What's Bothering You?

-My grades, i'm doing really bad
-i feel like a loser
-i want help but i'm too afraid to ask
-i'm incredibly small and i kinda hate it at times
 
We had freak lightening storms last night, 5am, assuming it struck something vital. Power company said it would be on at 12pm, then 4pm, then 6pm, now 12pm the next day. It's 100 degrees plus humidity, no fans, no power, no refrigeratored/frozen things. Happy birthday to me...

And I just found out that we have a second wave of lightening tonight. Last night did enough damage. We already caught on fire 3 years straight, what's one more but instead of the power company starting it, mother nature will.
 
happy 4:37am yall, I'm really failing at this whole sleeping thing tonight.


I wonder how it feels to just be able to fall asleep?
 
Harvey's photo studio is the bane of my existence, I swear lol

i rly need to figure out the splat slots on gmt+1 times cause i have lit no idea their current times lol
 
I'm really hoping USPS is not messing with my packages lol cause it lit updated when I requested new alerts LOL
 
Everything is falling apart at work. More and more people just keep leaving. Someone who handles this account I back up is apparently leaving and they asked me to take over. I loathe that account with a passion and I told them it stresses me out so I declined and said I would take another account instead. Well, that will make me managing 3 accounts which is insane. I'm not getting paid more for more work either which pisses me off. That would at least be SOME motivator. I'm just really stressed out right now. I got too comfortable in my work-at-home environment and the dry period of work. My parents are pressuring me to continue my APICs certification and I just don't have the mental energy to do it. I don't care if other adults like my dad did it while working full time job. I'm not them, I can't do it. I can barely function as an adult. This week is off to such a ****ty start after how awful last week was. I am glad I took this Friday off, I really needed it.
 
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I wasted a bottle of soda by stupidly freezing it. Last night, I froze the soda bottle because I thought it would make it colder faster and I was going to get it in a couple of minutes. I forgot to get it out, and when I opened it, foam kept coming out and it was so sickly sweet that it made your tongue go numb (think of licking a really sweet lollipop with wayyy to much sugar) and I know that the carbonation would run out and I would have this horrible tasting liquid.
 
My D&D session for tonight got postponed. We will probably play tomorrow instead, but I was looking forward to playing tonight.
 
I literally have no clue what I'm gonna do about my dog, they won't let him come to my dorm til all of his paperwork is accepted which prob won't be until at least the 26-27th. as if i wasnt already constantly stressed about school i gotta deal with this **** too.


I ****ing hate school.
 
I have had this weird feeling in the pit of my stomach all day like something bad's gonna happen, which I doubt it would (not anytime soon at least), but I'm packing my spare backpack just in case to make sure everything is packed of something goes awry.
 
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You ever just have a bunch of negative thoughts in your head and there’s literally no one that can offer advice or words of wisdom? Yeah, me neither.
 
You ever just have a bunch of negative thoughts in your head and there’s literally no one that can offer advice or words of wisdom? Yeah, me neither.
Yeah that's basically been me for most of this past month. Best part is when you think it's over, then they come back even worse.
 
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