What's Bothering You?

The R button on my switch stopped working. I would repair it but I really don’t want to have to lose my joycon for so long.

I don’t use the R button much other than to teleport in Fe3h. But after running around the monastery for the 5th time trying to get somewhere it gets highly annoying.
 
Why does nothing help my crippling loneliness for more than a few minutes? My past relationship (definitely) didn't help, talking with friends doesn't help, and going outside doesn't help. Trying to make new friends either helps for a day or blows up in my face. This feeling was around before the pandemic, so I can't say it's related to that. The only time I can suppress the feeling is while visiting a city. I wish I knew how to fix this...
 
my health anxiety has been so bad lately i literally cannot take it anymore :lemon: like i feel the slightest bit of weird and i just start freaking out and crying.. i dont know why. i know my parents get annoyed with me saying that i feel sick most of the time and i really dont blame them.. not to mention, i've been to the hospital a bunch of times and they've all given me the same answer.. i'm fine. i feel so alone ajsdbakdbasl i feel liek im foing craxy or something
 
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Can't shake the feeling of being trapped / responsible for everything. Ugh. Can somebody else just take over and make decisions / clean my house?
And my son might be getting sick and is having trouble learning some basic skills and doesn't want to be around me anymore. ☹
And why am I awake at 6am? Because somebody finally got to bed after a gaming spree and is going to leave me alone to do everything AGAIN. EVERY WEEKEND, SAME STRUGGLE. AGHHHHHH.
Hey Renn, I personally can't relate, but now that I've gotten older, I can finally appreciate how much effort goes into keeping a household running. Please remember to take some moments for yourself, even if it means there will be more dust on the floor, etc. I hope your son feels better soon, too. 💜

Do you ever just look at house prices and just... lose the will to do anything? Besides paying rent to my parents, I spend around 4% of my take-home income every month (if even) and I still feel like I will never be able to own a place to call my own. IT feels like there's only so much that budgeting can do and it will take some divine intervention for house prices to even have a chance to look remotely in touch with the average person's reality...
 
Firecrackers again. Please stop. Please stop. 🤬 (a lot of intrusive thoughts incoming).

I miss when there was no subdivision behind where live. I can hear someone talking loud too. ugh.and then a lot of these people let their dogs run around and they’re constantly barking throughout the night.
 
Hey Renn, I personally can't relate, but now that I've gotten older, I can finally appreciate how much effort goes into keeping a household running. Please remember to take some moments for yourself, even if it means there will be more dust on the floor, etc. I hope your son feels better soon, too. 💜

Do you ever just look at house prices and just... lose the will to do anything? Besides paying rent to my parents, I spend around 4% of my take-home income every month (if even) and I still feel like I will never be able to own a place to call my own. IT feels like there's only so much that budgeting can do and it will take some divine intervention for house prices to even have a chance to look remotely in touch with the average person's reality...
Thanks for the encouragement. 💙💕

Unfortunately, my worst fear was confirmed: he has the 'rona.
As a parent, ofc my first thought is "where did I go wrong?". Did I forget to wash his hands, did sending him to school earn me this karma, etc.
I'm just mad that we lived such a careful life and still got caught in the Covid-19 madness. I know logically this isn't my fault, and I know professionally how damn hard it is to get vaccines approved / distributed, but it's such a desperate fight when it enters my home.
It's a personal affront and I do not like feeling cornered and on the defensive. 😡
 
Thanks for the encouragement. 💙💕

Unfortunately, my worst fear was confirmed: he has the 'rona.
As a parent, ofc my first thought is "where did I go wrong?". Did I forget to wash his hands, did sending him to school earn me this karma, etc.
I'm just mad that we lived such a careful life and still got caught in the Covid-19 madness. I know logically this isn't my fault, and I know professionally how damn hard it is to get vaccines approved / distributed, but it's such a desperate fight when it enters my home.
It's a personal affront and I do not like feeling cornered and on the defensive. 😡

Oh my goodness Jadetine I’m so sorry :( I hope that your son has a quick recovery and everybody stays safe. That must be so scary and I can’t imagine how difficult that must be. I’ll be sending good thoughts your way 💕
 
