What's Bothering You?

My medicine is starting to kick in and it’s helping my mood, but I’m really not finally great still even though I have some things that I’m happy about. I’m hoping it’ll kick in more since right now I could honestly just go back to sleep.
 
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Might wind up getting stuck with a much larger bill than expected for my procedure (bilateral salpingectomy), and it's making me wish my mental health had not tanked so hard and so suddenly, so that the procedure wouldn't have even crossed my mind. I'm thankfully in a position where I can weather it, but I also feel like it should be a crime to not be crystal clear about the costs of everything upfront when it comes to medicine. Can you imagine if anything else worked like medical care? Like imagine going to the grocery store and nothing has a price listed, you just have to scan them to figure out if that package of chicken breast is going to cost you $10 or $100. People would be rioting in the streets, right?

This is why I have historically avoided getting medical care... I know that even a minor surgery isn't exactly routine, or anything, but still...
 
Minor, but I realized that I didn't post in the Valentine's Day conclusion thread thanking staff for the favorite and congratulating the other favorites/winners. So now I feel rude. I replied in my head and never actually typed it....

And now it's late so if I were to post it'd be awkward.

So.... yeah ...✨️anxiety✨
 
weh weh

so I've had to stop drinking alcohol completely for medical reasons and my weekends/social gatherings lately feel very tedious which makes me worried I do have a bit of a reliance on it.. fortunately I'm forced into addressing it right now I guess. i like having a beer or something to destresssss ya know
 
I do not understand the fact that National Insurance have a phone number or a HMRC online app, because I can never actually speak to a real human nor can I specifically explain my national insurance pay problem to a bot or voice robot thing, cause there's nothing specific where I can say, oh I need to check if my national insurance is alright due to the fact that my old boss put down my national insurance pay as £4000 or even £7000 and the reason I only calling about it now because I rarely got my payslips! And I wanted to make sure this doesn't bite me in the a$$ later on 😖😵‍💫
Which is totally incorrect, I shouldn't have to pay anything, cause of how little money I received, but if HMRC has these payslips ya know? They'll see that amount.

So now, I have to write a letter and send it mail wise just so something can actually physcially be sent. And I'll be doing first class on that bloody thing.
 
I'm really annoyed that my mom keeps ordering garbage off of Temu. She's so old she can't even tell when something is printed poorly or AI generated (I don't know if she's even aware of that situation) and most of these things she ordered are hideous and now I have to see this stuff in the house daily.
I never get to order anything because I get too anxious to ask but she's allowed to just buy cheap garbage...
I feel like I should talk to my dad about this sometime because it's his money but I don't know how exactly to explain it... Plus mom might get offended.
 
We have to Spring Forward an hour ahead tomorrow night/Sunday morning because of Daylight Savings Time. Ugh.

Oh gosh, you just reminded me about this and the fact that this is STILL happening in this day and age is absolutely ridiculous. I genuinely don't understand how the government is so lazy that they can't even pick one of the changes and stick with it so that we don't have to change our clocks ever again. It's ludicrous. The reason behind it is outdated and I just, blegh.

I'm glad I'll be able to get some good sleep tonight before this happens, but tomorrow night is going to be painful... lol.
 
Oh gosh, you just reminded me about this and the fact that this is STILL happening in this day and age is absolutely ridiculous. I genuinely don't understand how the government is so lazy that they can't even pick one of the changes and stick with it so that we don't have to change our clocks ever again. It's ludicrous. The reason behind it is outdated and I just, blegh.

I'm glad I'll be able to get some good sleep tonight before this happens, but tomorrow night is going to be painful... lol.
Yet they'll pass a bill almost right away when someone shows up in sweatpants or was it a sweatshirt at one of their meetings. I get that it's not the most appropriate attire, but they can pass something like that instantly but everything else is forever in limbo?
 
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