I think putting yourself out there is important and just having conversations with people. I lll admit I used to pay way too much attention to who reacted to my posts and I’ll notice patterns and such, but I try not to let it get to me especially if you haven’t done anything negative. There are people who don’t want to be friends with you, but there are also people who do and those are the people you need to associate with.
What's Bothering You?
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Your post count is fairly low in terms of how long you have been a member on here, so it's most likely that the current regulars just aren't familiar with you enough yet! I see you are in the Crystal Ballers private channel on our Discord server but haven't sent any messages yet. Discord is a great way to make new friends, and while we have an event on-going makes that even easier, so I would recommend getting involved in your cabin's channel if you would like to get to know some of the other forum regulars better. The Crystal Ballers are an extremely friendly and talkative bunch so please don't hesitate to get involved with them!
awww i’m so glad that the birthstone means so much to you, that makes me really happy
i wouldnt have wanted anyone else to have it. & not caring about what others think of me is definitely one character trait i WISH i had, but it’s one that i’m gonna continue working towards attaining haha. ty for your words and being so kind!!!
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ahhhh i know, the reason i don’t post as much as others is simply because i’m too busy overthinking what to say and then just say f it and delete whatever i was typing bc i feel dumb. i’ve honestly been doing that in the discord too, i just have this fear of being ignored or disliked and it’s definitely holding me back but i need to stop. thinking. so much -_- i’ll try to pop in at some point though if i can get over my anxietyYour post count is fairly low in terms of how long you have been a member on here, so it's most likely that the current regulars just aren't familiar with you enough yet! I see you are in the Crystal Ballers private channel on our Discord server but haven't sent any messages yet. Discord is a great way to make new friends, and while we have an event on-going makes that even easier, so I would recommend getting involved in your cabin's channel if you would like to get to know some of the other forum regulars better. The Crystal Ballers are an extremely friendly and talkative bunch so please don't hesitate to get involved with them!
and ty for always being nice to me (and everyone) i notice and i appreciate it a lot 
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Reginald Fairfield
Senior Member
Have to have my windows open due to the humidity. Landlady says an ac unit would cost too much to run. meanwhile horny neighbor cat noises and smokers gagging nextdoor at 3 and 4 AM.
Dunquixote
Semi-hiatus
I just found out there are going to be 30 people at the bday party. but at least i got permission to be on my phone when the kids aren’t playing with me. still ugh too many people
but at least i got permission to be on my phone when the kids aren’t playing with me. still ugh too many people I can barely stand three people.I just found out there are going to be 30 people at the bday party.
That literally reminds me about how my grandma said only 3 people would be at my party and that turned into 20 real quick. She lied just to get me to go and made me feel bad for refusing to go, even though she lied. 
I feel that, that’s way too many people.
Midoriya
Go beyond! Plus ultra!
Hey there. I know you’ve already deleted what you said, and everyone else has already said everything that should be said. Just wanted to chime in that as long as you’re a member of the forum, you are not an outsider. Everyone is welcome here. I’ve noticed some of your posts and that you’ve been going through a lot, so I just wanted to say that I hope things improve for you. I’m going through some tough times lately too, but I’m not giving up. I also wanted to say that no matter how many friends I have on this site or how many people I talk to, I make it a point to treat everyone impartially and the same. I hope you‘re doing better now.
( And I also noticed that we’re following each other, or at least, I’m following you. Did I know you in the past? Either way, I’m glad you’re still here now!
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Yesterday I hit my elbow/arm on a metal hinge and thought I’d fractured it. Went to urgent care and luckily it’s fine although I have damaged my tendon. It’s really strange because theres no bruising but my arm is really stiff & hurts to move. It woke me up a few times last night 
hoping it will be okay for when I go back to work on Sunday.
hoping it will be okay for when I go back to work on Sunday.
