What's Bothering You?

Listening to my dad complain about my brother dropping out of college gets old after a while. Then he wonders why we don't like him.
 
Listening to my dad complain about my brother dropping out of college gets old after a while. Then he wonders why we don't like him.
My oldest brother dropped out of High School but I don't see my dad complaining about it.
 
ran out of my night time medicine again because my pharmacy won't get my new prescription ready!
 
... I feel like my life is literally worn down to nothing at the moment. I’ve dug myself into the deepest hole I could have EVER dug myself into. I just want everything to stop... I want time to stop. I want... to be happy again, to feel free... to actually enjoy living instead of despising it. I hate getting up every day and doing things. I just wanna sleep, cry, and eat my life away. I feel like nothing is ever going to get better. My stepdad has even told me so. ‘You’re wasting away to nothing, to the point where you’re never going to get back up and put your life back together’... Ughhh. Why can’t I just..... stop existing for a while...​
 
Annoyed because I was playing on my friend's stream in League customs and people kept calling me a tryhard because I was actually better than them and outplaying them lol. Also just kept being rude to me and saying that I wasn't good and whatnot. The tryhard comment really annoyed me, because I was playing a champion I barely play anymore and they kept saying "Later ****" when they would focus me and I'd die. Like .... calling me the B word really? lol. Locked in Kai'sa next game and just destroyed them and they were even more mad. Don't understand some guys and their pride in gaming. I was playing normally and having fun and they were just being butthurt or whatever
 
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Annoyed because I was playing on my friend's stream in League customs and people kept calling me a tryhard because I was actually better than them and outplaying them lol. Also just kept being rude to me and saying that I wasn't good and whatnot. The tryhard comment really annoyed me, because I was playing a champion I barely play anymore and they kept saying "Later ****" when they would focus me and I'd die. Like .... calling me the B word really? lol. Locked in Kai'sa next game and just destroyed them and they were even more mad. Don't understand some guys and their pride in gaming. I was playing normally and having fun and they were just being butthurt or whatever

It always makes me laugh when those types of players accuse someone of being a tryhard. Even better, when they say "you only care about winning" when it is clear they themselves only care about winning.
 
I have two really big project papers due in like 4-5 days and I haven't started either of them. I honestly don't know what to do. At this point I may just have to take a bad grade.
 
I have two really big project papers due in like 4-5 days and I haven't started either of them. I honestly don't know what to do. At this point I may just have to take a bad grade.

I can understand that. I don't know if it's the same for you, but whenever I feel overwhelmed with school projects I just sort of shut myself down, or get terribly anxious. It doesn't help that I avoid doing them and put them off in the first place, either. Anything is better than nothing, though. I know it can get difficult at times (and I'm sure you're going through a whole lot more than me schoolwise since you're in college), but I hope you don't give up <3
 
My rabbit randomly started going through GI stasis symptoms and it was really out of nowhere and didn't really have time to handle it. But she's ok now.
 
I can understand that. I don't know if it's the same for you, but whenever I feel overwhelmed with school projects I just sort of shut myself down, or get terribly anxious. It doesn't help that I avoid doing them and put them off in the first place, either. Anything is better than nothing, though. I know it can get difficult at times (and I'm sure you're going through a whole lot more than me schoolwise since you're in college), but I hope you don't give up <3

Thanks. I'll probably do as much of the work as I can before I have to turn them in. Luckily I don't get really bad anxiety anymore cause I've been taking Lexapro for about a year now, but I told one of my college friends earlier that if I wasn't taking an anti-anxiety med I would probably be having constant panic attacks right now. I have all day tomorrow to work on them, and then some time on Monday and Tuesday, so hopefully I can get as much done as possible.

Honestly though, if I get a bad grade I won't fret over it too much. It's just two assignment, it's not going to define my life.
 
Thanks. I'll probably do as much of the work as I can before I have to turn them in. Luckily I don't get really bad anxiety anymore cause I've been taking Lexapro for about a year now, but I told one of my college friends earlier that if I wasn't taking an anti-anxiety med I would probably be having constant panic attacks right now. I have all day tomorrow to work on them, and then some time on Monday and Tuesday, so hopefully I can get as much done as possible.

Honestly though, if I get a bad grade I won't fret over it too much. It's just two assignment, it's not going to define my life.

I'm glad that the medication is helping. Yeah, even if you do get a low score, I hope you don't let it bother you too much <3 anyways, good luck with the assignments man.
 
I woke up really early this morning to try and get lots done today, but so far I've just been sat here for two hours browsing the forums. My excuse is that its Sunday, but I do need to get all my work done before I go home in 2 weeks
 
It sucks when something in the past happens to jump in your eyes. It really sucks. Honestly sucks, that it still hurts your mind.

- - - Post Merge - - -

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That suggestion of anti-abortion law in Ohio.. whoever came up with that you have to put the embryo back in the uterus when someone got ectopic pregnancy please die yourself/yourselves; you only do this to express and abuse your power against women. I wanna implant one in your tum and you can walk around with that in shame. Anyone supporting this should be ashamed of themselves as well, and pro-life opinions like this needs to die.
 
On edge; don't know why. Benzo withdrawals? Maybe. Who can say?
 
Oh my gosh... I am so glad you got home alright. I hope they left you their information to get a better idea of what happened.

They didn't leave their contact information so I've no clue what happened. I have a half hour completely unaccounted for (should've got home 12:30 based on a text I sent my boyfriend - but I didn't get in til after 1am) and I obviously fell at some point based on various injuries and the coats/stones embedded in my faux fur coat. But no idea where that would've happened. I'm so glad that it was kind people that helped me home - could've easily been taken advantage of in that state. They probably thought I was just drunk though.
 
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