Anxiety is making me take almost 20 hours just to use an electric blanket for the first time. I haven't even plugged it in yet, but I finally have it on the bed. I have no idea what I am even doing and asking for help makes me sound crazy to others which discourages me from asking... I already got help just putting it on the bed. I am not asking again.
I wish I didn't have to deal with this.
I wish I didn't have to deal with this.