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What's Bothering You?

You do nothing but spew negativity all day and then it’s my fault for getting in a bad mood
 
Lately I've been thinking about how growing up with misogynistic and homophobic family members has messed me up as a woman who is also bisexual and I'm big sad.

Also there's nothing but WIPs in my art folder why's it so hard for me to complete anything
 
Very bad thanksgiving so far. Been dealing with horrible headache and nausea all day. )x
feeling a bit better now. My sister is also unwell though, and running a fever. Sure hope there isn't anything going around :/
 
Doing an opening shift while only getting less than 3 hours of sleep last night.

I ****ing hate this rn. All my life is rn is just negativity and I'm so sick of it.
 
Been sick for over a fortnight at this point. The tattoo I had to cancel two weeks ago (and lost my deposit on) is rescheduled for tomorrow. I'll be loading up on cough sweets.
 
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^Get better soon! <3
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Also how the hell did my pants get sent with DHL like I usually expect stuff from there just get sent to my grocery store and I get a pick-up note. But somehow this DHL dude called me on the way home and said they wanted to deliver.. I was like bruh it's gonna take more than 15 minutes to get back home from where I was but kindly enough he let this game/tobacco store hold them so I could pick em up there.
 
My family is insane. Their cultural beliefs, their stigma on mental health - I disagree with them completely. Our culture is so narcissistic. They take filial piety to a whole other level. For instance, my mother and my grandmother were both shaming me for fooling around with certain elders at church. I was messing around with them, and they viewed it as if I was acting superior to the elders. Another time, I went to the kitchen and aplogized to my mother for something that I did. It was a sincere apology.
She didn't accept it, saying that back in Vietnan, children had to literally bow down to their parents to apologize. My mother, knowing how much of a narcissist she can be, may have exaggerated on the whole 'bowing down to your parents' part. However, our family still places elders on a high pedestal. It's as if they are revered as deities. It seems that whether or not the parents abused their children, they must be treated with the utmost respect. I've witnessed and experienced this. It's awful. To top it all off, they stigmatize mental illnesses so greatly, to the point where they believe that you won't be able to be employed because of it. It's incredibly damaging, especially when you realize that they are still dealing with the trauma of the abuse. I just cannot accept this.
 
Just got the information that we will get an elevator in our house. Like seriously, they just renovated the whole building around 3 years ago, why tf didn't they build in the elevator around that time? Why now, who the heck came up with this stupid idea? On top of that, it will take one whole year to build it (available in 2021!), we and our neighbors from the other floors have to use emergency stairs to even come out of the damn house, since the stairwell will be not usable in that time and we also have to deal with the construction noises every day (except the weekends and holidays I guess). Luckily, we don't have to move out (wouldn't have done this anyway, we just moved in here for two years ago wtf), but the rent gets a bit expensive. Watch how nobody will use that thing at the end, as everyone in this house got used to use the stairs...
 
First world problems but: I really want to finish Sword. My friends all around me have all finished but of course I’m stubborn and am just shiny hunting.
 
First world problems but: I really want to finish Sword. My friends all around me have all finished but of course I’m stubborn and am just shiny hunting.

I'm taking my time with Shield. I don't buy many games, I want to make it last.
 
First world problems but: I really want to finish Sword. My friends all around me have all finished but of course I’m stubborn and am just shiny hunting.

I'm still in Viridian Forest shiny hunting on Let's Go Eevee lol
 
I’ve been so addicted to Pok?mon Sword that it made me more of an inactive member on this forum, which is causing me to miss out on many things. I don’t even feel my normal self.

Yes, this is what’s bothering me right now.
 
I feel like I've been stabbed in the back. It hurts.
 
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