted away and i don't want to live life in regret. i know i just need to tell myself to go do those things i want to, but it's hard when having things like depression and not being able to express how i feel or think; i'm always trapped in my small bubble
 
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