What's Bothering You?
- Thread starter Oblivia
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I definitely have depression and I can't tell
Dawnpiplup
Kick ass.
Moved into my college room yesterday. Just feels kinda surreal. A part of me is still excited and reminds me of the reasons I came here for. Then, on the other hand, I feel like life just hit me with a ton of bricks. Like I'm sorta just thrown into reality. And it's quite... lonely, with quarantine and all. I'm the only one in my wing of the house. I still have dormmates that are on the other sides, but still.
So I’m finally watching Code Geass... and you know why? Because the stupid new interface on Crunchyroll has totally screwed up my streaming enjoyment and I went over to Hulu to get my anime fix and there I was about half way through season one just having a good old time and you know what happened? Hulu quit working so I went through the hassle of deleting the app and reinstalling it and now they’ve screwed up my viewing enjoyment even worse than Crunchyroll... There is now a !#@*-?~•!: counter hovering over the subtitles at the end and I can’t——ing believe it. Why. Would. They. Do. Something. So. Stupid???? If it ain’t broke don’t fix it you stupid stupid stupid fools. And besides the screwed up new designs of these streaming services, they have removed a lot of content since I became an anime fan and it just pisses me off. Thank you for letting me rant and please don’t take my complaint personally since I realize this forum changed too but at least I can still read the writing on the wall around here.
DarkDesertFox
Your Typical Trickster
Some of my coworkers aren't doing their work and it's really getting on my nerves. I gave them the benefit of the doubt for being newer, but now I'm getting a little fed up with having to cover for them. I don't want to get anyone in trouble, but at this rate I will have to.
xSuperMario64x
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we're always happy to have people vent here about their problems. I personally do it all the time. just as long as it's not about somebody else. I'm sorry to hear about what's going on with your streaming services, hoping it gets fixed soon (or at least you find a better place to watch your shows).
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I've been reading a lot about the symptoms and problems that people with AD(H)D face, and it hits uncomfortably close to home. I almost wonder if it would benefit me to tell my professors this year that I have inattentive ADHD. I had a professor last year who got frustrated with me a lot because I always seemed like I wasn't paying attention, but the truth is that I (and other people with ADHD) actually focus better by doing something on the side such as doodling. I hate when professors misread that as a sign of laziness or unwillingness to learn. like no, it's literally just how my stupid brain works. I hate to have people try to accommodate to my insignificant issues but it really is an issue that should probably be discussed with all my professors.
I was sleeping earlier only to be woken up, which is fine, but I went back to sleep only to be woken up by my dad. I really wish my family would stop harping on me and leave me alone. It’s past two p.m. now and I’m still kind of exhausted. I felt like I was getting good REM sleep and would wake up soon, only to be woken up twice by someone else. I want to scream.
Lightspring
🧡🖤
My best friend is not okay. She told me her problems and that she’s going to the psychologist next week, and I’m really glad. But, she keeps putting questionable statuses on her discord about not wanting to live anymore. Even when I call her to ask how she’s doing, she tells me how depressed she is and how terrible her day is as one of the first parts of the conversation. Maybe I’m bothering her too much, I’m just worried about her. I feel like my efforts are futile and I’m trying to talk with her about positive things, but she kind of just brushes it off and is not very responsive at all during calls and is too busy playing video games. Maybe if I just leave her alone to think, but I also want to be there for her. I wish I could just tell someone how I feel.
Dawnpiplup
Kick ass.
I'm adjusting to this horribly. I wanna go back home. My dorm mates are wonderful, but I can't take it.
xSuperMario64x
🇨🇦🩷 2 days 💜🇨🇦
so sorry to hear it's not going right. If you want to talk you can PM me!
in speaking of dorms, I'm supposed to move back to my dorm tomorrow and 1. I still have no clue what I'm gonna do with my dog, and 2. I only have like 1/5th of my stuff packed yeeeee
Reginald Fairfield
Senior Member
Sounds relatively better than previous home life.
Shellzilla_515
F1 fan who loves onions
I'm gonna sound stupid and entitled so I'll put it in a spoiler:
This "you're too old for this" mentality is making me angry to the point I want to cry. There's this Stitches plush toy I want to get on my birthday next week but I feel like again, it won't happen thanks to that dumb mentality. May I ask, what is wrong with having one? It's not like it's going to hurt me or anything. What you're doing is literally blocking me from being happy on the day that I'll celebrate on my birthday. Sure, there may be some things that could make me happy on that day, but it's not going to be enough to erase my sadness. I don't ask for stuff very often and those times where I do, I'm denied on wanting so harmless? It's ridiculous. Life is already gonna get bumpy and adult life will be something else. I'm gonna be leaving my teen years very soon and this is how it's gonna be wrapped it up... I really want to cry so hard right now but I have to hide it because I could be seen as "overdramatic" over something so little. Maybe I should cry myself to sleep instead and just mature into a boring adult. I know, it's silly but can't you make a guy be genuinely happy? 
spawnpoint
Take a chance! 🎲
Awww... I'm really sorry shell ;-;I'm gonna sound stupid and entitled so I'll put it in a spoiler:
This "you're too old for this" mentality is making me angry to the point I want to cry. There's this Stitches plush toy I want to get on my birthday next week but I feel like again, it won't happen thanks to that dumb mentality. May I ask, what is wrong with having one? It's not like it's going to hurt me or anything. What you're doing is literally blocking me from being happy on the day that I'll celebrate on my birthday. Sure, there may be some things that could make me happy on that day, but it's not going to be enough to erase my sadness. I don't ask for stuff very often and those times where I do, I'm denied on wanting so harmless? It's ridiculous. Life is already gonna get bumpy and adult life will be something else. I'm gonna be leaving my teen years very soon and this is how it's gonna be wrapped it up... I really want to cry so hard right now but I have to hide it because I could be seen as "overdramatic" over something so little. Maybe I should cry myself to sleep instead and just mature into a boring adult. I know, it's silly but can't you make a guy be genuinely happy?
