What's Bothering You?

[daringred_]

Making someone's event about yourself isn't stupid but is definitely immature. At least you realize this and are working towards improving. A lot of people who act like this either don't realize it or don't care, so you're on the right track. Hopefully the coworker with the birthday doesn't hold this against you.

i didn't make it about me, actually, i stepped away from it and got on with my job, they could just still tell i was down. i'm pretty sure my coworker is better than holding emotions against me.

 

[chocovelvetcake]

Do they have any conditions that might lead to this behaviour?

Asking because my mother-in-law owned a nursing home until she retired this year, and her home specialised in women with dementia. It sounded like an awful profession to be in. I sympathise with anyone working in it.

Sadly, I'm not too sure. I'm pretty sure some of the residents have dementia or Alzheimer's of some sorts. I also have a bad temper and I'm prone to snapping at people, especially when they're being mean to me. I've snapped at teachers, students, and even family members in the past.

 

[Dunquixote]

I had a dream that made me depressed; it reminded me of some things I just want to forget about.

still dealing with lower energy than usual. I want to get started on a drawing soon but I still feel completely zapped

No messages or replies please

 

[LordSheep78]

Life has been so terrible recently. I can’t mentally cope at all and everything is so stressful. School and people make me stressed which makes me not be able to do the things I love. Like play animal crossing or be active here, I haven’t been active for so long and stress is taking things away. It doesn’t help that I genuinely hate myself as a person and my parents clearly have a favourite which doesn’t help with my opinion on myself. I know they don’t mean too but it comes across that way. Idk what to do with life anymore tbh

 

[JellyLu]

My dog is 15 and ofc I love him dearly. I work in vetmed so ofc he's checked annually and is on all the good preventatives and what not. Lately he's had a hacking sort of cough occasionally. It started when the temperature outside dropped. I'm hoping it's just a new reaction to the cool weather due to his age. It can't be heartworms or kennel cough.

My anxiety is telling me it could be heart disease. One of the doctors I work for said everything looked great for his age earlier this year. I'm going to ask their thoughts this week at work and see if he needs another exam just to be sure.

I don't want to lose my boy. I know it's inevitable but dang it I want him around as long as possible.

Worst case scenario, if it is heart disease, I can give him medicine. He's such a good boy that he's always taken any medicine without fights.

I just want the best for him.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

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[Beanz]

i have so much school work but i feel like i get absolutely nothing done. yesterday i worked for 10 hours and i still have stuff to do. i also have a math final coming and i have a 72% in that class so if i don’t get at least a 60% on the test i will fail the class. this is some stupid **** and i might actually go insane if i have to retake this class because this isn’t even a credit.

 

[Croconaw]

I hate to group categorize one whole group as *******s, but my grandma is starting to make me think that all republicans, are indeed, *******s. She was shouting **** all morning about how gay people are stupid and can’t think for themselves. She was saying a lot worse things I can’t repeat here.

I’m not sure why I try to give some people the benefit of the doubt. I thought that maybe there are good republicans and that maybe there are good cops? I’m tired of defending people that don’t deserve it. I’m tired of being viewed as one of the *******s because I keep defending *******s.

I used to defend the “all cops are bad” and say that “you can’t group a whole bunch of people together” but all cops are republicans.

 

[daringred_]

my replacement bag came, but the window section is lopsided and off-center, and the window itself is visibly narrower than my first bag's. (and also has the borders reversed.) i know ordering where i did is a crapshoot with this sort of thing but damn. still sucks. i'm getting a refund but idk yet if i should try reordering another one or just stick with my first bag.

 

[mocha.]

I’ve been really poorly the past few days. Swollen lymph node on one side and feel like there is a lump in my throat. It’s made swallowing incredibly difficult and yesterday I threw up blood. Annoyed because I went to the doctors and they said there’s nothing they can do. I’m feeling a bit better today but swallowing is still hard because of the pain. Hoping it’s completely gone by Monday as I have an interview

 

[Crash]

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[Psydye]

My mom and her *****y attitude again. I am SO ****ing sick of t!

 

[lasagne_of_death]

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[sakuraa]

feeling really nervous about my relationship with my girlfriend rn >_<

was talking abt her ex (who is also my ex, long story i dont feel like gettingr into atm), and how they connected a lot through sharing photos, talking on discord, heartfelt moments, etc.

and im prolly not gonna be able to do stuff liek that with her because 1. i do NOT feel comflrtable sharing photos of myself online, 2. i hate my voice so much, its way too deep and i have yet to start voice training so its more feminine, and 3. idk how to do that

i know its silly of me and prolly wont happen (esp since she’s stated she wont and prolly cant go back 2 her ex) but im scared shes gonna break up with meeeeeeeee *~*

 

[Snap Crackle Pop]

I hate that my television is starting to go bad. There are little white spots starting to appear and I believe that is the backlight for the LED that is going bad. It is a 7 year old television which I guess means thats a good thing that it has lasted as long as it has... I just wish it started showing signs of aging sooner so I could have gotten better deals on a TV.

 

[Neb]

I joined a friend server a few weeks ago, and two people on it keep interacting with me even though I blocked both months ago. One was ableist towards me over DM, made things up, and accused me of them to justify not vibing with me. All I wanted to be was friends with. When I called him out for being a jerk, he said it was on me if I had a problem with him and that I couldn't DM him again.

The other person invalidated my opinion on every subject and used moderator commands to try to ban my friend, even though they had no authority to do something like that. I feel like they're not respecting the boundaries I put up with them by interacting with me and are acting like nothing happened. It makes me very uncomfortable.

I've decided not to respond to them when they interact with me. If someone from the server DMs me why I'm not engaging with those two, I will be 100% honest. I will not name call, but I will list the full extent of what they did to me and someone I consider a friend.

I wish I could pass this up as petty internet drama, but I've met all these people in real life several times. Both people I've blocked were fake and unfriendly when I ran into them. They were the same in person as they were online. The stakes feel higher since these are more than just random people I met on a Discord server. They saw me face to face and still acted immature even though they were both in their 20s.

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

I thought Swarovski were made out of glass to be affordable.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

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[Cirice]

I feel mentally overwhelmed by the next few days. I'm anticipating everything that is going to happen instead of enjoying today as a calm day. I also feel anxious because my friends are busy but my thoughts are distorted and I keep thinking they just hate me and I'm annoying as heck. I know it isn't the truth but the feeling lingers.

 

[chocovelvetcake]

Spoiler: well, crap.... (will delete later, no replies pls)

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