What's Bothering You?

I actually feel like I'm gonna cry this morning, I feel scared for what's gonna happen to women and the LGBT+ community with a GOP-dominated executive branch and senate. and ofc my parents don't give a **** about that, they're just happy that medication will be cheaper and the gas price will go down.

I can't tell them how I feel. my dad told me that I used to be an America loving patriot. my parents told me that I used to be good, and now I'm disrespectful.

I'm gonna have to listen to them boast about Trump and how amazing he is and how much good he's doing for our country. they will talk about it nonstop. they will shove it down my throat. they will get ****ed off at me if I try to counter them. I wouldn't put it past my dad to call me a devil-worshipping traitor (he called my brother that when he spoke up).

I'm not even entirely upset that Harris lost, it's the cumulation of so many ****ty things going on in my life on top of that.

I hate it here so much. I need to get out of here. I feel unsafe here.
 
not even american, but those results make me feel sick. people's hate truly knows no bounds. how does a woman with experience in all three branches of government, arguably the most qualified presidential candidate in history, lose to THAT?
Because he knows how to redirect the uneducated masses anger to something while they ignore all the facts of what is causing them their anger in the first place. Also too many people opted not to vote again just like in 2016. They either have to really love their candidate or not vote at all. Just vote. Not voting causes this.
 
you and me and Saylor can work to get to Canada 🤝
My friend has been trying to fight to get Canadian status for over a year. It's no better over there from what she is saying.

i don’t know much about politics but idk how america can elect a CRIMINAL not once but TWICE. he gets away with basically everything.
Because money is better than morals.
 
i don’t know much about politics but idk how america can elect a CRIMINAL not once but TWICE. he gets away with basically everything.
my dad has a hat that says "I voted for the convicted felon" 🫡

My friend has been trying to fight to get Canadian status for over a year. It's no better over there from what she is saying.
I definitely won't deny that, I mostly want to go because my love is there 🥺
 
Last night I woke up from a friend calling me at 1 AM, completely drunk and saying some troubling things. He told me "Don't cry on me", but I couldn't help myself. I don't know how to deal with inebriated people, and his behavior vaguely reminded me of my mom. I really care about this friend, but I can't deal with other people's problems at my current mental state. Especially when he's dealing with very similar problems as I am. It makes me feel selfish in a way, and I wish there was more I could do.

I'm also deeply worried for my love. I want things to get better for us. 💔
 
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I wish I was born in October instead of November. I don't know how I could possibly enjoy my birthday or Christmas this year after last night.

Or, better yet, kinda wish I wasn't born in the first place.

Things already weren't great for me, especially as of late, but I try not to be a downer and do my best to not talk about it. Typically only go on about minor inconveniences or annoyances in here.

I feel kind of emotionally dead other than a mixture of anger and disgust.

Everyone who will be affected by this have my sympathies.
 
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