What's Bothering You?
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My sister and father got into a huge fight. Lots of screaming and dad telling her to move out, and sister accusing of him of getting what he wants because he’s a white man(????? She said it not me). A bunch of other stressors tied into it but that’s the most basic rundown. Did I mention it was 5:30 in the morning?
Disneyfangirl23
🦁 Lion King fangirl 🦁
I need more heart crystals
Shellzilla_515
F1 fan who loves onions
I really don’t like politics man. If there’s anything remotely related to that subject, nothing good comes out of it. Most of the time, I see politicians pointing fingers at each other when it does little to nothing to solving a problem. You don’t need to bring up a person’s past to prove a point. If they apologized, that’s great and we should move on. It feels a little bit like children tattle taling each other but full grown adults.
Mars Adept
Circles and spirals in mind…
I’m so stressed. Politics are everywhere. Politics are stressful. Politics are confusing. I don’t feel safe. I’m scared that I’m a bad person for trying to ignore everything because it stresses me out and makes me confused.
I just want to go to sleep forever. I constantly live in fear of the world and myself.
I just want to go to sleep forever. I constantly live in fear of the world and myself.
-Apples-
“Assorted” Collector
After the recent beatings in Dallas and Portland, I don’t feel safe going to the cities anymore. And the government isn’t doing anything to control the riots.
I also can’t believe how polarized people have gotten. It’s now at the point where even opposing violence is going to offend people. And you can’t be neutral or indifferent when a heated argument comes. I remember that there were many issues you can be indifferent to or even take either side on, and if it goes out of control, a mediator can break the dispute. Now this is no longer the case.
I also can’t believe how polarized people have gotten. It’s now at the point where even opposing violence is going to offend people. And you can’t be neutral or indifferent when a heated argument comes. I remember that there were many issues you can be indifferent to or even take either side on, and if it goes out of control, a mediator can break the dispute. Now this is no longer the case.
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Reginald Fairfield
Senior Member
No politician has your best interests in mind. The just want to screw you over in a way that sounds good to you. Regardless of what side.
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That's when you try to change the subject.
spawnpoint
Take a chance! 🎲
Feeling no motivation to do anything rn..
I can't ****in take this much longer.
I bust my *** off at work, and for what? A not living wage, a car I can't drive cause who knows if I can afford insurance with these deep hour cuts on and off again in a period of weeks or months. Coworkers being lazy and have no consequences for it, and my manager KNOWS that worker is lazy and doesn't deserve the hours he gets yet he's getting the same amount as me, I suspect more. I also suspect that I and the other closer are getting the least amount of hours.
Not only that, but half the time I can't go on a damn break cause there's too much work to do, I'd rather keep doing work even at the cost of my health (cause I'm skipping meals often) cause it's too much. Once again today I had a bunch of work to do, not enough time and the stuff I did manage is half-***ed. The department isn't as clean as it could be, things are not orderly, I also forgot to check the out-of-dates for the pizza case.
The thing that really set me off today was my parents. They keep gettin mad at me cause I keep buying muffins. Like, what's the issue? Let me buy some **** muffins let me have these little few things I enjoy. When I wake up in the morning nothing motivates me. What's the point of getting out of bed? Life sucks *** rn and I just hate everythin. There is no point of gettin out of bed. Nothing motivates me, hardly anythin brings me any real joy. I don't want to get out of bed, but if I have muffins and wake up at a reasonable time (which sometimes I don't) then I can start my day by eating somethin I actually like. I've lost near all appetite for almost all foods. I don't want to eat anymore unless it's somethin I like, which is very few things. I skip out on lunch constantly, almost everyday cause there's nothing I want to eat. And the stuff I do eat that isn't dinner, is ****. Muffins, seasoned crackers or some other chocolate thing. I've made my self sick of eating cookies and brownies (not literal sick just no longer liking it even thou I love brownies). Food I used to like, I don't anymore.
I hate myself. I've given up on doing anythin productive or good. I had a list of stuff I wanted to do but I tore it down today out of anger. I just have to admit it myself that I won't do anythin productive for a very long time, even if for my benefit, health or mental.
I feel like crying alot more often over smaller things I won't normally cry about. Stress is makin me overly sensitive and my first reaction is to cry, usually followed by hitting things (if I can) out of anger. I hate crying, it doesn't do anythin, nothing changes. I'm emotionally weak and I absolutely hate that about myself.
I don't want to talk to my parents about any if this either cause when I do vent to them they usually say nothing, don't care, or get mad at me for somethin. There's no point. There's no point to do anythin in my life anymore. I have to bait myself to get out of bed with food, how pathetic. I don't want to get out of bed.
