What's Bothering You?

its 3am and i cant sleep
theres makeup thats irritating my eye that im too lazy to wash out
im scared my lizard is going to die one day
im scared my loved one is going to leave me one day
im scared things wont work out
i dont want to become extremely insecure again
im really hungry
 
its 3am and i cant sleep
theres makeup thats irritating my eye that im too lazy to wash out
im scared my lizard is going to die one day
im scared my loved one is going to leave me one day
im scared things wont work out
i dont want to become extremely insecure again
im really hungry
I might not be having the same thoughts as you but I feel you when it comes to overthinking to the point where it keeps you up at night. It sucks but I can tell you that you're not alone. 💜
 
I'm tired, didn't get much sleep because someone decided to have what felt like a four hour drunken conversation on the phone last night.
 
Today is one year ago that my stepmom passed away unexpectedly. One day before my son's birthday. :cry: she got to be a Gigi for 364 days.
 
Depressed about various things.

Last night, heard a sad story about a rescue cat from someone (they had a happy ending at least and lived past 20 and found a loving home). My heart feels completely shattered and I am trying my best not to dwell, but woke up feel like crap. :(

I missed most of this stream. I feel like I am so annoying.

I still am waiting for a solution for one thing that has been giving me a lot of stress but I’m convinced nothing can be done :/.
 
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I hate that my bed sheet is bigger than the duvet to the point where it gets lost inside the sheet.
 
No energy. I need to finish something before tomorrow and I am struggling due to this and depression. Also, I made it bigger and busier than I meant to. I couldn’t help it though.

On a plus side, I am happy about that since that tells me my interest in drawing and getting better hasn’t gone away. :) I really wanted to draw lately but just no energy.
 
I wish I could be able to talk to someone about something because I never got the chance to and everything’s just so confusing. I wish I could hold on to my hurt feelings, but I really just can’t. I just want to see the good in everyone and I don’t mean to do some of the things that I do I can just be completely oblivious sometimes and I feel like I just can never do anything right and I have a lot of defensiveness when it comes to that sort of thing because I’m always messing things up and I can’t do anything about that except apologize. I’m sure it’s probably just too late anyway.
 
Depression is only getting worse today.

I’m tired.

feeling stressed

Anxiety
 
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Lowkey still annoyed they removed so much of that clothes collection from the site, like you still obviously had some left? Lol.

And annoyed I don't have any oat milk for my coffee. Though it poured down like 99% of yesterday and I hardly got my sushi cause it stopped for like, idk 20 minutes but yeah not risking getting a cold from this weather going to grocery store :c
 
I’m anxious about something. I’m really hoping that I’m not just going to get myself more sick or make everything worse even if that isn’t possible. I just don’t know what to do and really have been way past my limit mental health wise for months, maybe even for years since I still can’t let go some stuff related to former friends that I know in person. I want to but nothing I’ve done helped—counseling, trying to think of other things. I do think of other things, but since they hang out with people I hang out with, that just makes it hard to forget and on top of that the cousin of that person thinks asking someone to leave me alone is taking a side :/.

Anxious about the birthday party this week and bummed and relieved there is only one stream; I think being around my dad and his anxiety, kids and the car ride to and from there is going take a week’s worth of energy out of me.
 
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☹️Sending you my love and hugs to you and your kitty. I’m so sorry; I’m glad you were able to visit and say good bye in person. it breaks my heart hearing you going through this :(. Please let me know if there is anything i can do for you (no pressure and sorry for repeating myself).
 
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