Thanks for the encouragement. 💙💕

Unfortunately, my worst fear was confirmed: he has the 'rona.
As a parent, ofc my first thought is "where did I go wrong?". Did I forget to wash his hands, did sending him to school earn me this karma, etc.
I'm just mad that we lived such a careful life and still got caught in the Covid-19 madness. I know logically this isn't my fault, and I know professionally how damn hard it is to get vaccines approved / distributed, but it's such a desperate fight when it enters my home.
It's a personal affront and I do not like feeling cornered and on the defensive. 😡

Sorry for butting in. I’m sorry to hear that (as well as being left to do all the work and how you felt earlier). Sending you my wishes and hope he has a speedy recovery and that you hang in there. 🍀🤞. If there is anything I can do to help you de-stress, don’t hesitate to dm me :). Sorry again for replying and late; just saw your post and felt like I had to say something.
 
Thanks for the encouragement. 💙💕

Unfortunately, my worst fear was confirmed: he has the 'rona.
As a parent, ofc my first thought is "where did I go wrong?". Did I forget to wash his hands, did sending him to school earn me this karma, etc.
I'm just mad that we lived such a careful life and still got caught in the Covid-19 madness. I know logically this isn't my fault, and I know professionally how damn hard it is to get vaccines approved / distributed, but it's such a desperate fight when it enters my home.
It's a personal affront and I do not like feeling cornered and on the defensive. 😡
Oh no, I'll be sending good vibes your way and praying for your son's speedy recovery and your family's safety. 💜 Please don't hesitate to reach out if you need to talk or vent or anything else.
 
Firecrackers again. Please stop. Please stop. 🤬 (a lot of intrusive thoughts incoming).

I miss when there was no subdivision behind where live. I can hear someone talking loud too. ugh.and then a lot of these people let their dogs run around and they’re constantly barking throughout the night.
I feel you. Trust me, here in New York, it's firecracker city. Sometimes you can't even have a conversation without BOOOOOM BOOM FSHHHHHHH BOOOM BOOM FSSHH BOOOM BOOOM FSHHHH.
And somebody on my street decided to have a cookout..... in the middle of covid. No masks in sight and I bet 5 cents barely anyone is vaccinated.
 
I always am so tired and hate myself a bit after socializing. I can’t help but look back on the time and just think I was so loud and talked too much and was too, just everything.

happy and lucky to be able to safely see some friends now, but feeling so run down afterwards is such an exhausting and discouraging cycle.

It makes me missed forced social distancing a little…
 
i just looked back at my old posts- i can’t believe myself. they were so cringey and just weird and dishonest- ugh really 😩
well I'd look at it this way, if you look back on your old self and cringe at it it just means you've grown as a person
 
I always am so tired and hate myself a bit after socializing. I can’t help but look back on the time and just think I was so loud and talked too much and was too, just everything.

happy and lucky to be able to safely see some friends now, but feeling so run down afterwards is such an exhausting and discouraging cycle.

It makes me missed forced social distancing a little…

I feel the same way when I go out to see my friends (before pandemic). I have fun but feel mentally exhausted when I come home and stressed. Hang in there friend :). If you need to vent, my dms are open always 😊
 
Thanks for the encouragement. 💙💕

Unfortunately, my worst fear was confirmed: he has the 'rona.
As a parent, ofc my first thought is "where did I go wrong?". Did I forget to wash his hands, did sending him to school earn me this karma, etc.
I'm just mad that we lived such a careful life and still got caught in the Covid-19 madness. I know logically this isn't my fault, and I know professionally how damn hard it is to get vaccines approved / distributed, but it's such a desperate fight when it enters my home.
It's a personal affront and I do not like feeling cornered and on the defensive. 😡

i’m so sorry to hear this! :( i hope he has a speedy recovery and that you all remain in good health. sending many well wishes your way. 💗

I always am so tired and hate myself a bit after socializing. I can’t help but look back on the time and just think I was so loud and talked too much and was too, just everything.

happy and lucky to be able to safely see some friends now, but feeling so run down afterwards is such an exhausting and discouraging cycle.

It makes me missed forced social distancing a little…

i’m the same way and it is absolutely exhausting and not fair at all. i know i’m essentially a stranger but my dms are always open if you need to vent or a few kitty pictures to cheer you up. 💜
 
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All this advertising rona jabs everywhere..."roll up ur sleeves get vaccinated" "get ur rona jabs" Yeah I can't get mine yet neither can anyone below 45 so.... like chill we're basically waiting with our hands on/in our phones til we can, how about speeding up **** thanks???
 
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