What's Bothering You?

[VanitasFan26]

I don't mind groups or teams but I'm not that one perfect team player and I don't really care for like drama or stuff being too run by others in my free time, lol. I can get the idea behind teams and cabins but tbf I miss the individual fair some (aside from staff faves cause i never get those anyways lol)

Well thats how it is for me. In real life I was paired with a big group and everyone was looking at me weird as if I am suppose to know what they were talking about. It was a painful experience during my school days. Then online it wasn't much better, people often ignore me and just act like I am not there whatsoever. So that is one of the reasons I refuse to participate in parties, events, and any big group projects, because one I'm an Introvert and second I am autistic because my mind tends to get overwhelmed by too much information.

 

[Dunquixote]

My mom said there has been a cat outside and they’re trying to feed it so we can take it and hopefully find its owner or a new home for it. I am now worrying about it since my mom told me because they had to move the food we left outside since there was a raccoon on the deck. We also have hawks in the back . i wish people would keep their cats inside. i’m so scared for them.

 

[Midoriya]

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[Croconaw]

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Hi, I’m not sure what’s going on, but just know that you are loved and supported on the forum! I’m sorry your family has been treating you poorly. It’s okay to feel emotions and to feel upset.

A fact is that words only have meaning if we give them meaning. Let’s say you’re wearing a blue shirt, and someone walks up to you and says “that’s an ugly white shirt.” — Well, you would look at them confused, because your shirt is blue. It’s the same deal with the word “ugly.” Ugly is an adjective like the color white. You don’t believe your blue shirt is white, so why believe your blue shirt is ugly?

What I’m trying to say is, try not to let what your family says get to you. They’re most likely looking for a reaction, so it’s best to act like it doesn’t bother you, and trust me, I know that’s hard. I hope things get better for you, I really do. This forum is a safe space. You’re free to be yourself here!

 

[Alienfish]

because one I'm an Introvert and second I am autistic because my mind tends to get overwhelmed by too much information.

Me also, though it has gotten better since I started working and stuff. But yes I totally get you.

And yeah when I work I definitely don't have time to do these things cause it'd take a bit too much energy and and time, and it seems more like a big competition party than having fun tbf. Pretty prizes and all, I've learned I don't have to do every single event on-site. Though bring back fair with better staff faves selections and I'm on. Lol.

 

[Dunquixote]

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I don’t want to sleep yet. I want to keep drawing. I am really excited about this mini (or not) project. Right now I am a bit bothered how the character looks in this style uncolored though.

My stomach is bothering me a little; I shouldn’t have drank that second pop or finished it so fast ><.

 

[ali.di.magix]

I really reeeally hope this lockdown doesn't last too long. I don't know how to entertain myself without work or study lol. I also really don't want to work from home either as I don't have a good workspace to work from, and I hate having work and home in the same space. Fingers crossed we can come out of lockdown asap

 

[King koopa]

Just feel bored and sad and ignored for no reason
I hate my unstable emotions

 

[Dunquixote]

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My dad has anger and anxiety issues. I know it just started raining out of nowhere during his garage sale (that I never wanted) and he’s soaked and both he and my mom is mad, but there is not need to go ballistic because my cat keeps begging and walking under his feet. maybe stop feeding her so much and let her eat hard food? she’s a cat and can’t help it.

I can’t stand hearing my dad aggravated; he kinda scares me.

Was thinking about my conversation with my sister when i tried telling her about some stuff bothering me and again i feel like she thinks I choose to be anxious and upset for a few years about something, when I never wanted to. It is so frustrating talking and trying to explain myself to people or when i show any anxiety they reach the conclusion that I choose to be anxious or have panic attacks.

Bothered about something else

 

[Midoriya]

Feeling better now.

 

[Alienfish]

I really reeeally hope this lockdown doesn't last too long. I don't know how to entertain myself without work or study lol. I also really don't want to work from home either as I don't have a good workspace to work from, and I hate having work and home in the same space. Fingers crossed we can come out of lockdown asap

If you live in NZ that's just crazy.. i'm sorry man

 

[Chris]

I feel so sick. My uni released the grades for all except one piece of work this morning. That last piece is only worth 10% of a module but it is going to determine whether I graduate with a 2:1 or a 1st.

