My oldest brother dropped out of High School but I don't see my dad complaining about it.Listening to my dad complain about my brother dropping out of college gets old after a while. Then he wonders why we don't like him.
Single for the first time in 8 years. Feels so bizarre.
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Annoyed because I was playing on my friend's stream in League customs and people kept calling me a tryhard because I was actually better than them and outplaying them lol. Also just kept being rude to me and saying that I wasn't good and whatnot. The tryhard comment really annoyed me, because I was playing a champion I barely play anymore and they kept saying "Later ****" when they would focus me and I'd die. Like .... calling me the B word really? lol. Locked in Kai'sa next game and just destroyed them and they were even more mad. Don't understand some guys and their pride in gaming. I was playing normally and having fun and they were just being butthurt or whatever
I have two really big project papers due in like 4-5 days and I haven't started either of them. I honestly don't know what to do. At this point I may just have to take a bad grade.
I can understand that. I don't know if it's the same for you, but whenever I feel overwhelmed with school projects I just sort of shut myself down, or get terribly anxious. It doesn't help that I avoid doing them and put them off in the first place, either. Anything is better than nothing, though. I know it can get difficult at times (and I'm sure you're going through a whole lot more than me schoolwise since you're in college), but I hope you don't give up <3
Thanks. I'll probably do as much of the work as I can before I have to turn them in. Luckily I don't get really bad anxiety anymore cause I've been taking Lexapro for about a year now, but I told one of my college friends earlier that if I wasn't taking an anti-anxiety med I would probably be having constant panic attacks right now. I have all day tomorrow to work on them, and then some time on Monday and Tuesday, so hopefully I can get as much done as possible.
Honestly though, if I get a bad grade I won't fret over it too much. It's just two assignment, it's not going to define my life.
Oh my gosh... I am so glad you got home alright. I hope they left you their information to get a better idea of what happened.