What's Bothering You?

[tessa grace]

My family doesn't like me anymore
I'll probably never get a good Christian boyfriend that looks half-good
I don't have a best friend to talk to anyway
And faute pirouettes are pissing me OFF BUSIGIWGUIEHVIDNFIRW
And I'm an insensitive brat/I don't actually care about other people's problems which is probably why no one likes me ._. I try

I'll be your friend to talk to c:

 

[Dawnpiplup]

Bruh. I think I was born into the wrong family. Like, come ON - these people don't seek thrills nor see the point in them. I, on the other hand, want adventure in my life. Motorcycle riding, skydiving, all those things... ya'll are a bunch of squares LMAO

 

[Soigne]

i have no idea how i'm going to pay my student debt off and i am, in fact, crying about it

 

[Plume]

I don't like being silently snubbed because I'm aware of my slowness socially so I'll assume I did something wrong and go over the situation in my head for a week. I try to assume the best of everyone and tell myself that the snubbing is unintentional but when it happens several times it starts to get in my head.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

my CBD pen randomly stopped working yesterday, so now I'm dealing w bad stress/anxiety again. I literally got it less than a week ago so idk why it would stop working now.

problem is that I need to find an actual pen with a battery and tank so I can re-use it, but I don't want to make a big deal of it in front of my mom because I don't want to be frowned upon by my parents for vaping. idk why using CBD (not even THC) to help w anxiety would be such a bad thing but, ya know, parents be like that ig

 

[Mr_Persona]

i had a planned gift for xmas, but it's sold out (not what i'm mad about that can't be helped) so my mom decided to just get me something off of amazon, which i don't mind, she knows what i like. what i'm upset about is that she told me she got something the other day and now im impatient cus i'm curious and it's only the 8th ;w;

so not a mad thing more of a impatient wth did she get me mood. i wanna knooow xD

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i've been wanting one of those!! are they not very durable? :c

they are but some may end up not to be. I own Bella, Jade, and Ruby. But only Jade so far has problems with the hand but nothing else thank goodness. They can bend their knees, wrists, and elbows. They do feel a little stiff but it doesn't bother me.

 

[Alienfish]

got the stuff i was waiting for, but, damn mail really sucks these days

 

[Mr_Persona]

they are but some may end up not to be. I own Bella, Jade, and Ruby. But only Jade so far has problems with the hand but nothing else thank goodness. They can bend their knees, wrists, and elbows. They do feel a little stiff but it doesn't bother me.

See this is what it looks like righf now if l pull on it a little. @SmoochsPLH sorry l tagged you. just in case if you want to see it.

click

 

[Dawnpiplup]

If there's anyone out there that reads this and can relate to this, please do console me - because it seems that I, compared to any other sane people my age that's going to college, was not taking this seriously.

Well... I think I completed all of what I needed to do for financial aid this semester today. You read that right. Today. For my first semester and second semester of college. I really waited until the last minute. Well, I don't know if it's just me, but I feel like I don't understand how it works. Looking at my yearly tuition for the year, it's close to $50,000. I didn't think this through. At the time, I just wanted to pick a college that's far away. I didn't think about how I would manage my finances. I do have grants and scholarships and all, and that helps out with the majority of my payment for tuition - but the subsidized and unsubsidized loans? I have $5,500 in loan money for this school year.

Please tell me that I'm not the only one who ****ed up.

 

[Pop-tart]

No phone calls today, pls..... leaf me alone.....

 

[Dawnpiplup]

Conflicting emotions. Also feeling depressed.

 

[Seastar]

It's the night before my birthday and I suddenly have a really bad migraine. Why me?

 

[Mars Adept]

I’ve been wanting to be dead for the past few days. Life is too full of pain and stress to be worth living.

 

[Blood Eclipse]

Thoughts

 

[frogslime]

I hate my personality right now. Why can't I go back to the way I was with the snap of my fingers?

 

[xSuperMario64x]

If there's anyone out there that reads this and can relate to this, please do console me - because it seems that I, compared to any other sane people my age that's going to college, was not taking this seriously.

Well... I think I completed all of what I needed to do for financial aid this semester today. You read that right. Today. For my first semester and second semester of college. I really waited until the last minute. Well, I don't know if it's just me, but I feel like I don't understand how it works. Looking at my yearly tuition for the year, it's close to $50,000. I didn't think this through. At the time, I just wanted to pick a college that's far away. I didn't think about how I would manage my finances. I do have grants and scholarships and all, and that helps out with the majority of my payment for tuition - but the subsidized and unsubsidized loans? I have $5,500 in loan money for this school year.

Please tell me that I'm not the only one who ****ed up.

i obviously don't know what school you're going to, but the school I go to charges about $60k/year for tuition (it's a private school). I have most of it paid for by scholarships and grants, but I also have subsidized and unsubsidized loans for each semester, which adds up to about $6k per year (I believe). so you're definitely not alone in paying that much. I can't speak for everyone since I got a really good scholarship which paid for over 80% of my semesterly tuition. luckily you won't have to worry about actually paying on those loans until 6 months after you get out of school (whether you graduate or drop out).


ANYWAYS, what I came here for. I always feel really bad after I eat literally anything because I feel like I just keep gaining more and more weight and I absolutely ****ing hate it. I would love to just not eat anything for a while and force myself to lose weight. I'm tired of being overweight.

 

[Neb]

Ah yes, a strong headache with a side of rumination. Just what I ordered.

 

[Xara]

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[ali.di.magix]

I just bawled my eyes out for like 20 minutes for no reason. It's been a long long time since I've just randomly cried for no reason - legit like 5 years ago or more. I haven't felt like this in a long time. There's a lot going through my mind right now, mixed emotions about going home and obsessing over the dumb stuff I've done at work over the past few weeks. I think I'm just over-tired.

on another note, it's 9:15pm and I've still got so much crap to pack and then sleep enough so that I can drive home tomorrow

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

The official music video for Gorrillaz Rock the House is censored on youtube. Also Nintendo is taking down all their music again.