What's Bothering You?

Kinda sad about something. I wasn’t trying to be mean; just was being honest and was trying to fix things. Is it wrong for me to say when something is bothering me in a friendship? You can’t expect me to put all the effort in a friendship, listen to vents, comment when I’m struggling, but not receive the same in return. If someone is venting and struggling, you don’t need to know what to say to show you care. Saying I don’t know what to say honestly hurts a lot more, since when I vent, sometimes I just want someone to listen and to know they are there for me. i don’t usually like unsolicited advice, just a hug reaction or “I’m sorry; I’m here for you.” I guess it is time for me to put myself first. I’m really tired. I think I get what my best friend meant when he told me not to try so hard with friends.

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I haven't been feeling well the past few days because I had to sleep in the uncomfortable living room due to how cold it got. It kinda felt like I got sick. Not surprising because that particular area is gross (the cats are at fault).
Tonight I finally went back in my room, hoping to recover.
Er, my parents decided to have a fire outside tonight despite not doing one on any of the previous nights. This is an issue for me because it gets into my side of the house (same reason it was too cold in there) and I am a bit sensitive to it.
So of course, I feel worse. My mouth and throat feel so dry and uncomfortable. I really REALLY don't want to live in this house anymore, but there's nothing I can do. I'm getting increasingly upset about being stuck in this house in this time period with no hope of anything improving. I don't know how much more of this I can take. I should probably stop the rant here before I go on about everything else.
I'm really annoyed and stressed tonight.
 
I got really overstimulated for some reason, and now I'm reading everything as dismissive and my rejection sensitivity is going crazy

I had an idea for something i wanted to make, but I feel like the people I tried sharing the idea with didn't care, so now I feel like it's a stupid idea and I'm going to scrap it 😩
I'm just really frustrated
 
I grudginly made plans to visit my parents for a belated birthday acknowledgement. I have to go because I can't disappoint them. I am only going because it's for them. Not me.

Does anyone else experience this?

I feel bad, like I should be happy and thankful, but I am just full of anxiety.
 
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