GuerreraD
I'm proud to have been a Crystal Baller
I'm currently going through my monthly pains that seem to grow worse with each passing year. I barely noticed them when I was a teenager. To boot, I'm resistant to medicine, but I can't just swallow five pills of painkillers in one take
But what's annoying me the most, is that I can't get rid of my ovaries surgically because they are 100% healthy, despite deciding since one decade ago that I wasn't going to do anything with my ovules. Not a whim of the moment, it's one DECADE! And yet I still have like 20 more years of useless monthly suffering.
But what's annoying me the most, is that I can't get rid of my ovaries surgically because they are 100% healthy, despite deciding since one decade ago that I wasn't going to do anything with my ovules. Not a whim of the moment, it's one DECADE! And yet I still have like 20 more years of useless monthly suffering.
Violet Witch
☽Stay Wild Moon Child☾
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GuerreraD
I'm proud to have been a Crystal Baller
I could be, but like stated before, they're not going to be as effective on me as they would of another woman. I've been through 3 different medications of that, and not only they weren't all that helpful (won't say completely, one was a slight improvement), but one actually made me react bad and... uhm... ok, going to post this in a spoiler to avoid traumatizing squeamish people.
That one medicine got me "clogged" inside. I don't know why, but my blood during the next period was so... dense? thick? that I barely dripped any. Had to go to the gyn and get manually cleaned inside with a tiny sponge. One of the most humiliating experiences of my life
Dunquixote
Semi-hiatus
I go back to look though some stuff to see if I was just tired or the stress of some circumstances is just getting to me and no, I still interpret it the same. Idk wtf is wrong is with me. Why nothing i say seems normal or my reaction. I keep messing up. Maybe I need a break after this event.
I want to go back to sleep since I hardly slept because of anxiety but can’t since i’m at my sister’s.
Good news about the party is everyone except the kids are vaccinated. Bad news: party starts around 3 and we won’t be back until later tonight
I want to go back to sleep since I hardly slept because of anxiety but can’t since i’m at my sister’s.
Good news about the party is everyone except the kids are vaccinated. Bad news: party starts around 3 and we won’t be back until later tonight
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Alienfish
:3
Okay yikes yeah that experience sounded bad. And yeah I thought you meant pain killers cause they are different but yeah, I had good luck with one non-combined pill but then again it works different on different peeps so understandable.I could be, but like stated before, they're not going to be as effective on me as they would of another woman. I've been through 3 different medications of that, and not only they weren't all that helpful (won't say completely, one was a slight improvement), but one actually made me react bad and... uhm... ok, going to post this in a spoiler to avoid traumatizing squeamish people.
That one medicine got me "clogged" inside. I don't know why, but my blood during the next period was so... dense? thick? that I barely dripped any. Had to go to the gyn and get manually cleaned inside with a tiny sponge. One of the most humiliating experiences of my life
Dunquixote
Semi-hiatus
still kinda upset about something and annoyed by something else (unrelated). i really want to find peace of mind but can’t do that due circumstances.
jaw/teeth hurts and can’t take another Tylenol (should’ve took 2) for a couple more hours or so. tylenol sucks.
I tried talking to my sister about some of my problems but all my thoughts are jumbled up and i didn’t know how to articulate it and i just shortened everything up, so nothing came out of it other than me feeling stupid and maybe worse (not her fault at all; just a mistake trying to open the lid). i get so nervous talking to her or my dad since they get so impatient and and tells me to hurry up if i struggle to speak.
tired.
jaw/teeth hurts and can’t take another Tylenol (should’ve took 2) for a couple more hours or so. tylenol sucks.
I tried talking to my sister about some of my problems but all my thoughts are jumbled up and i didn’t know how to articulate it and i just shortened everything up, so nothing came out of it other than me feeling stupid and maybe worse (not her fault at all; just a mistake trying to open the lid). i get so nervous talking to her or my dad since they get so impatient and and tells me to hurry up if i struggle to speak.
tired.
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Dunquixote
Semi-hiatus