Spoiler: UK Degree Classifications Information

 

[Alienfish]

^ouuucch, best of luck though!

also man immature people on skribbl.io why does everyone names themselves n-word or draw inappropriate stuff whenever germany gets as a word sigh. why i prefer playing private

 

[VanitasFan26]

I really get annoyed with my parents always bothering me about my weight. My dad questioned how much water I drink and he told me that drinking too much water will cause me to gain more weight. I've just had enough of my parents always pestering me about my weight. I do my best to exercise everyday, eat healthy, and cut down on calories, but my parents had the nerve to keep reminding me of what not to do whenever I am trying my best. Its one of the reasons I get so angry and upset everyday because whenever someone comments about my weight and keeps giving me the same lecture of what not to do, it gets me in a really upset mood and makes me not want to talk to anyone.

Losing Weight is so much hard, but when I have to deal with people who lecture me about my weight and constantly bombard me with information that I didn't ask if or they think I don't know then I just feel as though I should avoid everyone if they are going to comment about my weight. I had to put up with this abuse since childhood and it has gotten so much worse since then, even my liver Doctor made it worse for me the last 2 months when he pointed how "inaccurate" my weight scale was instead of congratulating me on how well my blood results were improving. I know I'm rambling but this is the thing that has been on my mind constantly and I cannot stand it when people comment on my weight when I am trying my best trying to lose it.

 

[amemome]

this meeting I'm in is running really long and I need to get off it to cook dinner. :/ annoooooying

 

[Dunquixote]

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I think i got the height difference wrong between two characters. I was actually trying to make them both small (kinda like chibis) but one character is taller is my drawing. I think I will still try to finish what I have but am worried if that will be noticeable to people when I show this drawing and it being ripped apart or not. i only have one character colored and the second one is close to being done. if this was digital, I’d obviously edit it but since this is traditional and I already outlined the two characters, I have no option. this project is turning out pretty big so i wonder if it would be worth just stopping where i am at and redoing it even though it took me a long time to get everything down. At the same time, maybe the fact i made the one character bigger could be used to emphasize how annoyed she is with the other character in the picture since i have seen images where angry characters are made to look like they’re towering over another character even if they are normally shorter. then again she isn’t taller than how i drew him by much.

A bit disgusted by something.

 

[oak]

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While I was driving some guy in a truck tried to use the bus stop lane (which is the 3rd lane on the right) to cut around me, even though I was already in the slow lane. And he was directly behind me so he could have just used the left lane like a normal person? The 3rd lane is also filled with parked city cars so you're not suppose to use it unless it's peak morning hours. Well he did it so fast and I didn't feel safe letting him in my lane so I honked and didn't let him in. He had to pullout behind me back where he started in the 2nd lane and he started flashing his lights at me. Then he drove up beside me to flip me off so I stuck my tongue out at him lmao. Then he kept driving beside me to flip me off some more so I started making silly faces at him cause idk what else to do. I don't flip people off anymore even if they do it first cause It's not safe. Luckily he drove away. It's always young guys who have road rage incidents with me. Maybe they think I'm a cis male and that's how cis males treat each other? Are we fighting for domimance? lmao, or maybe they just wanna go fast lmao idk

 

[Dunquixote]

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that’s so frustrating. i am sorry you had to deal with that .

 

[oak]

that’s so frustrating. i am sorry you had to deal with that .

It's okay, at least he didn't follow me further. I just wish people on the road would calm down a bit, especially in the city.

 

[ali.di.magix]

If you live in NZ that's just crazy.. i'm sorry man

It got announced yesterday that it's been extended for a few days unfortunately hopefully it won't last too much longer than that. I feel even more isolated than usual now that I live so far away from my friends and family, so it kinda sucks. I know I shouldn't be complaining too much as NZ has been in an unbelievably good position with COVID for such a long time, screw the delta variant lmao. Thank you though!!