Didn't get a lot of sleep last night due to it being so warm and woke up around 3am feeling sick and exhausted, managed to get a bit more sleep but still feeling pretty crap. I honestly don't know how I'm going to make it through work today and the rest of the week both physically and mentally.
Now, there are some things I like about going to dentist appointments.
#1: It gets me out of the house
#2: It gets my mind off of things.
But for the most part, they (and the day before) just stress me the heck out.
For one thing, I am one of those people who doesn't want anyone putting anything in my mouth except for myself. I am also one of those people that has a hard time staying still for extended amounts of time, this includes keeping my mouth wide open.
Furthermore, I have a hard time with really good upkeep. I am always stressing/worried if I am gonna get told that my upkeep is not good enough, especially when it comes to flossing.
And then my dad and my grandma will lecture me on how I need to take better care of my teeth.
I forgot to take my antibiotic. >< My ear is bothering me a little and so is my jaw. Not close to being as bad as it was when I first got the infection, but still hurts a little.
There's so many conflicting feelings and anger within the family... lots and lots of grudges, but I believe my grandpa's trying to help? Anyways, it's awful to keep these kind of emotions going. Like he tries to help but gets yelled at by everyone... due to their beef with him. Decades worth of beef from what I gather. And ppl don't realize mom acts like a ****ing martyr? And yeah she's stressed out, but wtf that doesn't give her a goddamn reason to yell at everyone. Maybe if they had hearing aids they would REALLY know how bad it is...
I went in and they were only offering moderna. I feel bad for leaving but the thought of mixing the vaccines just feels wrong to me. I’m sure I’m just being silly and irrational but idk. I’ll call the pharmacies and see if they have Pfizer.
Went out to buy a vacuum today. Well, they have them stored in their storage, so I had to talk to one of the people working there.
I was walking awkwardly around, acting like I'm checking out other things until one of the sellers approached me and asked if he
can help me. I was already extremelly anxious at that point (social anxiety is fun!) and well, I said yes and what I wanted and when
he asked something back, I understood but my brain just wouldn't work 'cause of the anxiety. Since I live in a foreign country they
are speaking another language, which is french. My french is good enough to communicate, but with anxiety it totally shut off the
french section in my brain and I was like "Uhhhh... je ne comprends pas..." (= I don't understand) and he luckily instantly asked if
I prefered to speak in english, which I was accepting. But still, I hate when this happens, as it crushes the little confidence I have.
I don't want to bother french people by not speaking french to them. I can understand when you're a tourist, but I'm living here
since years and I can speak french, just in a moment like that my anxiety can crush all my french knowledge so that I completely
shut down. I know that my fiancé wouldn't be happy about it either, I mean he understands that my anxiety can do it, but he's
always so happy and proud when I handle something alone and in french. I wish this stupid anxiety could just go away already..
I woke up today feeling awful, I think it's related to all the wildfire smoke really starting to take a toll on me. The air quality has been very bad for several days now, so hopefully it will improve soon.
still a little over an hour before we get to the next hotel, we've only been in the car for about 3 hours but I'm so tired
prob cause we rode in the car for about 10 hours yesterday lol
This nit whit in the comments of a video on YouTube, has created at least ten accounts to continuously disagree with me after one comment on orca. Now I keep blocking them, but they keep making new accounts.
Clearly they have nothing else to do to keep themselves occupied.
But this its annoying how I cant completely block them Not to mention my battery.
I went in and they were only offering moderna. I feel bad for leaving but the thought of mixing the vaccines just feels wrong to me. I’m sure I’m just being silly and irrotational but idk. I’ll call the pharmacies and see if they have Pfizer.
You’re super sweet, thank you Hopefully I’ll be able to. The nurse at the vaccine hub wasn’t very kind and told me the closest place to get Pfizer was an hour away but I don’t think that’s true.
I went in and they were only offering moderna. I feel bad for leaving but the thought of mixing the vaccines just feels wrong to me. I’m sure I’m just being silly and irrational but idk. I’ll call the pharmacies and see if they have Pfizer.
Both Moderna and Pfizer were designed using similar technologies. They're near identical in terms of function and effectiveness and are perfectly safe to mix.
My Dad just told me that there was a deadly crash just around the corner of his restaurant. A truck driver (my Dad gets also often delivered from him) didn't see a 58yo person on his bike while taking a turn and he well, crushed him, I guess? He died on the spot.
Both Moderna and Pfizer were designed using similar technologies. They're near identical in terms of function and effectiveness and are perfectly safe to mix.
What you're saying is most likely true and you're definitely smarter then me, and yet the thought of mixing vaccines still scares me. I just wanna be as protected as possible.
There's no shame in wanting Pfizer for your second shot @-Lumi- so don't worry. At least you took that step to get vaccinated!
What you're saying is most likely true and you're definitely smarter then me, and yet the thought of mixing vaccines still scares me. I just wanna be as protected as possible.
For context, I'm a scientist and have handled COVID-19 mRNA. There are no significant differences between these two vaccines and you won't compromise your safety by mixing them. If after still hearing this you do not wish to, that is fine, but please understand that there is no risk in doing so.
Not to mention my battery.
Hopefully I’ll be able to. The nurse at the vaccine hub wasn’t very kind and told me the closest place to get Pfizer was an hour away but I don’t think that’s true.
