What's Bothering You?

part 3 of me being a useless ****: I dented a company car 🙃 good thing is that my boss seems to think it isn't a big deal, but my anxiety has already made a hell of a big deal about it

I also feel like I have to consider therapy or something....I have no friends to vent to right now and venting to my family just makes them paranoid
 
I heard that snoozing can actually cause you to be more tired than if you just woke yourself up to the first alarm you hear, so today I woke up to my 8am alarm. it's so hard trying to not go back to sleep lmao :,,,)
 
Mood on the having high expectations for people.

One of the friends making me feel this way, I've reached out and started "convos" with her about 3-4 times in the last two weeks. Stupid things like mentioning a new meal cooked or something, or a new plant. But just staying in touch. I realized, outside of replying to that, she's contacted me herself... once... in almost two weeks. Just to comment on me running a fandom thing lmao

Maybe I've answered my own rant with this one 😅
Yeah I had a friend from high school I would try to talk to and always got polite but not really engaged answers back, so I read between the lines there and just kind of disappeared lol. Sorry it's happening to you. :/ I think they probably just don't want to hurt your feelings by coming out and saying "hey I don't want to be your friend anymore", or depending on how old you guys are, she might be getting busy with school/work/whatever. After I graduated undergrad I started hearing less and less from my friends, but I do still hear from a couple; we're just all busy.
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I heard that snoozing can actually cause you to be more tired than if you just woke yourself up to the first alarm you hear, so today I woke up to my 8am alarm. it's so hard trying to not go back to sleep lmao :,,,)
Same, I've been setting an alarm for 8:30 but waking up closer to 9:30 all week except today. I'm so tired. :(
 
A friend hasn't appeared on Steam in 1 day and 7 hours. Either they're having internet issues or they need a serious break, which I can defintely respect. Also, I know I'm not the easiest to deal w/ sometimes so I wouldn't blame them if it was me in particular.
 
I'm sooooooo tempted to just cut my hair today but then it'll look stupid until I can go get it styled lol 🙃
 
i used to have insomnia like crazy - now that i'm past my teen years, it seems to be reversing. as in, i can't get up no matter what i do, what's going on. there could literally be a fire next to me and my stupid body would just make me roll over to deal with it later.. 🤦‍♀️
 
i'm legit so clumsy i can't do anything, i just spilled pepsi on almost all my amiibo coins so i quickly dried them off and they aren't scanning 😢
now i gotta save up to buy more which would be easier if i could get a job!
 
Yall don't even want to get me started. I picked this week to completely quit smoking. Stupid. But I'm not giving up. I work with clients who have more money than they know what to do with and while most are super sweet and respect our knowledge occasionally you've got that brat who knows how to do your job better than you do. Had one of those yesterday who was super undercover rude as crap. Thought I was lying about something that would have benefited me to actually have what she was looking for. She treated me like I was a complete nard thats not even a word idc and then I tell her we don't like people walking in the back of our shop because there are furniture tacks, nails and staples literally all over the floor (I pick them out of my shoes every night and our upholsterer sounds like a tap dancer) and she STILLLLLLLLLLL goes back there with her maybe 6 year old daughter!! She rescheduled her appointment so I am so thrilled to be looking forward to that!! Early in the day I had a flat. Fiance trades me vehicles on his lunch break to get me new tires. She finally leaves and I'm 15 minutes late because of her being rude and have only 20 minutes to drive 30 minutes in rush hour to the daycare. Guess what guys! NO SPARE KEY!

The spare key to fiances truck isn't on my keyring! And the two spares in my purse are for my truck thats no longer with me and has a flat and the truck that needs a new transmission in my yard (my fiance is an automotive man). He ended up having to leave his work two hours early, get the kids late, come pick me up.

But is that all? Nope.
Today I go in, message from the daycare that my sons chromebook won't turn on... lovely. I spend an hour trying to contact his school. Mind you their phone number is no longer in service. Why?? I haven't the slightest. I get that worked out. Then I have to tell a woman that we can not make her sofa cover the way she wants it as our sewing machines can't perform what she needs them to perform. She's so heated. Whatever day is almost over.

Everyone leaves except one of our guys who practically lives at the shop he works so much. Get in my truck (same one that had the flat the day before) turn the key crank crank.. dead. Crank crank.... DEAD! I storm back in the shop. Tell him I'm not going to cry. I tell him no one has cables. Ok. Call the fiance he'll know what to do! He can't leave. Ok so haha turn the key to accessories 11 times. On the 12th time crank it over. Hes got to be nuts. Truck starts. Don't freaking ask me, I don't know why it worked. It's complete ludicrous 15 minutes late to the daycare got to pay a late fee. Oh and guess where that spare key was. In the truck that had the flat tire. This week is officially over for me.
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Oh on a side note though. I'm alive, my kids are alive and well so I'm staying positive that things aren't worse.
 
I hate skin, can we just remove it?

F quarantine, f winter, f whatever the hell is making me break out with dry and itchy skin. My anxiety is not helping it at all. Most times I find myself itching the spot so roughly due to a nervous tick, not even aware I’m doing it until I’m putting lotion on the back of my hands and they start burning like hellfire.

It’s so stupid, but I’m so tired of it.
I don’t want to be itchy, I just want to be happy. 😔
 
Getting a bit bothered by people who spread false information. Especially when I prove their information is false with evidence, but they keep talking and talking and spreading the false information further.
 
I hate skin, can we just remove it?

F quarantine, f winter, f whatever the hell is making me break out with dry and itchy skin. My anxiety is not helping it at all. Most times I find myself itching the spot so roughly due to a nervous tick, not even aware I’m doing it until I’m putting lotion on the back of my hands and they start burning like hellfire.

It’s so stupid, but I’m so tired of it.
I don’t want to be itchy, I just want to be happy. 😔
i feel you, my dude. it's the worst in the colder weather because everything feels so extra dry - and that's with me moisturizing daily, still.

chrissy said something to me yesterday that i found humorous about it, though. something about two facts to winter, 1) the cold sucks up all the moisture, and 2) she made up the first fact 😂 🤦‍♀️ before she continued in her dialogue to the 'i made up fact 1' i was actually thinking that might be a helping cause towards the dryness to my skin around this time of year.
 
I can't find the Unpopular Opinions thread but I just want to go on the record by saying that modern rap/ghetto trash is actually the worst music ever. I don't like any kind of metal music but at least that doesn't make my ears bleed.

don't try to tell me that rappers like Lil Dirk, YG, Lil Wayne (better yet Lil anybody), Rich the Kid, etc. are good music, they really aren't.
 
my days right, i have been doing so much cleaning around the house today, then i sat down in my room to play acnh and i was sat for what, 2 minutes?
then suddenly my dad just instantly starts shouting at me because i accidently forgot to clean the stairs, i told him i was sorry and i'd quickly do it but he had already done it
like why call me out my room then 😒
 
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