What's Bothering You?

[xSuperMario64x]

my family really sucks lol

 

[Anj2k6]

I've been kicking myself a lot lately for being unemployed again. I didn't actually lose my job due to COVID, but instead having a pretty bad mental breakdown where I just couldn't take the abuse from my call center job anymore.

I often feel like I'm just not meant to exist in current society (I don't mean this in a suicidal way). The things that bring me joy in life are drawing and playing video games, and being able to make a living off of doing those is very, very difficult without having the means to network.

I took a shot in the dark and sent in an audition to a V-Tuber agency because that's literally my dream job. The agency would still pay us so we wouldn't have to rely on donations 100% so long as we could stream consistently.

I guess I just... want to hope that my only choices to survive in life aren't just taking abuse in a ****ty customer service job until I crack.

I never had the opportunity to finish college thanks to the benefits for people like me being cut, so that's really all I qualify for.

Sorry for being so personal. TBT is enough of a secluded community that I feel safer unloading this all here as opposed to Twitter or FB where it can easily be traced back to me. Employers aren't gonna look at the posts I make on an animal crossing forum lmao.

Update: I got rejected from the agency. They said they appreciated the effort I put into my application so that's.... something haha

 

[KittenNoir]

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[_Rainy_]

I’m just sad and I’m tired. everything is happening that’s out of my control. I’m also supposed to go to this place tomorrow for my work and they haven’t updated my schedule yet to tell me when and where. Kind of just want to crawl into a hole and cry and ignore everything happening around me.

 

[Alienfish]

have to call social insurance agency because they apparently require my exact hourly wage and i don't even have that with my new job it's monthly!
like y'all could have told me beforehand that was required to fill in. sure i can do like a general guess of it but yeah they will totally accept that -_-

also love when people are like "lol fake info/news" just cause they cba replying properly LOLOL.

Post automatically merged: Feb 2, 2021

I've written too many college essays

considering this is me including a 20 page one about Jules Dassin I decided not to enter I can't really write fiction LOL.

 

[Lightspring]

My teacher is so rude. She ignores my questions and ignores my emails, and everything that I have done to participate. She acts like she doesn’t know what I’m talking about and puts me down in front of class and it’s so annoying. She butters up all of her favorite students and makes side comments referring to me and it’s so obvious.

She can’t spend two minutes checking my question to an email I have sent the other day but can spend 5 minutes talking to her favorite students about off topic discussions? Okay, sure.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I really really really wish I had a binder, idk if wearing a sports bra will be enough T__T

 

[oak]

Doctors appointment today at the hospital and I couldn't even find parking so I was late. I'm waiting for it now and stressing

 

[Toska]

Was supposed to finally get internet today, but they just said it wasn't available. They said it was a week ago, this is so frustrating.

 

[jiny]

i dont think my parents understand how overwhelming online school is??????

 

[Alienfish]

so mentioning something is not safe cause we literally discussed it was not being safe/people use it wrong is fake information? lolol what a lame excuse. (on another site btw no one here)

 

[KittenNoir]

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[Dwayne Johnson]

the c programming language can kiss my ass

 

[oak]

I got my ear procedure done today but my ear is sore and my head is swimming now. I was suppose to be able to hear instantly better but it almost feels worse. Fingers crossed the tube heals in my ear and is sitting correctly.

 

[Soigne]

everything about work. coworkers, management, long hours, rude customers, ****ty pay. just about had enough.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

seeing posts online about how ppl say "If my son turns out to be gay I don't want him to come out to me. he shouldn't have to. he should just be able to come home w his boyfriend and not have any questions asked. he should be accepted for who he is and not have to explain himself."

bruh that's so hard to do when you're ace/apothi, aro, and non-binary parents don't just realize one day "oh my son is ace okay that's fine" like no it practically has to be explained. it's so hard, especially if you're apothi and you have straight parents.

 

[Dawnpiplup]

JUST GIMME A GODDAMN HUG

 

[Hopeless Opus]

so pissed off. i hate that my favorite game has to be a gacha. i will never willingly summon with people ever again. they just laughed at me while i spent all of the stuff i saved up for five months. i got what i wanted, but what was even the point. now i have nothing and im basically starting over.

i wouldnt have minded getting a non rate up character. if it wasn't one i already had lol.

 

[ali.di.magix]

parents don't just realize one day "oh my son is ace okay that's fine" like no it practically has to be explained. it's so hard, especially if you're apothi and you have straight parents.

^ my exact reasons that I'll probably never come out to my parents, or even my friends. I don't want to have to explain to them what it is, for them to most likely invalidate me.
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bro I did SO many things wrong today bc I literally couldn't focus what the **** is wrong with me lmao. I'm so far past the point of caring tho, like I was completely numb all day. I consider that better than mulling over things constantly.

 

[Psydye]

My books and board game aren't in yet and I'm going cRaZy! @.@