What's Bothering You?

[Croconaw]

I just found out there are going to be 30 people at the bday party. but at least i got permission to be on my phone when the kids aren’t playing with me. still ugh too many people

I can barely stand three people. That literally reminds me about how my grandma said only 3 people would be at my party and that turned into 20 real quick. She lied just to get me to go and made me feel bad for refusing to go, even though she lied.

I feel that, that’s way too many people.

 

[Midoriya]

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Hey there. I know you’ve already deleted what you said, and everyone else has already said everything that should be said. Just wanted to chime in that as long as you’re a member of the forum, you are not an outsider. Everyone is welcome here. I’ve noticed some of your posts and that you’ve been going through a lot, so I just wanted to say that I hope things improve for you. I’m going through some tough times lately too, but I’m not giving up. I also wanted to say that no matter how many friends I have on this site or how many people I talk to, I make it a point to treat everyone impartially and the same. I hope you‘re doing better now.

( And I also noticed that we’re following each other, or at least, I’m following you. Did I know you in the past? Either way, I’m glad you’re still here now! )

 

[Alienfish]

Would be nice if they could ship my thing... I guess I can wait til next week or give them a poke but still, you do a lot of things beside that lol.

Also I really want my dvd aaaah.

 

[mocha.]

Yesterday I hit my elbow/arm on a metal hinge and thought I’d fractured it. Went to urgent care and luckily it’s fine although I have damaged my tendon. It’s really strange because theres no bruising but my arm is really stiff & hurts to move. It woke me up a few times last night hoping it will be okay for when I go back to work on Sunday.

 

[Alienfish]

Wowww I really must be an idiot thinking that mission is actually doable... Trash game.

 

[GuerreraD]

I'm currently going through my monthly pains that seem to grow worse with each passing year. I barely noticed them when I was a teenager. To boot, I'm resistant to medicine, but I can't just swallow five pills of painkillers in one take

But what's annoying me the most, is that I can't get rid of my ovaries surgically because they are 100% healthy, despite deciding since one decade ago that I wasn't going to do anything with my ovules. Not a whim of the moment, it's one DECADE! And yet I still have like 20 more years of useless monthly suffering.

 

[Violet Witch]

(posted in the wrong thread)

 

[Alienfish]

But what's annoying me the most, is that I can't get rid of my ovaries surgically because they are 100% healthy, despite deciding since one decade ago that I wasn't going to do anything with my ovules. Not a whim of the moment, it's one DECADE! And yet I still have like 20 more years of useless monthly suffering.

Omg, that's so ****ty, what the heck... I guess you can't be on any birth control either?

 

[GuerreraD]

Omg, that's so ****ty, what the heck... I guess you can't be on any birth control either?

I could be, but like stated before, they're not going to be as effective on me as they would of another woman. I've been through 3 different medications of that, and not only they weren't all that helpful (won't say completely, one was a slight improvement), but one actually made me react bad and... uhm... ok, going to post this in a spoiler to avoid traumatizing squeamish people.

Spoiler: Beware!

That one medicine got me "clogged" inside. I don't know why, but my blood during the next period was so... dense? thick? that I barely dripped any. Had to go to the gyn and get manually cleaned inside with a tiny sponge. One of the most humiliating experiences of my life

 

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler

I go back to look though some stuff to see if I was just tired or the stress of some circumstances is just getting to me and no, I still interpret it the same. Idk wtf is wrong is with me. Why nothing i say seems normal or my reaction. I keep messing up. Maybe I need a break after this event.

I want to go back to sleep since I hardly slept because of anxiety but can’t since i’m at my sister’s.

Good news about the party is everyone except the kids are vaccinated. Bad news: party starts around 3 and we won’t be back until later tonight

 

[Alienfish]

I could be, but like stated before, they're not going to be as effective on me as they would of another woman. I've been through 3 different medications of that, and not only they weren't all that helpful (won't say completely, one was a slight improvement), but one actually made me react bad and... uhm... ok, going to post this in a spoiler to avoid traumatizing squeamish people.

Spoiler: Beware!

That one medicine got me "clogged" inside. I don't know why, but my blood during the next period was so... dense? thick? that I barely dripped any. Had to go to the gyn and get manually cleaned inside with a tiny sponge. One of the most humiliating experiences of my life

Okay yikes yeah that experience sounded bad. And yeah I thought you meant pain killers cause they are different but yeah, I had good luck with one non-combined pill but then again it works different on different peeps so understandable.

 

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler

still kinda upset about something and annoyed by something else (unrelated). i really want to find peace of mind but can’t do that due circumstances.

jaw/teeth hurts and can’t take another Tylenol (should’ve took 2) for a couple more hours or so. tylenol sucks.

I tried talking to my sister about some of my problems but all my thoughts are jumbled up and i didn’t know how to articulate it and i just shortened everything up, so nothing came out of it other than me feeling stupid and maybe worse (not her fault at all; just a mistake trying to open the lid). i get so nervous talking to her or my dad since they get so impatient and and tells me to hurry up if i struggle to speak.

tired.

 

[Autumn247]

I'm sick, so I feel like crap. Plus I'm exhausted from lack of sleep

 

[Croconaw]

The fact that people just assume I’m oblivious but I notice little details. I pay close attention and am well aware of how someone feels about me as a person.

 

[Dunquixote]

I'm sick, so I feel like crap. Plus I'm exhausted from lack of sleep

sorry to hear that you’re not feeling well. I hope you feel better soon.

 

[Autumn247]

sorry to hear that you’re not feeling well. I hope you feel better soon.

Thank you so much! ❤

 

[mogyay]

i think im too self centred

 

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler

I know i just apologized for posting in here so much (or i thought i did). but i have to post one more. i need to figure out a better way to cope with anxiety and find a way to forget stuff or move on. i am letting it affect me too much and for longer than it should and it is draining so much energy. talking to my counselor about it only aggravates me more. i don’t like meditation but may need to try that again. idk what to do. until i find a way; idk how to explain how anxiety works to friends that think that i choose to be (or former friends - i’m talking about personal offline friends). explaining what it is every time i have a panic attack is one difficult when i am having trouble breathing when i have panic attacks and just in general when i am not having an attack.

lI really wish i could not worry. i am so tired from everything today and in general. i wish i could fit in and be normal and not make everyone pause and go uhhh… (like i’ve done may times on this discord server and probably did earlier today elsewhere).

we are at a light but still i don’t like how my dad keeps using siri to check score of a game; he does that ro send texts and other stuff while driving and i don’t like that; i notice the weaving out of lanes gets worse than it already is when he does this

 

[Neb]

Normally chatting with friends and acquaintances feels great, but it’s just making me feel overwhelmed today. I can’t entirely say why. I just feel the need for space,

 

[Midoriya]

I’ve had a terrible day and I’m just angry and upset. Didn’t sleep well either. I don’t understand why people think it’s okay to do the things they do.