What's Bothering You?

[bestfriendsally]

LIGHTWORKS!!!!!!
WHY!! WHY DO YOU RANDOMLY FREEZE VERY SLIGHTLY & CLOSE YOURSELF SOMETIMES?!

(*sighs* sorry : < it's just very annoying )


my videos are always fine, though... so that's something i'm glad about :3

 

[themysterybidder]

I had a health appointment today which I was dreading, part of me wanted to cancel but I really did want it over and done with so I went. Don't get me wrong, she is very nice, but I felt as if it was a waste of time. Everything was basically just the same as my previous appointments. When I told her I was really struggling and then only one medication would help, she started telling me the side effects of it. I've been through this several times with different medical professionals. However, the side effects are minimal and I've never had any from this med before. However, I've had several weekly injections that I've had to sign consent forms and those injections had higher risk side effects, such as developing cancer. I would willingly sign a consent form to get this one medication that works and be able to enjoy life rather than everyday being a constant battle with pain and lack of sleep.

 

[SkyKnight03]

Stuck between feeling very lonely and wanting friends, and the other half of me feeling too exhausted to make the effort.

@ShawnFuzz I appreciate our chess game. Even though I haven't been very chatty, it's been quite fun playing together. Thank you.

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

I can't help but feel like my doctor's appointment was a waste of time and it left me in a sour mood since. My family is also getting on my nerves (especially my brother), which doesn't help matters whatsoever.

Spoiler

Also having some very dark thoughts, for lack of a better word. I wish my brain would shut up so I wouldn't feel like this all the time.
That being said, I think I forgot to take my antidepressants today, though I can't remember if I did or not... Why am I always messing up.

 

[JellyLu]

I was next in line after waiting some time to check out at a store. An employee comes up, cuts all of us, and uses the next available machine. No excuse me, no sorry, nothing. If she was nice, I would've let her no problem! There was no need to act entitled.

 

[ali.di.magix]

Lots of stuff going on at work and in my head right now making me feel very unsettled...

I applied for a job in another town not expecting much of it, I didn't think I'd get that far with the application. Didn't hear back from them for ages, so just assumed that they found someone. Then they called me and I had a teams interview with them.

The interview went really well, they said I interviewed really well. I had already set my expectations really low, but now I'm trying not to get myself hyped up on the possibility that I might get somewhere with this.

It would be good for me financially if I got this job, but I'd also be much closer to family (which also saves money for me on travel costs). Not to mention it would be great for my career. So I can't help but feel really excited about it, disappointed that I don't get it, and just anxious in general!!

 

[Croconaw]

I’m happy because I paid $40 to change my gender on my ID before it became illegal and a crime.
What’s bothering me is that I paid $40 to change my gender on my ID.

 

[sleepey]

I’m because I paid $40 to change my gender on my ID before it became illegal and a crime.
What’s bothering me is that I paid $40 to change my gender on my ID.

a new license in the state i moved to, which would also comply with new airline regulations starting in may, cost me $120 fortunately they didn’t give me hassle about changing my gender marker to X at all. they asked it like a normal question

 

[. Rarity .]

I don't get why anyone won't see Dogman with me :/ Its not like I'm asking them to see some horror movie, or the Brutalist

it's a fun animated movie, that's susposed to be really good, so why not come see it..

I guess this is a soloventure for me tonight.

 

[Midoriya]

People who basically say they won't do one thing and then later they go against it. I don't know why people can't be honest and instead they just act like hypocrites. This is why I don't want to make new friends. People suck.

 

[sleepey]

probably didn’t get into grad school. i’m glad i tried, tho

 

[Seastar]

I really don't like myself right now... Again. I cannot handle this..

 

[ShawnFuzz]

Stuck between feeling very lonely and wanting friends, and the other half of me feeling too exhausted to make the effort.

@ShawnFuzz I appreciate our chess game. Even though I haven't been very chatty, it's been quite fun playing together. Thank you.

Is there a way I can say literally the exact thing?

Just so you know I am enjoying our chess game too! At some point we will have to play live. I am scared to think about the beating I will take, but I am a happy loser . I enjoy learning from failures!

 

[Autumn247]

I slipped and really hard on ice today. All my body weight landed on one knee on concrete. I was also carrying a paper bag of groceries which ripped when I fell and everything fell out around me. And there were a bunch of construction guys right by me just watching me struggle to get up and get all my stuff together. My knee really hurts and is swelling now

 

[Yoshi155]

Gone lol

 

[JellyLu]

Flippin jury duty.....

 

[-Blue-]

Been really dizzy today. And at times my balance felt really off.

Flippin jury duty.....

Is it an official summon? There's still a chance you could get lucky and not have to go. They don't always need everyone. I got a letter twice I think and they never needed me both times.

 

[Dim]

This Superbowl weekend is going to be absolutely insane. Why did the Eagles have to be in it again?

 

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler

I’ve been a bit down lately and still am bothered by a few things that have been troubling me for a few months at least. Can’t really talk about it though. I’m feeling conflicted about how I feel on one of the things.

So far I haven’t been triggered by the mention of valentine’s day much, but tomorrow I have to go grocery shopping (today there was a change in plans) and I’m dreading it partly because of all the valentine stuff. I never liked the “holiday” but the last few years around this time has been really difficult because of something that has been hurting me.

I feel bad I haven’t finished a drawing yet and been able to give something in return to everyone that has given me a drawing. I think I might be in a sort of art block while also my focus being away from art hasn’t helped either. I really feel bad since I’m still incredibly grateful and touched by the thought and kindness behind each of them. If there is an art portion to the upcoming events, I’m worried about participating as silly as that sounds since I should be prioritizing the first drawing I started after Christmas. I do think though if there is an art portion, it might help push me back into the art mode, if I participate .

Overall, I’ve been okay and not bad; doing better enough to post again a bit and a bit better in some ways being back here.

 

[Dim]

They don't ever show appreciation when I go out of my way to help, even at my own expense. They only get mad at me when I mess things up.

God, my anxiety is just... through the roof right now. :[