What's Bothering You?

My province is expected to announce some "new measures" today and people are already panic buying everything again :( I am worried if they give notice before a lockdown starts that things will become crazy at my work as everyone rushes in to finish up their Christmas shopping before we (non-essential retail) close down again. However I'm also kind of nervous that they won't announce a new lockdown when we could honestly probably use one. I'm going to be at work later today when the announcement happens and I feel like it's going to be a bad day at work regardless of what the announcement is.
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If people are asking for opinions on a villager and you simply provide an opinion I don't see how there could be any problem with that. From what I've seen you are very respectful even in regards to villagers you don't like, as in when you graciously welcomed Violet to our island in the woods 😉

A bit late seeing this, sorry; thanks for the reassurance 😊. Yeah you’re right. I can’t help worrying sometimes regardless because I fail to sometimes read the mood or use the wrong tone.

Off topic, I hope you have a wonderful thanksgiving if you celebrate it and stay safe :).
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groupwork and presentations are just,, not sexy at all ;/

Aw you’re being made to do another one? Or was that @Intelligent_zombie? 🤔 :( still, i feel you - for many reasons. Anxiety and then there is the fact not everyone else does there share of the work :/. Hang in there.
 
i hate relationships. the whole kissy touchy thing is so revolting to me, but whenever someone confesses, i just give in and say yes because they keep saying they're not happy with my answer. (i just tell them i don't wanna be in a relationship, then they tell me they're not satisfied with that and that we couldn't be friends after this :( ) i hate losing what little friends i have. why aren't people satisfied enough with my friendship, i keep losing friends :(
we haven't written a single message in over 2 weeks even though we're in the relationship he wanted so bad... mission success? maybe he got the message? even though it sucks since it was so friggin fun writing with him when we were "only" friends. i was always laughing 80% of the time when i used to text him. this suuuucks but i guess it had to be done. i wonder if this is this the gentlest way of letting someone down?
 
yooooo why are my hips so freakin' sore from standing all day. Usually my ankles get sore, but I've never had so much pain in my hips 😞
 
Need to stop falling asleep while watching lectures. I swear I have a goal today and I can finish it if I just stop falling asleep.
On the flip side, my migraine isn't that bad anymore. Though I'm terribly sleepy because I stayed up until 3 am earlier.
 
i had one of those nights last night where i could not get comfortable no matter what and as a result couldn't sleep (i kept falling asleep for a few minutes then waking up uuugh)

meanwhile it starts pouring down rain and thundering which my dog is terrified of and at the same time he decides that he needs to pee at 4am. so while i'm trying to sleep he starts tapping his claws on my hardwood cus he knows it wakes me. i'm so tired and slightly annoyed that i ignore him/don't really hear him (plus i know cus of the rain that if i do let him out he'll just come back in without doing anything he always does). that's till he jumps up on me and tries to hide in my arms. 😭

so thru my tiredness/heartache over him being so scared i remember that i should probably put his thunder jacket on (these really do help if you have an anxious dog!!) and put it on him then decide heck i'll let him out. as i predicted he saw the rain and ran back in immediately.

tldr; i only got like...3-4 hours of sleep maybe and have family coming over😑
 
My existence. Like what the hell is my point?! I don't get it. Seems like I'm just mosey-ing by in life, w/ no real goal or direction.
 
there are like 20+ people in this house and I honestly can't handle it. I wish I could just go in the back bedroom w my dog and wait til the food is ready. kinda wish we could go home today instead of tomorrow.
 
Days since last hand related injury: 14 0

Miffed that this happened in the middle of the TBT Thanksgiving event.
I guess the silver-lining is I managed to outline and color my entry before today. If getting shading in turns out to be too much I'll just have to submit with flat colors. It's going to bother me a lot that it's not going to look like how I wanted it to though. 😔
 
I was fine but now am extremely depressed and anxious because my mom came in my room telling me how excited my nieces are about me seeing them on my mom’s bday. she asked me what was wrong and i told her how nervous i am and i want someone to stay home. the minute she says oh everything will be fine, i think something bad is going to happen. i try to explain my anxiety but she keeps blowing me off saying it’s only one day/night and nothing is going to happen. I hate anxiety and I kinda resent that she blows it off and doesn’t let me finish or try to understand when i have trouble articulating myself which is always. i wish i was normal and had no mental disorders. i really can’t stand myself.

And my mom just comes in again like nothing is wrong flossing her teeth with that stupid stick making that stupid annoying sound even though she knows very well how much it irritates me. can’t you tell i’m not feeling good? leave me alone >< And i am clearly reading something and typing something so it would be nice for her to realize that instead of expect a response or that i care.
 
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I want to go home.

also if Christmas comes around and there are this many people again, it's extremely likely that I'll just stay home. plus im tired of ****ing rude comments from family. not gonna put up with this **** again.
 
My mom keeps pointing out that I’m really pale compare to last year and it annoys me so much that she points it out so often
 
my mental health has been so bad i cant take it anymore :(

I’m in the same boat. I’m really sorry that you’re experiencing this. I know this may be a bit weird since you don’t know me, but my wall and dms are open if you ever feel the need to vent. I have a lot of mental health problems myself so I understand how tough it is.

my digestive system is a disaster. i’m so uncomfortable rn :/

Feel better soon. :(


Bummed that my sister decided to go with $25 budget so now I am not getting that Persona 5 signed poster. i already bought her present and she just said not to get her a bday present so it works out but i got myself so excited about the print :/. my mom said i could get one but i am waiting for other vas to announce signings. i am getting nervous since the day the print by the persona 5 cast is approaching.

She did ask if i was okay with this and i said yes, but honestly i am extremely sad. i knew it was a lot to ask for but since she had originally said it was okay, it really made me disappointed.

And just when I was starting to feel better too.
 
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