What's Bothering You?

The garbage truck damaged our garbage bin again! It's the third time in 3 months. It ate our garbage bin wheels, broke the cover. Those bins are not cheap either. That's enough!

The snow plow is also damaging the front yard and curbs. At least I know they will repair it this spring.
 
Feeling worthless again. A lot of it has to do with people who were once happy to see me and considered me friend, now won't even look at me as if I don't exist. They won't even let me know why either and it's just so frustrating, I can't contain it. Wish I stopped worring about people like that but I can't.
 
look, I know that people have crazy dreams sometimes, but I keep experiencing what seem to be symptoms of narcolepsy. and I get tired of telling people my symptoms and them saying "Oh I deal with that too" implying that it's nothing or that it's normal. no, I'm pretty sure it's not normal to fall asleep and start dreaming pretty much immediately, then have a very disorienting dream which leaves you waking up, hallucinating, not knowing where you are or what time it is. that's not normal.
have you been experiencing this often during the morning? excessive daytime sleepiness is pretty much a requirement to diagnose narcolepsy. DSM 5 says at least 3 times per week for 3 months. if this has been happening to you and your being extremely fatigued or having "sleep attacks" in the morning is interfering with your every day work then i do suggest getting checked by a doctor. :)
 
have you been experiencing this often during the morning? excessive daytime sleepiness is pretty much a requirement to diagnose narcolepsy. DSM 5 says at least 3 times per week for 3 months. if this has been happening to you and your being extremely fatigued or having "sleep attacks" in the morning is interfering with your every day work then i do suggest getting checked by a doctor. :)
I literally almost fell asleep while driving home from work early this afternoon, so yes haha. my sleep schedule has been a little funky for the last few days since I'm going on a trip soon, but this has been happening off and on for a few months now at the very least.
 
LIGHTWORKS!!!!!!
WHY!! WHY DO YOU RANDOMLY FREEZE VERY SLIGHTLY & CLOSE YOURSELF SOMETIMES?!

(*sighs* sorry : < it's just very annoying :rolleyes: 🤷‍♂️ )


my videos are always fine, though... so that's something i'm glad about :3
 
I had a health appointment today which I was dreading, part of me wanted to cancel but I really did want it over and done with so I went. Don't get me wrong, she is very nice, but I felt as if it was a waste of time. Everything was basically just the same as my previous appointments. When I told her I was really struggling and then only one medication would help, she started telling me the side effects of it. I've been through this several times with different medical professionals. However, the side effects are minimal and I've never had any from this med before. However, I've had several weekly injections that I've had to sign consent forms and those injections had higher risk side effects, such as developing cancer. I would willingly sign a consent form to get this one medication that works and be able to enjoy life rather than everyday being a constant battle with pain and lack of sleep.
 
I can't help but feel like my doctor's appointment was a waste of time and it left me in a sour mood since. My family is also getting on my nerves (especially my brother), which doesn't help matters whatsoever.
Also having some very dark thoughts, for lack of a better word. I wish my brain would shut up so I wouldn't feel like this all the time.
That being said, I think I forgot to take my antidepressants today, though I can't remember if I did or not... Why am I always messing up. 🫠
 
I was next in line after waiting some time to check out at a store. An employee comes up, cuts all of us, and uses the next available machine. No excuse me, no sorry, nothing. If she was nice, I would've let her no problem! There was no need to act entitled.
 
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