What's Bothering You?

Ugh I wish the borders were open so I could see the person I care about most...

That’s an impossible wish of course. I don’t blame other countries for preventing us Americans from traveling. We’ve done such a terrible job with the pandemic. I can’t even go down the street without a mask-less person calling me an idiot. There seems to be this attitude that going outside without a mask is acceptable. Sure the infection rate is lower, but the risk is still there. If the attitude about masks is so bad in my purple city, I don’t even want to imagine what conservative parts of the country are like right now.
 
My good friend and I had plans tomorrow and 30 mins ago she said:

"I don't think I'll be able to make it tomorrow"

"Bye" (we weren't having a conversation before this, she just said bye)

I'm really worried about her, plus she's been depressed lately. I know I'm going overboard but she isn't answering my texts or anything and I'm flipping out. I need to make sure she's okay.
 
why am i still awful at games I've been playing my whole life

also, my english teacher is just... bugging me too much. she's teaching middle school concepts like we don't know them (i'm not mad if we're just reviewing it quickly, but still). and she repeats the same unimportant statements over. and over. and over. and over. again. it's one thing if you say it twice within the hour, but 5-10 times every day? i'm probably just going insane or something.
plus she put the benchmark scores in the gradebook so that's double bad... i could have an A in that class but nope. i regret not taking honors english because i REALLY want to bash my head into the wall.
 
why am i still awful at games I've been playing my whole life

also, my english teacher is just... bugging me too much. she's teaching middle school concepts like we don't know them (i'm not mad if we're just reviewing it quickly, but still). and she repeats the same unimportant statements over. and over. and over. and over. again. it's one thing if you say it twice within the hour, but 5-10 times every day? i'm probably just going insane or something.
plus she put the benchmark scores in the gradebook so that's double bad... i could have an A in that class but nope. i regret not taking honors english because i REALLY want to bash my head into the wall.
What game? I can't play Shovel Knight without swearing profusely.
 
They finally shipped my dresses I ordered from the US, but I still think they should put like an int'l disclaimer "it make take a days/week to get int'l things sent out" or stuff..
 
I've no memory of what I did last night but the evidence suggests I had a very good time.

Is it too late to give up something for lent? If not I'm choosing social drinking. Already cut out drinking alone sometime last year.
 
I'm so dumb, it's been like what 4-5 days an I'm still upset that I missed my one opportunity for a blue feather and now I'm just impatiently waiting for another one lol rip

like idek why this is bothering me though?? I feel like an idiot 😆

(nothing against whoever bought it at all, I'm just sad cause I really hate hunting for this kinda stuff especially when they're cheap cause supposedly they're pretty common)
 
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It hurts seeing that my mom and sister don’t trust my friend. But maybe they’re right after all and I’m just in denial.
 
I've no memory of what I did last night but the evidence suggests I had a very good time.

Is it too late to give up something for lent? If not I'm choosing social drinking. Already cut out drinking alone sometime last year.
Would the buddy system prevent what made you choose not to drink alone? Maybe set a limit?
 
Well, somehow I cut myself in the shower - and so I have a small cut on my left palm. It's still bleeding just a bit, so I'm wearing a disposable glove on it to keep things clean. I dislike having cuts on my hands and such, since I worry if the blood will stick anywhere. Just a minor inconvenience though.
 
Well, somehow I cut myself in the shower - and so I have a small cut on my left palm. It's still bleeding just a bit, so I'm wearing a disposable glove on it to keep things clean. I dislike having cuts on my hands and such, since I worry if the blood will stick anywhere. Just a minor inconvenience though.
that sound big ouch :( do you have band-aid/bandages etc?
 
omg that report took waaaay longer than I thought it would and its now 12:40am and I start at 6am at work and I really hate myself rn
 
It's been one month since I traded in my old iPhone for a fair amount of money in return yet I've received nothing in my bank account nor has the company in question bothered to follow up with their promise of getting back to me asap every time I ring or email them.
 
It’s annoying when you slightly raise your voice and ask questions for vague answers and then the other person just straight up shouts at you and then act happy afterwards like nothing had happened. It’s all so stupid.
 
Someone bumped one of my old theodorecottontail threads and seeing my old dark egg for a second made me sad. It's okay though, I'm sure someone will sell me a new one soon enough. Maybe my offer isn't good enough though idk hmm.
 
I can't sleep. Quite literally, I've got Gloria Estefan singing the lyrics to "Conga" on repeat in my head. It's three o' clock in the ****ing morning man.
I hope you can get more sleep soon <3
I couldn't sleep at all last night and its been like this for me for a while. I think the hundreds of bowls of cereal that I have eaten recently are finally kicking in.
 
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