What's Bothering You?

I hate having a pear-shaped body, hip/ass fat is ****ing impossible to get rid of other than like hardcore gym training (I already try to eat healthy n stuff) it seems. Can't exactly go do the former either these days.
 
Cramps, anxiety and really uncomfortable and unhappy about something
 
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Have an interview for my dream job on Thursday, got the call today and she completely caught me off guard. I feel like I have no time to prepare, gah the nerves are kicking in!
 
Tonight is just not really my night.

It's been warm all day and it's still warm now even though it's 12:30 which is throwing me off. My acne is making me feel so gross lately. I don't know. I have a hard time with self love and what not but my acne in particular just really bothers me. It makes me feel like a child for still having it and it makes me feel gross? Like I feel like I have bad hygiene or something and that's why it won't go away but I don't. I know that. But it's frustrating.

I think those things combined are already making me feel anxious and then idk. I submitted something for the camping event and I just feel really... not good about it? All of my cabin mates are lovely so I don't think anybody will single me out and say I did a bad job or anything but idk. I'm just worried what I did was too childish (😅 sensing a theme here I suppose) and idk. My minds just all jumbled and I'm so tired of overthinking everything all. the. time.
 
Tonight is just not really my night.

It's been warm all day and it's still warm now even though it's 12:30 which is throwing me off. My acne is making me feel so gross lately. I don't know. I have a hard time with self love and what not but my acne in particular just really bothers me. It makes me feel like a child for still having it and it makes me feel gross? Like I feel like I have bad hygiene or something and that's why it won't go away but I don't. I know that. But it's frustrating.

I think those things combined are already making me feel anxious and then idk. I submitted something for the camping event and I just feel really... not good about it? All of my cabin mates are lovely so I don't think anybody will single me out and say I did a bad job or anything but idk. I'm just worried what I did was too childish (😅 sensing a theme here I suppose) and idk. My minds just all jumbled and I'm so tired of overthinking everything all. the. time.
oh, babe, tell me about it

my anxiety has been its worst this month. and my acne ? it always makes me feel disgusting. no matter how clean i am, how on top of it i am, it still comes and makes me feel so so disgusting and unhygienic. im also having the worst period in the world, worst headache, on top of that me and my boyfriend just split. oh fantastic !

dont worry, im here. talk to me any time if need be. i can be pretty chaotic (in a good way) when im going through it
 
Crying because I’m feeling a bit emotional and thinking about a lot of things. It just happens when I miss my medicine for too long. I’ll be okay. 😭

EDIT: Feeling better now because of my cat. 🥰
 
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Tonight is just not really my night.

It's been warm all day and it's still warm now even though it's 12:30 which is throwing me off. My acne is making me feel so gross lately. I don't know. I have a hard time with self love and what not but my acne in particular just really bothers me. It makes me feel like a child for still having it and it makes me feel gross? Like I feel like I have bad hygiene or something and that's why it won't go away but I don't. I know that. But it's frustrating.

I think those things combined are already making me feel anxious and then idk. I submitted something for the camping event and I just feel really... not good about it? All of my cabin mates are lovely so I don't think anybody will single me out and say I did a bad job or anything but idk. I'm just worried what I did was too childish (😅 sensing a theme here I suppose) and idk. My minds just all jumbled and I'm so tired of overthinking everything all. the. time.
I know exactly how you feel right now.

I'm 34 and currently going through an acne flare up which isn't exactly making me feel beautiful or confident right now alongside bout of anxiety which I can't control other than just embrace and hope it soon passes over and I can feel like my usual self again. If you ever want to chat you're more than welcome to DM me even though we don't know each other. I hope you have a better day than yesterday. 💜
 
What a way to start the day.. I put my alarm at 10h, wanted to take 10 extra minutes and clicked the wrong button, so slept until 11h. Then I finally go feed the animals and what do I see? My 7yo rabbit shaking like crazy over the waterbowl. Now, he does that sometimes, but there it's different. He is shaking really bad, he even closes his eyes and he lets me touch him without being bothered, which he never ever ever allows me to, as he's the grumpiest rabbit in the world. So I call my main vet.. they tell me they are not specialized enough for it and they prefer that I go to their specialist for it to give best treatment.. so I call this one. He says he's full full full and if it's not better until 14h, I can come. So now I am sitting here, painfully waiting and hoping that my rabbit is just having one of his shacky old days and is not actually dying. I checked his belly, it's soft so at least it's not poop / fur blocking his belly like with Mido back then. But I really do not like how he is closing his eyes from time to time. I have never seen him do that. He is the most careful rabbit ever. He only closes his eyes when he knows nobody is around. Please be fine Link. Don't make me lose my 7yo boy right now.. U-U
 
I’m working on my post card and I’m enjoying making it very much (even though doing the front side is taking a long time and have not thought ahead about the back). I’m worried it might look like low effort or look bad because of my attempt at using a different style (spent all night working on it and am not even halfway done with the front). The style or at least how I have tried to use it looks like a bunch of scribbles.
 
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Feeling a lot of anxiety at the thought of telling my parents that I'm serious with my S/O. For context, I'm Chinese and he is Arab Muslim. We met in our first year of university, and we've been together since December 2015. He's told his parents about me and our plans for marriage, and they are accepting.

I had originally planned to have the conversation with my parents at the beginning of September to take advantage of the Labour Day weekend and to give myself more time to prepare. But my anxious mind keeps going back to this and it's making it hard to focus on anything else. Now I want to rip the bandage off and tell them this weekend.

The fear of rejection and high probability for backlash from my parents is paralyzing. I don't know what to say to start the conversation, and I'm stressed out at the idea of having to keep my cool/trying not to cry if my parents start yelling at me. I'm also anticipating they will ask me about religious differences, and while I've made up my mind that I will convert, I'm hesitant to tell them that because I think they will think my S/O is forcing me to convert, which isn't true.

My parents are aware that my S/O likes me. They have asked me about my feelings towards my S/O in the past while I was still in university, and regrettably now, I told them I was only interested in him as a friend so as not to upset them. My intuition tells me that my mom suspects there is something going on between us, but she hasn't approached the topic recently. In theory, this should make things easier for me, but for some reason, it really doesn't, LOL.
 
Yesterday and today, my head has been killing me ;-; Also keep getting eye strain. I just haven't felt too great the past few days in general.
 
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