What's Bothering You?

I'm in the same boat at work, they get away with that, because you do most of the work. You have to give yourself something to look forward to, plus you don't want to go to sleep angry.

I try to give myself somethin to look forward to, but somehow my parents still messed it up (which is actually why I'm on this thread again). That and there's really near to nothing I enjoy anymore and can do normally.

Last night I left out a chocolate chip muffin for my sister and a double chocolate muffin for myself, and the rest of the muffins out cause my dad got mad that I would be taking up 'valuable freezer space' for muffins. I told him I was gonna freeze them but after he got mad at me I just left them out.

This morning I find out he does put them in the freezer, but he does it wrong. He put the one I was going to eat IN THE FREEZER, leaving me with none. He also eats one of them that was for my sister. I had offered to buy them muffins before and they said they didn't want any, so I offered to buy my sister some and she wanted some. My parents prob didn't want cause they thought my department bakes them. Which I also don't get, they don't want to eat food prepped by people like that, so now that they found out it's from a factory they don't want them??? But everything's else they eat is the same, FROM A FACTORY. Anyway, he eats the ones I got for my sister, puts one of mine, that I left out on the counter for me, in the damn freezer and I wake up to frozen muffins. Great. Just great. The one thing I look forward to, to get out of bed at a reasonable time, they ****in messed up. It was so easy, put the ones I DIDN'T LEAVE OUT ON THE COUNTER FOR THE MORNING, in the freezer, WHY DID HE PUT THE ONES I WANT IN THE FREEZER.

It is to early to be ****ed off in the morning. I can't even enjoy some god **** stupid muffins. What's the ****in point anymore.
 
I try to give myself somethin to look forward to, but somehow my parents still messed it up (which is actually why I'm on this thread again). That and there's really near to nothing I enjoy anymore and can do normally.

Last night I left out a chocolate chip muffin for my sister and a double chocolate muffin for myself, and the rest of the muffins out cause my dad got mad that I would be taking up 'valuable freezer space' for muffins. I told him I was gonna freeze them but after he got mad at me I just left them out.

This morning I find out he does put them in the freezer, but he does it wrong. He put the one I was going to eat IN THE FREEZER, leaving me with none. He also eats one of them that was for my sister. I had offered to buy them muffins before and they said they didn't want any, so I offered to buy my sister some and she wanted some. My parents prob didn't want cause they thought my department bakes them. Which I also don't get, they don't want to eat food prepped by people like that, so now that they found out it's from a factory they don't want them??? But everything's else they eat is the same, FROM A FACTORY. Anyway, he eats the ones I got for my sister, puts one of mine, that I left out on the counter for me, in the damn freezer and I wake up to frozen muffins. Great. Just great. The one thing I look forward to, to get out of bed at a reasonable time, they ****in messed up. It was so easy, put the ones I DIDN'T LEAVE OUT ON THE COUNTER FOR THE MORNING, in the freezer, WHY DID HE PUT THE ONES I WANT IN THE FREEZER.

It is to early to be ****ed off in the morning. I can't even enjoy some god **** stupid muffins. What's the ****in point anymore.
I’m sorry about your muffins. You deserve to have something to look forward to, no matter how small. It’s also very kind of you to think of your sister while you are going through a tough time yourself. I’m sure she can appreciate the gesture even though your dad ended up eating it. Maybe try to see if you can find something to pick up that you two can enjoy together after you get back home
 
I'm so tired and I've only been back at work for 3 days ;;
 
idek why I'm active here, I guess it's because discord been stagnant recently, but being here feels pointless sometimes
 
hhgbh i want to finish my animation so bad but i can't do it
and i don't want to tell my dad i can't finish it UGH
 
I try to give myself somethin to look forward to, but somehow my parents still messed it up (which is actually why I'm on this thread again). That and there's really near to nothing I enjoy anymore and can do normally.

Last night I left out a chocolate chip muffin for my sister and a double chocolate muffin for myself, and the rest of the muffins out cause my dad got mad that I would be taking up 'valuable freezer space' for muffins. I told him I was gonna freeze them but after he got mad at me I just left them out.

This morning I find out he does put them in the freezer, but he does it wrong. He put the one I was going to eat IN THE FREEZER, leaving me with none. He also eats one of them that was for my sister. I had offered to buy them muffins before and they said they didn't want any, so I offered to buy my sister some and she wanted some. My parents prob didn't want cause they thought my department bakes them. Which I also don't get, they don't want to eat food prepped by people like that, so now that they found out it's from a factory they don't want them??? But everything's else they eat is the same, FROM A FACTORY. Anyway, he eats the ones I got for my sister, puts one of mine, that I left out on the counter for me, in the damn freezer and I wake up to frozen muffins. Great. Just great. The one thing I look forward to, to get out of bed at a reasonable time, they ****in messed up. It was so easy, put the ones I DIDN'T LEAVE OUT ON THE COUNTER FOR THE MORNING, in the freezer, WHY DID HE PUT THE ONES I WANT IN THE FREEZER.

It is to early to be ****ed off in the morning. I can't even enjoy some god **** stupid muffins. What's the ****in point anymore.
Maybe sticky note yours next time? I've microwaved a frozen chocolate muffin before. Not ideal, but decent.
 
I woke up at 1 AM which means I have to wait maaaaany hours before I can do anything that isn't by myself. The worst part is I always feel horribly unwell after all the waiting since I spend those hours on my laptop/3DS/Switch.
 
My professor got me in touch with someone who needs private tutoring but I have to negotiate a price with them and I have no idea what my tutoring is worth. I've only worked at the drop-in tutoring lab at my school and that rate was like 60% of these rates I'm finding online 😭
 
I just realised I have made SO many little mistakes in my assignment I handed in earlier this week. Now that I actually have time to properly revise the lecture content I've realised I rearranged some crucial equations wrong and also used the wrong equations. Pls forgive me project partners.....lets hope they don't notice. Then in an individual assignment I forgot to do something that would've made my calculations correct. Ffs I'm such an idiot 🙃 :lemon:
 
I hate looking at myself. I always have. I don't like being photographed and I don't like looking in mirrors (but I have to anyway). I don't hate myself, I just hate seeing myself. What does that even mean?
Why have I also been telling myself I wish I wasn't a human?
 
First severe thunderstorm we've had this year and it wakes me up at like 5:30am 😛

Though that's not what's bothering me. Im dreading having to take my dog out. I'm sure he needs to go out really badly but omg it's raining so much outside, not to mention the thunder has been so loud he actually started laying on top of me lol.
 
bruh as i'm working on my university assignments it's starting to feel more and more doable However... i have an exam next week and i know nothing and if i fail that i can't get a complete grade for any of this so i low key feel like it's not worth even putting any effort into any of this because i will fail anyway.
 
My mouse keeps not responding and it is angering me. I hope I just need to change the battery... But also how do I get this stupid battery out? It's like it's stuck.
 
My work is reopening next week and I really don’t want to go back because I’ve felt for a while that they don’t respect me enough there. But at the same time I know it’s good for me to go out and do things.
 
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