What's Bothering You?

I get worried about missing messages, and responses. I still feel like I'm playing catch up, and I don't want people to think I'm ghosting them

I've just had three arcade shifts of training new people, and they were all busy, and I'm just tired. Training people can be pretty tiring, esspecially the back to back questions. Plus we had to share tills. But I'm really hoping to get all caught up on here with messages.
 
I could never win these raffles or staff favorites.

It shouldn’t be a big deal if I don’t win, but I’ve been trying for months to get the collectibles I can sell for more TBT, only to lose the raffles that award the collectibles. How can I get to 10,000 TBT soon?

If only I can get 6,000 TBT for free so I can get back to 10k TBT.
 
I need people to grow up and realize that team leads, managers, and any other positions with authority are more often than not just doing our jobs and following policy to avoid getting written up ourselves. We don't have some personal agenda against you. I'm not telling you to put your phone away because I personally care, I'm telling you because I'm supposed to run the show and set the example, and if one of my higher ups saw you not following policy under my supervision it comes down on me. Stop whining about being expected to follow the rules that were clearly outlined on your application that you signed.
 
I don't feel free anymore. Not even at home in my room. I have to share it with my mom now because my dad won't let her sleep with him... Soon I'll be going back to school. My suffering will continue. I can't escape it. When I choose to not suffer I suffer anyway. What's the point.
 
This morning was such a curse today.

I woke up at 7am, and decided to rest a bit more, as I knew my mum will ring to wake me up.
In that extra thirty min sleep, I had a crazy dream where me, my nephew and someone else was playing hide and seek in a really big house for six hours, midnight start.
I dunno why I'm mad at this, but I had forth mins remaining and then I get found, after all those long hours hiding I lost. (Was moving around so not in the same hiding spot)
I dunno if the hide and seek animal crossing I did two days ago made this dream happen.

Then today it's pouring with rain, still is, and my mum meets uo with me after work to help at my job.
When I get to work, I quickly find out that the WiFi is not working. Which means we're screwed when it comes to card payments. I message and call my bosses ex and he's like it should work fine without Internet and to try the hand held one.
I tried both, they do not work. We just lost a customer. Had to message him back and he calls and its just so irritating because I've done all the ideas he could think of. He's say8bg the handheld worked fine last time they had this problem which is just unnecessary comments at this point.
Would be fine if we had any change but THEY NEVER DO
So we're losing customers as I have to wait for my boss to get in. I don't know who is suppose to be in today but I was suppose to finish at 9:30 I left an hour later.

Oh yeah, the cutlery we have we pair them together with a napkin but when I git there they didn't pair the correct cutlery together and that was just fustrating me even more, it doesn't entirely matter but my head wasn't ready to leave it like that. Found one knife not properly cleaned but put with the clean stuff!!!!
My stress in this place is building. I could write a book on what could ve changed here.

Need to go home and relax.
 
had a terrible night’s rest because my sister was in her bathroom for HOURS and it’s on the other side of my closet so the constant hum of the fan and pipes were so loud, kept me from falling asleep. i kept getting woken up from a loud bang and couldn’t stay asleep without hearing her shuffling!!!!
 
seeing fare enforcement makes me so uncomfortable. they’re upsetting so many people. i once got a warning for forgetting to tap my card on a transfer, and the guy took his job way too seriously and read his whole annoying ass script out to me. it made me feel so embarrassed. just now, i heard some lady yelling at them because her physical transfer ticket was for the bus and not the train. they let her stay on i guess but it’s still upsetting to hear. like i’m sorry, the “fares pay for transit” card the transit agencies are pulling is complete bs. tax the rich harder, make public transit free, and leave working class commuters alone.
 
Finn is still not eating much and acts dizzy. He got fluids from the vet yesterday. He’s quieter lately, but still likes licking my legs, licking the pillows, doing his old habits. But he still stumbles and tilts his head. I hope he pulls through.
Finn went to the vet today. He is mostly himself, aside from his head tilt and lack of appetite. Thankfully, his weight is still 17 pounds (his usual size). When Misty (cat), gets too close, he barks at her, like he used to.

He was tired after the vet, but I’m relieved he isn’t as clumsy. He moves a bit better, and ate more this evening.

I still cry about him. Last night I wrote a poem about him, because I needed to get those feelings out. Today I cried and held him in my lap, until he wanted to crawl on my bed. This vestibular stuff is difficult, and I worry about him, but I’m glad he still has his personality and knows he is loved.
 
omg my pc has been giving me issues persistently these past couple of days and i think i might have to take it apart before reinstalling the parts again to find the issue

it keeps black screening whenever i'm gaming but i'm not even overloading my gpu !!!! wondering if it's fixable with a new cable but it is through my display port so... i'm not sure if it means my port is seeing the tail end of its life or what but i want to see if i can problem solve before jumping the gun and upgrading my gpu ( ;´ - `; )

i messaged my cousin and he'll be coming over tomorrow with his spare psu that we'll test out, and his tiny gpu to test if it's the monitor instead. here's hoping i don't actually have to upgrade my gpu because i just know later down the line i'll also have to upgrade my cpu which also means psu ଘ(|lI.‸.)
 
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