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these ****ing radios are making my job SO much harder. I can't hear the other person and the other person can't hear me half of the time, and our job strongly relies on good communication 🙃

UPDATE: the radios still suck, if not gotten worse. I'm so frustrated I wanna cry. I'm this close 👌🏻 to having a mental breakdown over some stupid piece of equipment
 
it's almost 5:30 and I'm still awake cause I had to finish my art piece and study for my history final, I would go to sleep but I have to meet w my art prof at 9am which is only like 3 hours from now. debating whether I should even bother going to sleep.

also forgot that I actually do have even more schoolwork to finish besides finals and im just ready to dieeee

edit: got a whole two and a half hours of sleep and now I feel nauseous :,,,)
 
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My family doesn't like me anymore
I'll probably never get a good Christian boyfriend that looks half-good 😩
I don't have a best friend to talk to anyway
And faute pirouettes are pissing me OFF BUSIGIWGUIEHVIDNFIRW
And I'm an insensitive brat/I don't actually care about other people's problems which is probably why no one likes me ._. I try
 
I lost a lot of weight this past year, and since our house is old and badly heated, I'm basically cold all the time now and it's nearly unbearable. I used to like the winter and now I can't stand it 😣 Spring and summer can't come soon enough tbh

Also I've been struggling trying to put weight back on since I'm almost certain I'm underweight (not sure bc I don't have scales), it's pretty difficult.
 
Rambled about my landlord, don't mind me.
Whenever my landlord talks to me, he talks like I'm stupid or below him. He's finally replacing the fridge this week and it's been broken for over 2 years. It stays cold but you have to put a bowl on the top layer to catch the constant stream of water coming from the freezer. Finally after a 3rd complaint he agreed to replace it. He legit told me to completely defrost the fridge monthly to prevent the build up of ice & leaking water so I snapped and was extremely rude to his face. He kept telling me I was wrong so I raised my voice and told him he was the one who was wrong. And I slammed the door in his face. He called the next morning to say I had infact been correct hahahaha SUCK IT LANDLORD MAN.

He sees me as a woman so he thinks he can talk down to me but he doesn't realize how wild I can get if he pushes my buttons. I respect his house and nothing is damaged after almost 4 years of living here so he should be more appreciative. I treat this house as if it's my own. He lives in a mansion & then rents out a ton of houses on skid row making a living off of society's poorest.

This is also the man that kicked out the 72 year old woman who lived below me for getting behind on her rent during the quarantine cause her job at a thrift shop got shut down. She begged to stay and the cops came and threw all her stuff on the lawn and no one cared that she was now homeless. This was the same incident where me & the moving guys they hired to take her stuff were screaming at each other cause they were having a little laugh at the old lady being kicked out. And then the cops told me to go inside my house & I refused multiple times & wrapped my arms around that old lady & her dog. I was worried they were gonna hurt her. I still get weird flashbacks to that day cause all those cops were coming towards us & I was hysterically crying. Do you think the landlord was sympathetic at all? Nope all he cares about is his money. I could never be a landlord.
 
Sister changed again. She judges me before l get to say anything. She so rude, she thinks l'm going ti say something else even when l'm not.
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typo....idc
 
i had a planned gift for xmas, but it's sold out (not what i'm mad about that can't be helped) so my mom decided to just get me something off of amazon, which i don't mind, she knows what i like. what i'm upset about is that she told me she got something the other day and now im impatient cus i'm curious and it's only the 8th ;w;

so not a mad thing more of a impatient wth did she get me mood. i wanna knooow xD
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Great... My 2nd rainbow high doll l got yesterday and her hand broke off. It can't be held in place anymore. I heard that MGA has a bad service, people say they're rude when they reply back or they will ignore you. Poor green doll, she can't move her hand anymore.
i've been wanting one of those!! are they not very durable? :c
 
u know the quirky feeling when u want to kys because your code isn't compiling and you're behind in school and then u look at the error messages and find the two small issues immediately after actually sitting down to do it, rather than waste time scrolling through instagram memes???? yeah. i'm that quirky
 
so yesterday I thought I had my meeting for the art final at 9am so I was up at 8am ready to go. and then my prof tells me (after a bunch of useless messages) that the meeting is on Wednesday. well okay then, I told him I'd see him tomorrow.

well today I overslept. woke up at 10:13am. cause my mind/body was in the mindset that my class was yesterday and so there was no sense of urgency today. I totally missed the meeting, where attendance was absolutely mandatory.

I ****ing hate school.
 
i've been irrationally grouchy and snippy for like 3 days and apologizing once i calm down cus i realize i'm mad over something stupid ;-; and then random fits of sadness (that may be seasonal depression tho)

i sense that aunt flow may be on her way...
 
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