What's Bothering You?

[xSuperMario64x]

I didn't realize how bad my body dysphoria actually is until I has to get up this morning and wash my binder. I told my mom and she was like "you don't have to be embarrassed your uncles don't care" like bruh no! I'm not worried about that at all, I'm sure they wouldn't care. but every time I have to look at myself without wearing a binder it just makes me angry and upset. my own body makes me really uncomfortable and it's only gotten worse in the last few months.

I have to walk around the house this morning with a throw blanket wrapped around my chest and shoulders so I'm not disgusted with myself

 

[-Lumi-]

My shoulder still hurts I hate this lmao I rolled over last night while I was sleeping and it hurt enough to wake me up. :’)

 

[Dawnpiplup]

Get AIDS, mommie dearest.

Post automatically merged: Jun 28, 2021

I didn't realize how bad my body dysphoria actually is until I has to get up this morning and wash my binder. I told my mom and she was like "you don't have to be embarrassed your uncles don't care" like bruh no! I'm not worried about that at all, I'm sure they wouldn't care. but every time I have to look at myself without wearing a binder it just makes me angry and upset. my own body makes me really uncomfortable and it's only gotten worse in the last few months.

I have to walk around the house this morning with a throw blanket wrapped around my chest and shoulders so I'm not disgusted with myself

<3 Sending big hugs and a bottle of whiskey your way dude. It'll get better. Talk to me anytime, if you would like. ❤

 

[Xara]

oh no! I’m so sorry . sending you lots of hugs and keeping you and your family in my thoughts. Please let me know if there is anything I can do for you.

I’m so sorry xara. I’ll be keeping you and yours in my thoughts and prayers. If you ever need somebody to talk to my dms are always open.

im so sorry xara. sending you virtual hugs. i hope she recovers quickly and that you are okay. feel free to pm me if you ever want to talk

thank you guys so much. i really appreciate you guys taking the time to respond. <3

 

[Dunquixote]

there was a centipede looking thing behind one of the bath mats. these little fruit flies/gnats in the house are bothering me as well. I hate bugs so much. I wish my mom wouldn’t bring plants in the house since that is where the stupid flies are from.

a bit depressed.

shoulder still hurts from a shot I got during my doctor’s appointment on I think Friday.

Bothered and creeped out by something else.

 

[rianne]

mom’s back at the hospital again. :/

Keeping you, mom and all those affected in my thoughts and sending positive vibes your way, xara. <3 You are stronger than you believe.

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I am like 6,000 miles away from home while my grandma is healing at home from an emergency surgery that has left her fairly helpless and in pain. And all I can do is pray and hope for the best that others can take care of her. I hate feeling like this after all she has done for the family.

 

[Chris]

Had to get out of bed to close the window because the neighbours are being too loud. It's midnight. On a weekday. I can still hear them.

 

[Neb]

My portable air conditioner broke and it’s 102 degrees outside. I managed to fix it with one of my moms, but it’s still a sauna in here. At least it isn’t 111 like in Portland…

 

[Soigne]

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i spent the evening yesterday with a close friend i haven't seen in a while. about 9 hours, actually. and though it was great seeing them, i have done nothing but cry all day today. i literally have no one else in my life other than them. i feel like i'm so far behind in my life that it's impossible to catch up. it's hard to feel like things are moving in any direction at all. and though i really care about this person, i know i'm just one of hundreds of others in their life. how deeply i care for this person, how much they matter to me...it's hard to think about because i know i only occupy a fraction of their life.

the only times i can really leave my house is if i'm going to work or if i know the place i'm going isn't busy. being alone is hard, but leaving the house is harder. it's kind of hard to even go to work some days because i know how busy it can get. but at least i'm trying. today i went to get a coffee for myself after spending half the day in bed. the coffee shop is hiring, and though i just left a big franchised coffee shop a few months ago, i decided to apply. of course the money won't be good. i still won't be able to move out on my own, even with the combined income from that and my other job. but i guess it will get me out of the house. maybe i won't spend so long dwelling on how i messed up with my life. or maybe i'll dwell on it while i'm at work. assuming i even get an interview.

 

[rianne]

My portable air conditioner broke and it’s 102 degrees outside. I managed to fix it with one of my moms, but it’s still a sauna in here. At least it isn’t 111 like in Portland…

Pls stay hydrated Neb. ; u ; I recently moved to OR from a tropical humid climate island. And dang, the heat was very much like back where I used to live except without the humidity and it boggles my mind how some people are dealing with it. ACs are essential back home.

 

[Xara]

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[oak]

The temperature is so bad here in Vancouver, my body is covered in heat rash. I have an air conditioner in the living room luckily but both my rabbits have to be in the living room to stay cool and they hate each other. Normally my one bunny Theodore stays in the bedroom but he would cook in there with his long beard. I have to keep an eye on them at all times so they don't battle each other. My one rabbit Anastasia was breathing hard yesterday so I had to point the fan right at her and wipe her down with a cool cloth. Pls go down temperature, for my animals sake. They are all too fluffy for this.

 

[Midoriya]

Nevermind.

 

[LuchaSloth]

Facebook reminder that it's a friend's birthday. But that person died last month.

Eh.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

gettin real tired of family members whom I used to like visiting being openly transphobic.

 

[Dunquixote]

Mostly anxiety.

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I feel extremely stupid. I am afraid I messed up. I am worried about a lot of things so I wanted to try to say I’m worried, but I couldn’t articulate myself and stumbled regardless because…this is pretty lame, but I’m afraid I overstepped the line. I want to be a supportive friend but I also want to be a good friend that looks out for my friends. I also may have been hurting another friend . Maybe I’m trying to hard. I treasure all my friends deeply but I suck at expressing myself and deciding what would be the best decision how to support my friends. I think a lot of the choices I make are wrong or are just normal—like the time i told a friend that others in our group was trashing them. i didn’t know i wasn’t supposed to do that; then again, another friend who was present tattled so pretty much doing ty r same thing and yeah…idk even now wtf i was supposed to do if they would do the same thing. my friends who i told said they’d tell me if anyone would trash me so…

Not to make this an excuse. Last thing I want to do is act as the victim. I think I messed up . sorry probably won’t cut it either :/.

I wish I was normal, had no anxiety, no symptoms of autism or asperger’s even though my doctor pretty much to embrace being different (or rather look at how it gives me a different perspective and possibly different skills from someone without it). I just want to fit in and not have as much difficulty reading moods and whatnot. :/

 

[Millysaurusrexjr]

Sad. Not gonna go in to it. Just.. sad

 

[Princess Mipha]

Have to clean my guinea pigs cage today, hasn't been cleaned since last Saturday and man we can smell it.. >->
Also have to iron some clothes, it's something I absolutely hate to do.

 

[Chris]

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The best way to be a good friend is simply to listen. Offer advice when it's needed and help when it's asked for. It's very easy to overstep the boundaries when you feel you have good intentions, but you should remember that supporting a friend should always be about meeting their needs rather than how kind or helpful you might look in the situation.

 

[Neb]

I need to go to bed earlier. My brain seems to ruminate on negative memories more after 10 P.M. No matter how many times I remind myself I can’t stop focusing on the past. It’s like my mind is attached to all of the horrible people that have been in my life.