What's Bothering You?

Went out to buy a vacuum today. Well, they have them stored in their storage, so I had to talk to one of the people working there.
I was walking awkwardly around, acting like I'm checking out other things until one of the sellers approached me and asked if he
can help me. I was already extremelly anxious at that point (social anxiety is fun!) and well, I said yes and what I wanted and when
he asked something back, I understood but my brain just wouldn't work 'cause of the anxiety. Since I live in a foreign country they
are speaking another language, which is french. My french is good enough to communicate, but with anxiety it totally shut off the
french section in my brain and I was like "Uhhhh... je ne comprends pas..." (= I don't understand) and he luckily instantly asked if
I prefered to speak in english, which I was accepting. But still, I hate when this happens, as it crushes the little confidence I have.
I don't want to bother french people by not speaking french to them. I can understand when you're a tourist, but I'm living here
since years and I can speak french, just in a moment like that my anxiety can crush all my french knowledge so that I completely
shut down. I know that my fiancé wouldn't be happy about it either, I mean he understands that my anxiety can do it, but he's
always so happy and proud when I handle something alone and in french. I wish this stupid anxiety could just go away already..
 
I woke up today feeling awful, I think it's related to all the wildfire smoke really starting to take a toll on me. The air quality has been very bad for several days now, so hopefully it will improve soon.
 
still a little over an hour before we get to the next hotel, we've only been in the car for about 3 hours but I'm so tired 😪
prob cause we rode in the car for about 10 hours yesterday lol
 
This nit whit in the comments of a video on YouTube, has created at least ten accounts to continuously disagree with me after one comment on orca. Now I keep blocking them, but they keep making new accounts.

Clearly they have nothing else to do to keep themselves occupied.

But this its annoying how I cant completely block them 🙄 Not to mention my battery.
 
I didn’t get my second covid vaccine today.

I went in and they were only offering moderna. I feel bad for leaving but the thought of mixing the vaccines just feels wrong to me. I’m sure I’m just being silly and irrotational but idk. I’ll call the pharmacies and see if they have Pfizer.
Do not feel silly, I would have walked out also. I hope you can find somewhere offering Pfizer soon.
 
Do not feel silly, I would have walked out also. I hope you can find somewhere offering Pfizer soon.

You’re super sweet, thank you 💕 Hopefully I’ll be able to. The nurse at the vaccine hub wasn’t very kind and told me the closest place to get Pfizer was an hour away but I don’t think that’s true.
 
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I didn’t get my second covid vaccine today.

I went in and they were only offering moderna. I feel bad for leaving but the thought of mixing the vaccines just feels wrong to me. I’m sure I’m just being silly and irrational but idk. I’ll call the pharmacies and see if they have Pfizer.
Both Moderna and Pfizer were designed using similar technologies. They're near identical in terms of function and effectiveness and are perfectly safe to mix.
 
My Dad just told me that there was a deadly crash just around the corner of his restaurant. A truck driver (my Dad gets also often delivered from him) didn't see a 58yo person on his bike while taking a turn and he well, crushed him, I guess? He died on the spot. :(
 
Both Moderna and Pfizer were designed using similar technologies. They're near identical in terms of function and effectiveness and are perfectly safe to mix.
What you're saying is most likely true and you're definitely smarter then me, and yet the thought of mixing vaccines still scares me. I just wanna be as protected as possible.

There's no shame in wanting Pfizer for your second shot @-Lumi- so don't worry. At least you took that step to get vaccinated!
 
What you're saying is most likely true and you're definitely smarter then me, and yet the thought of mixing vaccines still scares me. I just wanna be as protected as possible.
For context, I'm a scientist and have handled COVID-19 mRNA. There are no significant differences between these two vaccines and you won't compromise your safety by mixing them. If after still hearing this you do not wish to, that is fine, but please understand that there is no risk in doing so.
 
Feeling so empty today, I have no idea what to do nor do I have any motivation to actually do anything.
Also I'm extremelly annoyed by how much weight I actually gained since beginning of pregnancy and there is
still about 2 month to go.. besides eating a lot of watermelon and strawberries I didn't even eat that much crazy
things, so I don't understand where the 15kg come from.. U-U
I feel you on the pregnancy weight gain! Did you know that you gain 40-50%more blood during pregnancy? That is actually where most of the weight comes from! That and the placenta, which is a couple of pounds on its own. It's also why we get so HOT all the time during pregnancy! Try not to worry about the weight and make sure you're eating foods rich in good fat too, like salmon and avocados (assuming you aren't allergic to fish or anything, of course). I'm here if you need to vent!
 
Slept terribly. Fell asleep without taking my night medicine. Feel terrible. Not accomplishing anything.

And still without a good job over a year after I’ve graduated from university.
 
Slept terribly. Fell asleep without taking my night medicine. Feel terrible. Not accomplishing anything.

And still without a good job over a year after I’ve graduated from university.
i also haven't found a good job after uni so you're not alone, i know the feeling, i hope you'll find something soon!!!
 
I feel you on the pregnancy weight gain! Did you know that you gain 40-50%more blood during pregnancy? That is actually where most of the weight comes from! That and the placenta, which is a couple of pounds on its own. It's also why we get so HOT all the time during pregnancy! Try not to worry about the weight and make sure you're eating foods rich in good fat too, like salmon and avocados (assuming you aren't allergic to fish or anything, of course). I'm here if you need to vent!

Thank you for the kind words and information. I didn't know it's that much more blood, wow!! Also that's why I keep getting complains about being too hot during the night to get some hugs, hmpf :(
I am going to try and not worry about it anymore, after all it's "only" 2 months left. I actually love salmon! I'm sad that raw / smoked it's not good for pregnant women, but cooked one is good aswell. I will definitely add more of it to my foodchoice. :D
And thank you a lot for offering to be here for me!! <3
 
Thank you for the kind words and information. I didn't know it's that much more blood, wow!! Also that's why I keep getting complains about being too hot during the night to get some hugs, hmpf :(
I am going to try and not worry about it anymore, after all it's "only" 2 months left. I actually love salmon! I'm sad that raw / smoked it's not good for pregnant women, but cooked one is good aswell. I will definitely add more of it to my foodchoice. :D
And thank you a lot for offering to be here for me!! <3
I know, I wish smoked salmon was in the allowable food options too. And yeah, "only" 2 months, but like, the longest 2 months ever! And of course! Always here :) 🥰
 
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