What's Bothering You?

Yeah, I agree 110% as well and it honestly sickens me when people treat us that way. I’ll never understand nor pretend to understand why people do that. We’re just as human as anyone else, it’s just that we think and stuff a bit differently. I find it funny when someone might see me as childish though, because the reality is I’m actually a lot more mature than a lot of people my age. Sure we may have special interests and stuff, but so do other people. Anyway I better stop before I go off on a long tangent, lol.
Yes yes so much. I think it's even worse when your parents basically force you to get a diagnosis (as in my case ASD/Asperger) but they reuse to acknowledge how you work. Like, no I can't have a normal, proper job cause that'd probably burn me out and I wouldn't know what to do at that work unless I got special help also. And no, while I also have special interests and like some stuff I can't study 5 years straight for eg. a proper librarian or whatever education. And honestly I think people with ASD's etc. are more mature cause they more often have perspective on stuff rather than your average teen. Sure I might look like I'm still in high school and will probably do 5ever also til I get really old and just cause I enjoy a certain kind of humor doesn't make me childish, jeez. Also if that childish is just enjoying things that make you laugh people are just dumb.

I have to say a lot of like, workplaces and stuff are really badly educated on those issues too which suck.
 
Well Monday is already off to a terrible start. My coworker is out and I have to back up her account which I HATE doing so, so much. It's a very difficult account and there's supposed to be 2 people backing it up but the second backup transitioned to another role so I really think it's just me right now. This is EXACTLY what I was talking about in my last post about my job being unpredictable. This is absolutely what I mean right here. It just had to be on a Monday... the most stressful day of the week.
 
I get to go bring the ex’s stuff over to his mom’s house today which will be awkward. I’m not sure what he’s told her, but he’s made me out to be the bad guy to other people so why should she be any different. He kept showing up at my house uninvited and letting himself in and not taking his stuff, but using it as an excuse as to why he’s there. Like if some of his things are here that gives him a right to be here. He would get mad and start an argument with me when I asked him to leave and then do it again the next time. My house key went missing and he refused to give it back after I asked him for it, he even tried to say I gave them to him now he’s acting like I won’t give him his things. I thought he was a nice guy, but apparently I was wrong. Hopefully after this he’ll finally stay away. My roommates BF has been hanging around a lot more than usual because of this and I feel guilty. Also my anxiety has been so bad that I’m tempted to ghost on everyone and disappear.
If he still has your key I'd suggest getting your locks changed. If you rent then absolutely tell your landlord that someone has stolen a key and knows where you live.
 
I get to go bring the ex’s stuff over to his mom’s house today which will be awkward. I’m not sure what he’s told her, but he’s made me out to be the bad guy to other people so why should she be any different. He kept showing up at my house uninvited and letting himself in and not taking his stuff, but using it as an excuse as to why he’s there. Like if some of his things are here that gives him a right to be here. He would get mad and start an argument with me when I asked him to leave and then do it again the next time. My house key went missing and he refused to give it back after I asked him for it, he even tried to say I gave them to him now he’s acting like I won’t give him his things. I thought he was a nice guy, but apparently I was wrong. Hopefully after this he’ll finally stay away. My roommates BF has been hanging around a lot more than usual because of this and I feel guilty. Also my anxiety has been so bad that I’m tempted to ghost on everyone and disappear.
That's what abusers typically do, they try to make you feel like everyone's turned against you but we all know the truth. It doesn't matter what his mom thinks of you cause moms will make literally any excuse for their sons. Tell her you're afraid of him and you're thinking about getting the locks changed because of his behaviour. I'm sorry he's putting you through this! You don't deserve his crap.
 
That's what abusers typically do, they try to make you feel like everyone's turned against you but we all know the truth. It doesn't matter what his mom thinks of you cause moms will make literally any excuse for their sons. Tell her you're afraid of him and you're thinking about getting the locks changed because of his behaviour. I'm sorry he's putting you through this! You don't deserve his crap.
Thank you, my roommate said she would do it for me and I’m going to let her. She has no filter though and will probably tell the mom off if she says anything.
 
i've been dealing with depression and restlessness recently, and i'm afraid of having an actual relapse after a few clean months
 
I feel like I want to hit someone right now, even though I don't want to
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Just really pissed and stressed in general
I really don't want to deal with **** right now

Edit: Will you just shut the hell up already!? I'm sick of your constant *****ing and I already know what to do
 
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For some reason I just can't make a friend on the site. I try to make connections and stuff, but it never lasts more than a "well if you need anything just let me know" or something like that. I probably come off too strong, and I probably sound super fake half the time. Plus I don't reach out to lots of people cause my social anxiety gets the best of me. Maybe one day I'll gather the confidence to keep something consistent. :/
 
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