What's Bothering You?

[-Lumi-]

you’re not stupid or an idiot at all, love. as someone with anger issues who’s also bad with conflict, i feel your pain and you’re not alone at all. but you’re genuinely one of the sweetest members here on the forum and i’m sorry that you’re not having the best time rn but my pms are always open if you need someone to talk to!

You're really sweet Xara, thank you Just in general you're always sweet when I see you around the site and you're sweet for saying your PMs are open and such. I think I'm okay it was just a combination of my dad saying ignorant things and other things going on at the same time that was really overwhelming. Thank you again though for being so sweet and replying to my post it means a lot that you and @oak did that. I hope you both are having a lovely night

 

[Marridia]

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[Millysaurusrexjr]

every day feels the same

 

[TheSillyPuppy]

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You're not an idiot for having human emotions/reactions and from your posts, you come across as a very sweet and considerate individual! I'm also very bad at dealing with conflict from my childhood (I avoid it at all costs) and I've only really started learning to deal with conflict more head on in university. I've also noticed that points can come across colder/harsher as intended over messages because you don't have tone of voice and body language to go off of.

More work-related things that have triggered me this morning. I cannot believe that an experienced professional was about to present a PowerPoint to management where there was way too much text and visuals on each slide. The content was about stuff I had worked on, and I couldn't even follow along with the flow of the presentation... not to mention, my other coworkers and I had <15 minutes to try to salvage the PowerPoint because we have other project meetings to stay on top of...

This new project is already tedious and complex enough on its own; I don't have the time, energy, or patience to have to redo everything this person works on.

 

[Alienfish]

Feeling a bit better after talking to my superior about that work stuff so I hope everything will be alright

 

[Holla]

I’m feeling really cooped up at the office today and I still have 4 more hours to go after lunch. Thankfully I’m going to go for a walk in the park at lunch so hopefully that’ll help.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

Spoiler: ASD rambles

I've been thinking on how I'd be without my autism. It kinda makes me feel bad thinking about though...

Spoiler: reply

don't feel bad abt it, it's totally understandable. but if the people whom you hang around or listen to make you feel like you're inferior in any way because you're autistic then they're not worth your time. I mean yeah sure life might be a bit easier without it, but ultimately being autistic should not impact your quality of life. It just happens that society is not made to accomodate ASD. I've been looking into this a lot and I want to start speaking out for autism and other neurodivergent disabilities because I as well as other people with those disabilities deserve so much more credit than we're ever given. We're also fine just the way we are and people who treat autism like a disease that needs to be cured are truly terrible people.

anyways I really can't wait for Friday so I can just be done w this essay and start to relieve some of my stress

 

[VanitasFan26]

Whenever I look at these warning points, its like a dark cloud hanging over me over some of things I did on this site. I don't know what is even wrong with me anymore. I contradict myself when I said I was going to quit, but then I ended coming back. I feel like I've lost my mind and have no idea whats even going on. Its like part of me wants to stay on here to express myself, but then other part of me is wanting to quit. I am just lying to myself at this point.

Sometimes I wish I can just go back in time to when I first came to this site and just get rid of that ridiculous thread I made where people were trying to help me, but then I let my anger get the best of me and I made myself look like a fool. Maybe thats why people got the notion that I was being negative. Now I feel like a total jerk. Its probably the impression people got from me when I introduced myself. Maybe thats why whenever I speak about the issues of New Horizons that people assume that I'm the "negative person". I know this is stuff that happened in the past, but now I just feel like no matter what I say or no matter how many times I try to be honest with myself or anything I say, I end up getting shamed on. It took me long to realize this and now I feel guilty. (sigh)....what a fool I was

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I feel really hungry for some reason but I can't eat until after 6pm cause that's when my class ends

 

[oak]

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Without those mistakes you would have never came to this realization! You needed to make those small mistakes to shift your perspective. Hopefully you can learn to forgive yourself so it doesn't weigh heavy on your mind.

 

[DinosaurDumpster]

It's over 90 degrees outside, kill me now.
it should not be this kind of weather in april, but oh well. it gets like this before spring can even start every year.

 

[buny]

i misunderstood rules and bumped a thread too soon, i feel bad for it and im sorry :c just wanted to say that.. ; o ;

 

[Lightspring]

I know this is not my place, but there was a missing teen last seen in my area and now he’s been pronounced dead by a hit and run. Even though I never knew him personally, he died so young and seemed like a kind individual. It makes me cherish my own life even more and appreciate everyone close to me.

 

[Toska]

I’m trying to schedule something with a few friends, but nobody is responding to my messages. I don’t mean to harass them, but we don’t hang out that often. The constant fear that I’m annoying them because I want to hang out isn’t helping.

 

[Lynnatchii]

I feel so sick and nauseous. I feel like i just want to vomit but don't want the embarrass myself. I'm still in online school so that doesn't help at all, Ugh.

 

[piske]

Allergies, so, so much

 

[DinosaurDumpster]

Not me having yet another romantic orientation crisis today

I've been having these a lot lately, might just be a blob of trash who knows. wish they could stop...

 

[Midoriya]

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[Lynnatchii]

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[xSuperMario64x]

stayed up late working on that essay and now I feel really awful waking up this morning