What's Bothering You?

I feel like since covid happened I haven't been getting as sick nearly as much as I used to (except the time I got covid) but I came down with the flu and it sucks. I feel horrible cause one coworker at my already small workplace has left so we're short on people and I just went to the pharmacy the other week to get my flu + covid booster shots but wasn't able to get them cause they wound up not accepting my insurance
 
wasn't gonna post about this because it feels like oversharing but i lost my cat very suddenly on saturday and i am really just....not good. and being at work constantly since then has only made things worse.
I'm sorry.
My dad's in the hospital with congestive heart failure. He's been there for a week and the doctor says he needs to stay another week. His whole body is so swollen with fluid. I had been begging him for weeks to go to the doctor and he finally caved and called the non-urgent number and they told him to get his butt to the hospital. Unfortunately this means my mom has to go to a long term care home cause I cannot care for her without my dad's assistance. Also I'm watching over their dogs for them until things get sorted out and their one dog Winston went into medical distress on the weekend so he had to be put down. I couldn't even ask my parents permission first cause the dog couldn't wait. It's been a terrible week.
I'm sorry.
 
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I think I turned down all the camera settings, but I still a bit motion sickness while climbing in Genshin. My head feels pretty weird now.
 
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I can’t sleep. I still feel a bit weird from the motion sickness that I experienced earlier. Too anxious and not feeling good. I hope my mom forgets about us needing to go out today. I am too stressed and really need more time to destress and have space.

Please no dms here or on discord, no comments or replies.
 
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My cousin is so so stupid and I can't do anything to help. He got a girlfriend. She's nice. The problem is she has broken up with him FOUR times because she doesn't know what she wants.

After ignoring her this last time, she invited him over today. He's going to "see if there's anything left."

I'm literally at a point where I want to message her to say "if you want him to move on, leave him ALONE."

She is bringing so much negativity and toxicity. She needs to fix herself before fixing this relationship (if it can even be fixed).

I know it's not my relationship, not my problem. I stay out of it. It's just... watching family I love go through this is frustrating.
 
i’m so stressed and anxious and mad and sad rn i want to rip out my freaking hair

turns out our math teacher decided the course ends today instead of the 20th when it’s actually supposed to end and only told us through Google Classroom (which is barely active most of the time) and NOT THROUGH THE SYSTEM WE USE FOR OUR ASSINGMENTS

NOW I MIGHT HAVE A FREAKIN 57.4 FOR A FINAL GRADE AND I WORKEE HARD AND SCHEDULED AND PLANNED AND GOT STRESSED OUT TO TRY AND RAISE IT ALL FOR NOTHING AND MY FUTURE IS RUINED

AAAAAAAAAGH-
 
today i am bothered by how painfully stupid i used to be. shout out to all the old posts I'm removing from here rn bc jesus christ i was 15 and 100% a simple fool... and i was SO LOUD along the way too omg. for someone who was trying to hide from harm i sure did post very loudly. my conclusion is i overshared a lot and i was a distressed teenager who didn't have any sense... oh well i guess. it was also kind of sad to go thru some of my old posts bc i now know more than i did then, like how some posts i made were actually just lies i had been told by ppl i did not expect to lie to me, and other posts were abt my hopes for recovery from my now permanent disability, lol.
 
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Heya, friend! I've been keeping up with your posts and just wanted to say I'm amazed at how much progress you've been making in life. I also just wanted to say that I really enjoy playing Smash with you and you're really good at it, which makes it even more fun when we play. I know what it's like to feel worthless and it's one of the worst feelings in the world, but please trust me when I say you are not in any way. You're kind, funny, and thoughtful, and I really enjoy seeing your posts on the forums even though we don't talk all the time. I just sent you some lights, but I wanted to reach out as well because I have always considered you to be a good friend on these forums. I hope you feel better soon and that your holidays this year are the brightest. 💚
 
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I'm so ****ing sick and tired of my 14 year old sister doing bad things and rarely getting punished for it. She constantly shows up late to school and missing the school bus, and I feel like she's probably gonna end up having to repeat the 9th grade because of it. And to make matters worse, my parents aren't even on the same page when it comes to disciplining her. I guess you could say my dad's the "bad cop" while my mom's the "good cop."

My mom has considered putting my sister into some kind of boarding school or scared straight program or something like that if she didn't get her **** together. As harsh as this may sound, I wouldn't really be surprised if my sister got kicked out of the house the minute she turns 18. Hell, even my own mom considered kicking her out just in case if she doesn't clean up her act.

I feel like confronting my sister about it isn't really gonna do much, tbh. She's pretty much a lost cause anyways.
 
I’m sitting down in the living room, but my grandma is across the way listening to a video that’s very homophobic/transphobic. They use phrases such as “a man pretending to be a woman” and “thinking that a cake can change their gender.” (The video was about a ‘coming out’ celebratory cake, I guess. I’m trying not to pay attention to it.)
 
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