What's Bothering You?

I worked really hard yesterday so I could have a day to myself. If I had known someone was going to ruin it I wouldn’t have bothered. This person wants to repeatedly make me out to be a bad person when I’m not. All I want is for them to leave me alone. I’m upset I’m shaking. I’m about to go to my friends house and pretend that I’m not upset because I don’t want to make her birthday about me.
 
me to my health problems:

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I was just in the hospital a few weeks ago for something unrelated and now I've been feeling dizzy, exhausted, and unable to concentrate on anything every day lately 😑 for reasons that I do not know! Very frustrating 0/10 - IGN
 
I worked really hard yesterday so I could have a day to myself. If I had known someone was going to ruin it I wouldn’t have bothered. This person wants to repeatedly make me out to be a bad person when I’m not. All I want is for them to leave me alone. I’m upset I’m shaking. I’m about to go to my friends house and pretend that I’m not upset because I don’t want to make her birthday about me.

I’m so sorry to hear that that’s happening to you :(. I can’t even imagine half of what you’re going through. If you want to talk, I’d be glad to listen to you. I just want to let you know that I’m listening and I hope the situation changes for the better for you. :)
 
I worked really hard yesterday so I could have a day to myself. If I had known someone was going to ruin it I wouldn’t have bothered. This person wants to repeatedly make me out to be a bad person when I’m not. All I want is for them to leave me alone. I’m upset I’m shaking. I’m about to go to my friends house and pretend that I’m not upset because I don’t want to make her birthday about me.
We all know you're not a bad person, not even close. I wish this person would leave you alone! He's obviously dealing with his demons and trying to deflect blame onto you. We're all here to talk when you get back from your party if you wanna.
 
To be honest I feel super left out because i'm the only one in my friend group at school who does nothing
they're all doing clubs or band
and i'm just kind of... there. waiting for tennis season to kick off so I can not make the team
 
I worked really hard yesterday so I could have a day to myself. If I had known someone was going to ruin it I wouldn’t have bothered. This person wants to repeatedly make me out to be a bad person when I’m not. All I want is for them to leave me alone. I’m upset I’m shaking. I’m about to go to my friends house and pretend that I’m not upset because I don’t want to make her birthday about me.

Hey there, Renee. I’m sorry you‘re having to deal with this and I can’t imagine how scary this must be and everything. You are definitely not a bad person and I’m really grateful to have you as a friend. It sounds like this person should really just let this go and move on. I hope you find comfort soon, and if you ever need to talk or anything, I’ll be here. 💚

me to my health problems:

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I was just in the hospital a few weeks ago for something unrelated and now I've been feeling dizzy, exhausted, and unable to concentrate on anything every day lately 😑 for reasons that I do not know! Very frustrating 0/10 - IGN

Hey there, friend. I’ve read your posts about this and I’m really sorry you’ve had to deal with this. I hope that you figure out what it is soon and can recover from it. I hope that you’re healthy and doing better soon.

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Update on the cockroaches. We found them and got rid of them, and then I found the cause and got rid of that as well. Now our house is cockroach free.

Finally, a peaceful night of sleep and relief at last.

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I'm just really tired emotionally. Tired of pretending I'm happy all the time and everythings okay. All i really wanna do is cry and scream. I want a better relationship with my mom more than anything, and I always see people with their moms and theyre close with them and it makes me upset. What brought this up is that I spilled coffee over this super expensive heated blanket she got me and it just triggered a bunch of feelings, I know it may not seem like a big deal but it was a nice gift she got me last christmas, and i loved it..
I just feel so lost and hopeless idk what to do.
 
I'm just really tired emotionally. Tired of pretending I'm happy all the time and everythings okay. All i really wanna do is cry and scream. I want a better relationship with my mom more than anything, and I always see people with their moms and theyre close with them and it makes me upset. What brought this up is that I spilled coffee over this super expensive heated blanket she got me and it just triggered a bunch of feelings, I know it may not seem like a big deal but it was a nice gift she got me last christmas, and i loved it..
I just feel so lost and hopeless idk what to do.

Hey there. I can relate except with my dad and a little of the opposite. My dad and I have not been talking to each other for over a month now. My dad and I never been too close and are getting further apart as his mental health deteriorates and as he gets older. Still in spite of the different circumstances, I definitely understand from what you posted. I want to say to sit down and have a nice serious discussion with her, but I know that’s not easy. maybe try talking about it a bit at a time and at a pace you’re comfortable with. it’s your call not mine. things have not always been easy with me and my mom but I did something like that and it helped smooth things out.

Sorry for sticking my nose in. I just wanted to let you know I understand and can relate in many ways. I hope things get better for you and your relationship with your mom.
 
Ever since I got my new job I've had no time to touch animal crossing or any other games. Financial stress + my SO potentially has covid-19 so I'm just extremely stressed and now I need to quarantine too. ><
 
I uploaded a video to YouTube and it got copyright claimed 3 times!

I tried fixing the problems before I disputed them, it was a no go. So I did a chance to see if the disputing works.
 
you are so kind & lovely everywhere you post - thank you 🖤

Aw shucks, thanks ^.^; that is kind of you to say. I can say the same for you 😊 when I see you post or trade with people.

Here is a picture to send you some paw-sitive vibes and to anyone else who needs them to get through their obstacle or week 😊:

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My 20 year old cat. She has kidney disease and has been getting bladder infections every now and then but she’s hanging tight and has a bottomless tummy. She sends you all meow-velous wishes and thoughts ^.^
 
Hey there, friend. I’ve read your posts about this and I’m really sorry you’ve had to deal with this. I hope that you figure out what it is soon and can recover from it. I hope that you’re healthy and doing better soon.
Thank you so much, it means a lot to me! 🧡🦉💜 If the symptoms don't go away soon, I'll get it checked out again T v T
Thankfully the issue at the hospital is unrelated to today's at least ^^ but it's like, I can't seem to catch a break with this health stuff AHHH

I'm glad you were able to get rid of the bugs and get a peaceful night's rest! It can be frustrating to deal with things right when you're trying to relax and get some sleep 😖
 
I’m so sorry to hear that that’s happening to you :(. I can’t even imagine half of what you’re going through. If you want to talk, I’d be glad to listen to you. I just want to let you know that I’m listening and I hope the situation changes for the better for you. :)
Thank you, you’re such a kind person 💜 my discord is in my profile. You’re welcome to add me if you’d like.
We all know you're not a bad person, not even close. I wish this person would leave you alone! He's obviously dealing with his demons and trying to deflect blame onto you. We're all here to talk when you get back from your party if you wanna.
I’m really trying not to talk about this person anymore, but they keep coming back into my life. They’ve been staying away from my house thankfully so no worries. It’s hard to avoid them when you have mutual friends/same places to hang out. I feel as though I need to change so many things just to avoid them. 😔
Hey there, Renee. I’m sorry you‘re having to deal with this and I can’t imagine how scary this must be and everything. You are definitely not a bad person and I’m really grateful to have you as a friend. It sounds like this person should really just let this go and move on. I hope you find comfort soon, and if you ever need to talk or anything, I’ll be here. 💚
Thank you Riley. I hate that this person makes me doubt myself. We can talk anytime but not about them lol. I don’t want to give this person more of my time and energy than I have to. I’ll send you a message tomorrow maybe?
 
I uploaded a video to YouTube and it got copyright claimed 3 times!

I tried fixing the problems before I disputed them, it was a no go. So I did a chance to see if the disputing works.
Typical youtube, they copyright claim everything people loads up but they let adult content be there freely lol...

anyway gotta find some .avi clip joiner software...
 
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