What's Bothering You?

I'm so sorry that that professor has made it more difficult for you to hang around someone who supports you 😕 society really needs to start accepting platonic relationships and not assuming everything is romantic 🙄

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So uh apparently my manager said to some guys in our department that I'm the water manager in training?? Um excuse me no I literally have no experience in contracting (until recently) lmao. I'm hoping he was meaning someone else because that job ain't for me chief lol

Yeah, thank you love <3 it's all water under the bridge now. I mean, if you look closely at our friendship and how we interact with each other, we're like little kids LOL. There is nothing ****ing romantic about me playing punching the **** out of him and cussing and flipping him off. It's just a close bond, that's all. :3

Also hope your manager was referring to someone else yeesh ksksks. Wouldn't want to have that type of responsibility either lmao!
 
Feeling a bit depressed; part of it the same stuff that has bothering me and the other kinda dumb stuff (still no luck getting my favorite character who has a new unit in one of my games). My nerves calmed down at least though a little.
 
I'm more than likely that I'm going to have to retake a Calculus again over the summer because I'm barely passing the class rn and I take to make more than a 90% on the final if I want to pass. I feel like I would have been able to pass if my college actually gave me breaks and days off so I could review and look over things rather than stressing me out with no breaks at all :^)))))))))))))))))))

Also I feel so left out of everyone, seeing that all the people I had in my previous classes and friends hanging out and celebrating the end of the semester while I'm here, crying and struggling mentally to carry on because I'm failing one of my classes. I'm not okay at all.
 
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Waiting to hear back from my work about my medical papers I handed in and also waiting for the car insurance place to call me. Both things might bring me more bad news and I'm already at my wits end. I'm so anxious dealing with these things that I don't know what to do with myself. My work might not accept my paperwork and the insurance place wants me to prove who hit my car but I wasn't even around, I was inside my house so how am I suppose to know. Ughhhh
 
I have had so many random meetings/calls/events to keep track of this week and I am struggling to keep up. I can be keeping on top of one aspect, then something new gets introduced and I'm completely thrown off again. My ADHD meds need to be changed so I've been waiting for an appointment with my doc but it's a slow process so for now i'm just struggling through with the help of my own self-discipline and self-taught coping mechanisms (spoiler alert: it's all a complete clusterfudge rn). It has all been a bit exhausting and a sad reminder of how much of a disaster soup my brain is when I'm not on my usual medication.
 
Poor me had a rude awaking, somebody thought it was a good idea to blast mi gente at 1am in the morning, followed by a cop siren...., not sure what happened but it's things like this that make me wish I wasn't born, raised, and probably will die in New York..
 
i've had a headache all day and just threw up in my mouth a little. it's probably because of heat exhaustion or something like that because of all the heat my area gets, but if not i hope i'm not getting sick or something. that would be horrible timing with school and all that jazz.
 
I’m sitting around in a panda onesie while watching zombie land saga because a baby bunny peed on me.
 
I've weighed the pros and cons of buying a Playstation dualshock 4 controller and I've decided I want one. I love the transparent crystal one so much but I'm so sad to realize it's sold out in the major gaming shops in my country. Jdksjdks just when I decided I really wanted it, why didn't I bother to check if it was in stock anywhere first 😭😭😭
 
Eventually had to throw away that bracelet, that one bead cracked a lot and a lot of other ones had scratches in them so yeah...sad cause I liked it :(
 
i have to go grocery shopping and i don’t want to; I definitely stayed up too late. Feeling extremely anxious ><. i hate being up when my dad gets ip. he talks way too loud and he doesn’t shut the bathroom door and i can hear him not wash his hands or wash them for less than two seconds and it bothers me.
 
Knowing that I'm still banned from playing staff online games is making me feel that I am losing interest in this site.

Almost as if I can't do anything to lift the ban, it makes me not in a good mood atm.
 
Oh I don’t feel very good today 😔 my stomach is upset and I’m not sure why. I feel so gross 😔

Edit to add: I love my dad, I really do, but God he gets on my nerves sometimes. Why on earth does he think I’ll agree with his sexist views??? Does he not realize that I’m a woman too?? He’ll say things like, “God women are just the worst they’re always taking advantage of men and trying to game the system,” and then stare at me as if I’ll agree???

Like. I know my mum was awful and did terrible things but I swear he frames his views of women as a whole off of her. Sometimes he’ll try and say that I’m not like that because I’m not one of those women but that doesn’t make me feel better or make me feel more inclined to agree with him?? Just makes me feel gross.
 
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Knowing that I'm still banned from playing staff online games is making me feel that I am losing interest in this site.

Almost as if I can't do anything to lift the ban, it makes me not in a good mood atm.
Well, you could try the contact the staff thread or pm a staff member and I'm sorry that happened .
 
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