What's Bothering You?

I cannot deal with my dad’s untreated anxiety or my anxiety anymore (don’t worry; I’m just frustrated. not thinking anything drastic. He says I can eat before we do cat treatment which he wanted to do earlier before my mom comes home, but when he saw me get stuff out for mac and cheese he asks how long it’ll take, i said a few minutes and he wanted me to leave it on the oven and do the cats which takes more than 10 minutes each (or it feels like). i also don’t think he gave them enough water. my one cat’s shoulder did not poof up like it should.

also am getting sick of being treated like crap in general. don’t know how to deal with this anymore along with my worries about moving, the paint job and now talks of disney world. i kinda hate myself right now - and no i am not looking for pity. just frustrated and need to vent.
 
wanted to relax this evening but I gotta come up with a draft for my resume cause I have a meeting early tomorrow to work on it w someone and i just dont want to : )))))))


tbh I could literally prob do it in about an hour but executive dysfunction has come back to haunt me yeet
 
Please body STOP waking up at 3 & 4am for the past two weeks I just want to SLEEP throu the ENTIRE night

Like, idk what is causing this. I know I clearly have sleeping issues but nothing in my life should be making me do this. I'm not depressed, I don't have anxiety about going to my job (I'll wake up on my days off at 3 & 4 anyway) I don't take any meds so nothing like that could be causing it. Idk. Someone once said I have insomnia but I think that was anxiety-induced insomnia (if that's even a thing) at that time.
 
Just needed to complain a little.

Stressing over having to deal with the car insurance people. I thought doing taxes was anxiety inducing but that feels like nothing now compared to this. I can't figure out who hit my parked car so now I'll probably be liable despite being inside my house and not anywhere my car at the time of the incident.
 
I feel like I'm boring and uninteresting, and thats the reason I don't have friends. I feel easily replaceable

Hey there, friend! I’m sorry you’re feeling this way. I can relate at times and it’s one of the worst feelings in the world. Just know that you aren’t alone and I already consider you a friend of mine (I mean, you’re one of the few people besides myself here that likes MHA, XD). If you ever need to vent or want to talk more my visitor messages and direct messages are open! :)
 
creating this resume I can't help but feel like I'm somewhat underqualified to get a decent job (or the job I want) ;w;
 
i started to talk to this guy friend i used to talk to back last year and it was going well but now he’s being dry and late responses ,, i think after he responds this next time i might just leave him in opened ;-; he feels so uninterested in what i have to say ;___;
 
I guess it's time for the weekly "Shep complains about morning nausea" event.

Yeah I had the worst morning nausea I've ever had today. It's been three hours and it finally calmed down enough that I could grab breakfast.

... and then my body decided it was time for acid-reflux + heartburn.

Kinda wish my body wasn't held together with duct-tape rn.

Also I feel the need to specify I'm not pregnant or anything given how often I complain about my morning nausea.
 
I'm getting really sick and tired of people hating each other because of their political views and refusing to compromise and actually work together like healthy people 🙃
 
A bracelet I got from a friend broke, or at least one of the beads did. I could probs glue it together but since I know it's broke it will probably not make any good :( Shame, I liked it :(
 
I just got done talking to my counselor and I feel even more stressed than I was before about the painting, moving, disney world talks and something else. so glad i have a counselor that i like at least, but I feel like there is nothing that can be done about any of them except one and they are all out of my control. Also worried about some of my friends who are going through tough stuff.I really hope things get better for them at least.
 
Having major working from home blues today. I find it hard to stay motivated like this. Doesn't help I still currently live with my parents in an open concept home so I don't even have a desk nevermind a private office space.
 
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