What's Bothering You?
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Princess Mipha
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The new variation(s) of Covid are starting to bring my panic attacks back.. not the best timing, as it's also the 3rd trimester of my pregnancy U.U
im so sorry xara.
sending you virtual hugs. i hope she recovers quickly and that you are okay. feel free to pm me if you ever want to talkcant sleep bc im anxious for seeing my partners family this weekend for more than a few reasons, but i dont want to complain. it would be great if they could just be nice to me though. no matter what, i need to be supportive and not so self focused; not every weekend has to be something i want to do.
also now that weve decided we want to move soon, i am so ready to go lol get me outta here. i have that last week of work feeling even though i have about two more months most likely
xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
I didn't realize how bad my body dysphoria actually is until I has to get up this morning and wash my binder. I told my mom and she was like "you don't have to be embarrassed your uncles don't care" like bruh no! I'm not worried about that at all, I'm sure they wouldn't care. but every time I have to look at myself without wearing a binder it just makes me angry and upset. my own body makes me really uncomfortable and it's only gotten worse in the last few months.
I have to walk around the house this morning with a throw blanket wrapped around my chest and shoulders so I'm not disgusted with myself
I have to walk around the house this morning with a throw blanket wrapped around my chest and shoulders so I'm not disgusted with myself
Dawnpiplup
Kick ass.
Get AIDS, mommie dearest.
<3 Sending big hugs and a bottle of whiskey your way dude. It'll get better. Talk to me anytime, if you would like. ❤
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I didn't realize how bad my body dysphoria actually is until I has to get up this morning and wash my binder. I told my mom and she was like "you don't have to be embarrassed your uncles don't care" like bruh no! I'm not worried about that at all, I'm sure they wouldn't care. but every time I have to look at myself without wearing a binder it just makes me angry and upset. my own body makes me really uncomfortable and it's only gotten worse in the last few months.
I have to walk around the house this morning with a throw blanket wrapped around my chest and shoulders so I'm not disgusted with myself
<3 Sending big hugs and a bottle of whiskey your way dude. It'll get better. Talk to me anytime, if you would like. ❤
oh no! I’m so sorry. sending you lots of hugs and keeping you and your family in my thoughts. Please let me know if there is anything I can do for you.
I’m so sorry xara.
im so sorry xara.
thank you guys so much. i really appreciate you guys taking the time to respond. <3
Dunquixote
Mrrrroooooow! T-Treasure...
there was a centipede looking thing behind one of the bath mats. 
these little fruit flies/gnats in the house are bothering me as well. I hate bugs so much. I wish my mom wouldn’t bring plants in the house since that is where the stupid flies are from.
a bit depressed.
shoulder still hurts from a shot I got during my doctor’s appointment on I think Friday.
Bothered and creeped out by something else.
these little fruit flies/gnats in the house are bothering me as well. I hate bugs so much. I wish my mom wouldn’t bring plants in the house since that is where the stupid flies are from.a bit depressed.
shoulder still hurts from a shot I got during my doctor’s appointment on I think Friday.
Bothered and creeped out by something else.
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Keeping you, mom and all those affected in my thoughts and sending positive vibes your way, xara. <3 You are stronger than you believe.
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I am like 6,000 miles away from home while my grandma is healing at home from an emergency surgery that has left her fairly helpless and in pain. And all I can do is pray and hope for the best that others can take care of her. I hate feeling like this after all she has done for the family.
i spent the evening yesterday with a close friend i haven't seen in a while. about 9 hours, actually. and though it was great seeing them, i have done nothing but cry all day today. i literally have no one else in my life other than them. i feel like i'm so far behind in my life that it's impossible to catch up. it's hard to feel like things are moving in any direction at all. and though i really care about this person, i know i'm just one of hundreds of others in their life. how deeply i care for this person, how much they matter to me...it's hard to think about because i know i only occupy a fraction of their life.
the only times i can really leave my house is if i'm going to work or if i know the place i'm going isn't busy. being alone is hard, but leaving the house is harder. it's kind of hard to even go to work some days because i know how busy it can get. but at least i'm trying. today i went to get a coffee for myself after spending half the day in bed. the coffee shop is hiring, and though i just left a big franchised coffee shop a few months ago, i decided to apply. of course the money won't be good. i still won't be able to move out on my own, even with the combined income from that and my other job. but i guess it will get me out of the house. maybe i won't spend so long dwelling on how i messed up with my life. or maybe i'll dwell on it while i'm at work. assuming i even get an interview.
the only times i can really leave my house is if i'm going to work or if i know the place i'm going isn't busy. being alone is hard, but leaving the house is harder. it's kind of hard to even go to work some days because i know how busy it can get. but at least i'm trying. today i went to get a coffee for myself after spending half the day in bed. the coffee shop is hiring, and though i just left a big franchised coffee shop a few months ago, i decided to apply. of course the money won't be good. i still won't be able to move out on my own, even with the combined income from that and my other job. but i guess it will get me out of the house. maybe i won't spend so long dwelling on how i messed up with my life. or maybe i'll dwell on it while i'm at work. assuming i even get an interview.
Pls stay hydrated Neb. ; u ; I recently moved to OR from a tropical humid climate island. And dang, the heat was very much like back where I used to live except without the humidity and it boggles my mind how some people are dealing with it. ACs are essential back home.
oak
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The temperature is so bad here in Vancouver, my body is covered in heat rash. I have an air conditioner in the living room luckily but both my rabbits have to be in the living room to stay cool and they hate each other. Normally my one bunny Theodore stays in the bedroom but he would cook in there with his long beard. I have to keep an eye on them at all times so they don't battle each other. My one rabbit Anastasia was breathing hard yesterday so I had to point the fan right at her and wipe her down with a cool cloth. Pls go down temperature, for my animals sake. They are all too fluffy for this.
LuchaSloth
Sloth
Facebook reminder that it's a friend's birthday. But that person died last month.
Eh.
Eh.
xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
gettin real tired of family members whom I used to like visiting being openly transphobic.