I bust my *** off at work, and for what? A not living wage, a car I can't drive cause who knows if I can afford insurance with these deep hour cuts on and off again in a period of weeks or months. Coworkers being lazy and have no consequences for it, and my manager KNOWS that worker is lazy and doesn't deserve the hours he gets yet he's getting the same amount as me, I suspect more. I also suspect that I and the other closer are getting the least amount of hours.
Not only that, but half the time I can't go on a damn break cause there's too much work to do, I'd rather keep doing work even at the cost of my health (cause I'm skipping meals often) cause it's too much. Once again today I had a bunch of work to do, not enough time and the stuff I did manage is half-***ed. The department isn't as clean as it could be, things are not orderly, I also forgot to check the out-of-dates for the pizza case.
The thing that really set me off today was my parents. They keep gettin mad at me cause I keep buying muffins. Like, what's the issue? Let me buy some **** muffins let me have these little few things I enjoy. When I wake up in the morning nothing motivates me. What's the point of getting out of bed? Life sucks *** rn and I just hate everythin. There is no point of gettin out of bed. Nothing motivates me, hardly anythin brings me any real joy. I don't want to get out of bed, but if I have muffins and wake up at a reasonable time (which sometimes I don't) then I can start my day by eating somethin I actually like. I've lost near all appetite for almost all foods. I don't want to eat anymore unless it's somethin I like, which is very few things. I skip out on lunch constantly, almost everyday cause there's nothing I want to eat. And the stuff I do eat that isn't dinner, is ****. Muffins, seasoned crackers or some other chocolate thing. I've made my self sick of eating cookies and brownies (not literal sick just no longer liking it even thou I love brownies). Food I used to like, I don't anymore.
I hate myself. I've given up on doing anythin productive or good. I had a list of stuff I wanted to do but I tore it down today out of anger. I just have to admit it myself that I won't do anythin productive for a very long time, even if for my benefit, health or mental.
I feel like crying alot more often over smaller things I won't normally cry about. Stress is makin me overly sensitive and my first reaction is to cry, usually followed by hitting things (if I can) out of anger. I hate crying, it doesn't do anythin, nothing changes. I'm emotionally weak and I absolutely hate that about myself.
I don't want to talk to my parents about any if this either cause when I do vent to them they usually say nothing, don't care, or get mad at me for somethin. There's no point. There's no point to do anythin in my life anymore. I have to bait myself to get out of bed with food, how pathetic. I don't want to get out of bed.
xSuperMario64x
a very tired Bug 🪲💤
Can't sleep yeeeee
Doesn't help that every time my dog wakes up he's panting which shakes the whole bed. Yeah a softly vibrating bed will def help me fall asleep.
On a better (albeit prob worse) note I've pretty much gone into complete social isolation. I barely even get on here anymore. If I tried to pay attention to everything going on rn I would go insane. It's best for me to just hide away with my pupper and play AC and watch old game shows and draw. Ignorance really is bliss. Now if only I wasn't constantly depressed and sleep deprived.
Doesn't help that every time my dog wakes up he's panting which shakes the whole bed. Yeah a softly vibrating bed will def help me fall asleep.
On a better (albeit prob worse) note I've pretty much gone into complete social isolation. I barely even get on here anymore. If I tried to pay attention to everything going on rn I would go insane. It's best for me to just hide away with my pupper and play AC and watch old game shows and draw. Ignorance really is bliss. Now if only I wasn't constantly depressed and sleep deprived.
Reginald Fairfield
Senior Member
I'm in the same boat at work, they get away with that, because you do most of the work. You have to give yourself something to look forward to, plus you don't want to go to sleep angry.
SleepyAmaurotine
Mutable Memory
after the mess that I was a few weeks ago I went to the doctor who said I might have depression, but he didn’t want to give me medicine because he wanted me to try being positive to see if that would help first
There’s nothing to be positive about lmao
I’m starting to feel worse thanks to the stuff going on (even though I’m not American, which is good I guess?) so I’m definitely asking for medicine next time I go ;;
There’s nothing to be positive about lmao
I’m starting to feel worse thanks to the stuff going on (even though I’m not American, which is good I guess?) so I’m definitely asking for medicine next time I go ;;
Quarantine may as well just be my life now... I was already staying home most of the time before the pandemic happened.
But now the world is scarier than ever and I want to stay inside even more.
However, there's another thing... I know that someday I will be forced to get a job... and the reason will not be happy.
But now the world is scarier than ever and I want to stay inside even more.
However, there's another thing... I know that someday I will be forced to get a job... and the reason will not be happy.
