What's Bothering You?

My cat died. I adopted him two weeks ago. He was sick, but never get well. I already lost 4 newborn, and now a 2,5 kitten. He's name was JinJa. Yesterday I was bullied, and now this... September isn't the best month for me.
Omg I'm so sorry ;0; Losing a pet is probably the worst feeling in the universe. September is really just a cursed month imo.
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I’m not on the today’s birthdays widget :,( even the bell tree doesn’t care LoL
Happy birthday! ^-^
 
I’m not on the today’s birthdays widget :,( even the bell tree doesn’t care LoL
Happy birthday!

I hate it when guys I don’t know very well pick me up. I need my personal space for many reasons.
 
Omg I swear, East Asian perspectives when it comes to depression, and mental illnesses in general is absolutely ****ed up. One time I asked my mom to see a therapist once because my friends said I was showing some serious signs of depression and she said that "therapists were for crazy people". Nowadays she gets super offended when I tell her I don't trust her to help me with my problems anymore lol.

Yup. And LOL on her tho. Hopefully you're able to see a therapist now, and that you are doing better <3
 
Extremely embarrassed to find that i posted wrong in the pokemon abcs thread. probably did it more than once too ><. thanks anyone that has noticed for not yelling at me ^.^; I do appreciate it being pointed out to me as well (just feel extremely embarrassed ><). My bad.
 
Tired of family drama. Tired of being pressured by my family. Tired of drama with people in general. I just want to go out into the country and scream at the top of my lungs for awhile. Maybe there I won’t have to deal with the virus because there won’t be any ******* people around either.
 
Can anxiety just not exist please 🥺?

I know :/. Sorry for butting in again. I just want to tell you I hate it so much too and that not a lot of people - even family (even my dad who has worst anxiety and won’t admit anything is wrong with him) understands or tries to understand what it is like. Hang in there. I read some of your posts here and it sounds rough (sorry for not commenting; I didn’t want to make you feel uncomfortable or worse) :/. If you ever need an ear, as someone with anxiety as well and just as a concerned tbt forum member, you’re welcome to dm me :). sorry if that’s weird since i haven’t talked to you much.
 
Where is my damn motivation.

How the hell am I supposed to get outta here if I don't believe in myself and pass my college classes.
 
I know :/. Sorry for butting in again. I just want to tell you I hate it so much too and that not a lot of people - even family (even my dad who has worst anxiety and won’t admit anything is wrong with him) understands or tries to understand what it is like. Hang in there. I read some of your posts here and it sounds rough (sorry for not commenting; I didn’t want to make you feel uncomfortable or worse) :/. If you ever need an ear, as someone with anxiety as well and just as a concerned tbt forum member, you’re welcome to dm me :). sorry if that’s weird since i haven’t talked to you much.
Thank you that’s very kind of you. 🙂
I’m sorry you have anxiety too the worst part is knowing you’re being irrational, but not being able to control it. It’s been unmanageable lately, but I’m making the steps towards fixing it, it’s just taking more time than I’d like. Anyway, same if you ever need to DM me🙂
 
I have to work 11-7 all of next week when I already worked 9:30-6 all of this week. My normal hours are 8:30-5. All I've really done on this thread lately is complain about work. It's just really been draining me more than usual. The thought of sleeping in sounds nice, but realistically my body wakes me up before that time and the light bleeding out the sides of my curtains makes it really hard to fall asleep. I'll have to wash my eye mask I guess.
 
Ahp, and now there’s high winds in the area and the power is on the verge of going out again. Greeeeaaaat.
 
I'm really bad at finishing things I start. And showing off my projects to others. I want it to be perfect before I show anyone, but I can't get feedback if I don't show it...
 
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