What's Bothering You?

im not sure if he's in a sect but i did threaten him with calling child protection services when i was like 12 lOl, but i just try to avoid him now, it's alot less stressful than arguing with him and potentially setting him off haha (plus i think he would somehow take his revenge on me if i ever did take legal action against him)

i know how you feel... :( it's hard to try to convince somebody that they should respect your privacy and mental wellbeing, but it's even sadder when your own family is the one who seem to want to understand the least. i'm really sorry that your dad is doing that to you, just know that it's definitely not your fault and that you're doing nothing wrong. <3

Thank you so much for the response. :) I really appreciate it.

I’m so sorry @xara; sorry is not enough to express how sorry and concerned I am. I haven’t been online much because I’ve been busy, but if you need me, I’m home now and will try to respond when I can. :) Please hang in there; sending well wishes to you and your mom.
 
i hate people who think being an annoying **** is funny especially when you have to live with them (probably will redact this later...)
 
god im so sleepy i cant process anything. the professor called on me during the first 5 mins and like a dumb person i gave a dumb answer and i feel bad. everyone was watching too so ughkjfdfk.
we also have another class in an hour and we're barely 10% of the discussion
 
It's my birthday which just means awkward messages from family members and feeling obligated to reply to people that make me uncomfortable.
Also living with my ex-bf and I convinced him to take the day off for my bday (back before he broke up with me) but I don't really have anything to do and it's really awkward.

I seriously just hate myself and my life and I wish I could just die.

Edit: oh and I got distracted by twitter during KK slider singing my birthday song so I HEARD it but I missed all the nice messages (besides the stupid ones I sent to myself from my alt characters) and I tried turning the game off to redo it but of course it saved and I'm like. Extremely disproportionately upset by it.
 
Trying to organize to see a psychologist but the waiting lists are either full or really huge and I can't afford to see someone that doesn't bulk bill aaaaahh
 
I’m so sorry @xara; sorry is not enough to express how sorry and concerned I am. I haven’t been online much because I’ve been busy, but if you need me, I’m home now and will try to respond when I can. :) Please hang in there; sending well wishes to you and your mom.

thank you so much. i think i’ll be alright but i’m just .. hhng. she’s been good both physically and mentally ever since she got released from hospital about a month ago (and by ‘released’ i mean she left against medical advice :/) and while it hasn’t progressed to the point where it was as severe as it was prior to her hospital stay, it’s getting there and it really sucks to see her struggling again, especially when i’d just gotten used to having my mom again. but thank you so much again for responding; i’m sorry that you’ve had a bit of a rough day, too, but hope that your night will be peaceful. :)
It's my birthday which just means awkward messages from family members and feeling obligated to reply to people that make me uncomfortable.
Also living with my ex-bf and I convinced him to take the day off for my bday (back before he broke up with me) but I don't really have anything to do and it's really awkward.

I seriously just hate myself and my life and I wish I could just die.

Edit: oh and I got distracted by twitter during KK slider singing my birthday song so I HEARD it but I missed all the nice messages (besides the stupid ones I sent to myself from my alt characters) and I tried turning the game off to redo it but of course it saved and I'm like. Extremely disproportionately upset by it.

i’m sorry. i know we don’t know each other but nobody deserves to feel upset on their birthday and i’m really sorry that today hasn’t been kind to you. i’m sending many well wishes your way. 🧡
 
i feel like such a loser for wanting to quit my job because i hate the entire dynamic but it's really getting to me. my coworkers are generally pretty great, but nobody really helps each other out and even though i'm surrounded by people every shift i feel like i'm alone and i have to fend for myself.

i can't really afford to quit without having another job lined up, but i've been job hunting for the last 6 months every day and nothing's turned up. i'm sort of at a loss. i can't really keep crying in the freezer lol but i also can't really just stop paying my bills so idk everything really sucks right now
 
thank you so much. i think i’ll be alright but i’m just .. hhng. she’s been good both physically and mentally ever since she got released from hospital about a month ago (and by ‘released’ i mean she left against medical advice :/) and while it hasn’t progressed to the point where it was as severe as it was prior to her hospital stay, it’s getting there and it really sucks to see her struggling again, especially when i’d just gotten used to having my mom again. but thank you so much again for responding; i’m sorry that you’ve had a bit of a rough day, too, but hope that your night will be peaceful. :)


i’m sorry. i know we don’t know each other but nobody deserves to feel upset on their birthday and i’m really sorry that today hasn’t been kind to you. i’m sending many well wishes your way. 🧡

Don’t worry about me ^.^. I’m okay now. Thanks though for your concern. 🙂 /hug. It was nowhere as rough as what you have been going through. Don’t hesitate to message me if you feel overwhelmed again. I am never bothered by you ❤️.
 
I had a really rough weekend with my fiance and both of us are currently still emotionally/physically tried from it (ended up with both of us only getting like 5 hours sleep before going into the work week again), I feel like I'm being dramatic and over sensitive with everything that's happening now and I hate that I can't seem to snap myself out of it so I just keep spiralling more and then overthinking everything and wondering if I was justified for feeling how I did or if I should have just been more "low maintenance" and let things slide
 
I had a squishy stress ball that my friend bought for me yesterday and it already formed a small hole so i had to toss it :'(

other than that...
i feel like nobody ever understands me, i have like a -lot- of friends but none are my best friends. even this one girl that im really close to probably doesn't understand me enough to be considered by 'best' friend. i typically have a dark, somewhat intellectual sense of humor but ig none of my friends do. doesn't help that i'm an INTJ-T meaning i'm judgmental and it's hard for me to understand others too which probably helps nothing.... anyway im guess im just pissed that i'll probably never have a best friend so yeah life is frikin great ndsfnwiog4w
 
found out I was just in contact with a person who was in contact with a person diagnosed with Covid. he was in contact with said person like an hour before I was in contact with him 🙃
 
found out I was just in contact with a person who was in contact with a person diagnosed with Covid. he was in contact with said person like an hour before I was in contact with him 🙃
If there was an hour between him being exposed and coming to see you then you should be fine. A person isn't infectious as soon as they contract the virus. The virus first needs to attach itself to and penetrate the host's cells (in the case of COVID-19 the virus targets lung type-II alveolar cells) in order to replicate itself. It would take several days of replication to reach a point where the host is infectious and able to spread the virus to another person.
 
If there was an hour between him being exposed and coming to see you then you should be fine. A person isn't infectious as soon as they contract the virus. The virus first needs to attach itself to and penetrate the host's cells (in the case of COVID-19 the virus targets lung type-II alveolar cells) in order to replicate itself. It would take several days of replication to reach a point where the host is infectious and able to spread the virus to another person.
faccs
that's a helpful bit of info right there
 
Great... My 2nd rainbow high doll l got yesterday and her hand broke off. It can't be held in place anymore. I heard that MGA has a bad service, people say they're rude when they reply back or they will ignore you. Poor green doll, she can't move her hand anymore.
 
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