What's Bothering You?

:( i’m really sorry that you’re having a rough time but your feelings are completely valid. you shouldn’t be forced into doing anything that you don’t want to do, especially during a pandemic. i really hope things get better for you and that tomorrow and the days after go by smoothly. i’m always around if you need someone to talk to or a distraction. 🧡



oh no! i’m so sorry for your loss; i can’t imagine how devastated you must feel right now. don’t feel compelled to stay in the holiday spirit, though - you lost someone and it’s perfectly okay to grieve, even during the holidays. sending loads of well wishes and healing thoughts to you and your family. 💚

Thank you so much @xara. I appreciate that and the same goes back for you; I can’t imagine how hard things are for you :/. I’ll manage :). I just hope my cats and everything will be okay.
 
I don't really feel well and I can't tell whether or not it's allergies. This is making me paranoid because I had to go shopping 2 days ago. I've also heard my mom and brother don't feel well either and that's just making me even more paranoid. I better not have COVID-19.
 
so according to my mom my dad did in fact buy me gifts, but it's almost noon and I haven't seen any of them. honestly it's not like I really deserve them anyways (for real).

also gettin really tired of him bossing me around and constantly telling me what to do with my dog 🙃
 
I can't sleep because I'm thinking about all the **** that needs to be done before the family comes over tomorrow. Things like washing the sheets, disinfecting the washer and drier, cleaning things, etc. Plus I gotta figure out how to deal with a certain 'habit' of mine when they're staying over here. Then there's scholarships, creating a resume for said scholarships and upcoming jobs. There's just a bunch of things to do, you know?

... **** it, I can't fall asleep anyways. Coffee time.
Off topic but congrats on 12,000 posts lol
 
i wish i could spend christmas with the rest of my family but they live 6 hours away :(
 
I sprained my knee yesterday chasing my dog when he was about to tear up one of my comfy socks (like really comfy) that I got for my birthday. Then I tripped on his paw and fell knee first on the hardwood. I don’t know how I’m not going to get hurt when we have two dogs in February lol... The sprain was “Grade 1” which means I can still put weight on it but it really hurts to bend and it feels weak.
 
My boyfriend broke up with me on Thanksgiving and yesterday I found out through twitter that he's seeing someone else already. It really hurts.

Also he went to his family's house for Xmas (and has been going to see family and friends multiple times during lockdown) so I'm also just. So angry.
 
sooo jelly at those who won heart/crescent wands lol. not that i ever won a raffle since that hot feather one so ehh yeah no hopes lol.

also my phone is broke which sucks bc i shouldn't really buy a new one now lol
 
I just woke up from a scary nightmare, and it’s like 5 am in the morning. It started out innocently, I was doing some kind of Latin dance that requires two people with some old classmates at my grandparent‘s house (and even with an old crush that I really fell hard for a few years ago. I apologized to him in my dream about being annoying back then and we just hugged it out. It was weird since I don’t really think about him much anymore). It was when I went upstairs at nighttime is when it turned downhill. In that same house, my favorite artist was staying there in his room, who I often listened to to cope with certain issues (his songs can be quite heavy in lyrics). We were just hanging out in his room when all of a sudden, a jealous and obsessive fan girl was holding a knife and trying to raise it to stab me when the artist I listen to prevented the attack and instead killed her. He was really shocked about it and I actually felt scared. I turned around in the room and looked through the window. There was the old building next to ours showed a bunch of posters plastered across the outside walls with Amazon packages being filled to the brim and were about ready to fall from the broken windows. The walls of the building were stained with blood and a man (who looked like Hisoka from Hunter x Hunter) was smiling weirdly and tried to break into my grandparent’s house. The artist I was with all of a sudden had skin which was turned white as literal paper, long and messy jet-black hair, red lips, and sullen but wild eyes, sort of like a yuurei ghost) told me to run. Apparently, the intruder was already under the house and trying to find a way in. I ran to wake up my sister and warned her to come with me and she quickly woke up and followed. Downstairs, my mom was at the front door, trying to get the piles and piles of Amazon packages delivered inside the house and I kept yelling stop and shut the door. I tried to tell my family someone is trying to do harm to us and is breaking in the house, and my dad asks, “who believes you”? and then I woke up.
 
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I done made a mistake with the date/time on my Switch and so a villager moved in when I was supposed to continue my nook mile island hopping 😔

And I have to work today for Boxing Day which I am very not looking forward to. I should be getting ready right now but I came here to complain first lol
 
I done made a mistake with the date/time on my Switch and so a villager moved in when I was supposed to continue my nook mile island hopping 😔

And I have to work today for Boxing Day which I am very not looking forward to. I should be getting ready right now but I came here to complain first lol

Good luck with your Boxing Day shift! I hope you stay safe 💕💕

And I’m sorry about the villager move in! 😔 hopefully they ping to leave soon so you can search for your dreamy 💕
 
one of my fish passed away today
his name was Marinara
he was the most beautiful white and red fish on this earth
he was so cranky and shy and absolutely hated people
but he was my little boy and im going to miss him so, so much
i never got to plant his tank like i wanted to and im so disappointed. i wanted to do that for him and i couldnt this year and im sorry.
he made it through christmas, and i suppose im alright with that. i got to tell him merry christmas, i guess.
 
the cat clock my mom got me is having issues. we followed all the directions and the batteries in it are good, but it won't move no matter what we do. my grandpa's gonna look at it for me tomorrow, but we kept the box and everything so if we can't get it working my mom's gonna send it back and get another one.

I MISSED THE XMAS EVENT!!! i figured it would be on xmas day not the 24th so i didn't even bother getting on or checking and missed it D'x
 
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Me: I don't care about working the evening of New Year's Eve
Me, realizing I won't be able to really participate in the NYE event in NH: oh rats
 
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