What's Bothering You?

[Beanz]

school is starting in 9 days and im not sure how im going to make friends, at least my brother is coming to the same school as me this year but he’s a grade below. i wish i could be online forever.

Spoiler: tw dementia/death

also im sort of scared my grandma has dementia. my mom said that she was going to talk to her doctor but im not sure she’s gonna do it since she says stuff but sometimes doesn’t do it. i don’t know what to do, i never thought that my grandma showed symptoms/possibly has dementia until my mom started talking to my dad about it in the car. i really don’t want this to get worse and i would be devastated if she died

 

[Midoriya]

Just feeling a bit sad and depressed again. It'll go away...

 

[Croconaw]

Ugh, well I’m planning to move to a new city in November. I don’t know anyone there, just booked an AirBNB for a month to look for a job, and then look for an apartment. I’m basically taking a leap of faith. When people ask for a reason, I don’t really have one… I’m just not happy where I’m currently at. I’m not happy. Sometimes we don’t need a reason, we just know… I’ve visited the city I’m moving to multiple times and I loved every moment, but I was always doubting myself. This time, I’m really serious about moving. But I’ll be a first time renter and I’m paying back manageable medical debt (I don’t have any late payments, and my credit is good) so of course I’m nervous, but I honestly think I’m not meant to be in my current city, which I can’t even call “home” at this point. Like, I cringe anytime I hear the word “home” here, and my mind is immediately drawn to my new city.

I currently reside in a northern state, but I’m using my savings to move. A month in the AirBNB is already paid for… I just need a bit of confidence. I can find a job quickly and then look for affordable apartments. I just hope I’ll be able to pull it off. And if you’ve been wanting to permanently leave a state for five years, it’s not a phase. Now to make it happen…

 

[Stella-Io]

Lately I've had like zero energy/motivation/will to do stuff I should be doing. I keep procrastinating till somethin is dang near due or suffers from my procrastination. I want to do somethin, but doin it feels like a chore, and there are more fun things to be doing rather than somethin that feels like a drag. The whole rewarding myself for doing it doesn't really work either.

 

[_Rainy_]

Ugh, well I’m planning to move to a new city in November. I don’t know anyone there, just booked an AirBNB for a month to look for a job, and then look for an apartment. I’m basically taking a leap of faith. When people ask for a reason, I don’t really have one… I’m just not happy where I’m currently at. I’m not happy. Sometimes we don’t need a reason, we just know… I’ve visited the city I’m moving to multiple times and I loved every moment, but I was always doubting myself. This time, I’m really serious about moving. But I’ll be a first time renter and I’m paying back manageable medical debt (I don’t have any late payments, and my credit is good) so of course I’m nervous, but I honestly think I’m not meant to be in my current city, which I can’t even call “home” at this point. Like, I cringe anytime I hear the word “home” here, and my mind is immediately drawn to my new city.

I currently reside in a northern state, but I’m using my savings to move. A month in the AirBNB is already paid for… I just need a bit of confidence. I can find a job quickly and then look for affordable apartments. I just hope I’ll be able to pull it off.

That’s incredibly brave and I wish you all the luck.

 

[Flaming_Oceans]

I've been out of a relationship for around 2 years now, and since then, I've had a crush but nothing really happened from it. I think I like someone again and part of me really doesn't want to. I can't tell if it's actually a crush or if I'm just interested in them as a person. My mind's just been wandering to that and all of the possibilities.

 

[Croconaw]

I've been out of a relationship for around 2 years now, and since then, I've had a crush but nothing really happened from it. I think I like someone again and part of me really doesn't want to. I can't tell if it's actually a crush or if I'm just interested in them as a person. My mind's just been wandering to that and all of the possibilities.

You have to be careful that you’re not in love with the idea of being in love. We often go looking for love because we crave the love and affection, regardless of how we feel about the person. Crushes are a difficult thing and definitely very confusing…

 

[Alienfish]

So glad this week is over. Very happy to have gotten my #2 rona jab yesterday and my dress is on its way hopefully, and spent some good skribbl.io evening but ugh work's been really draining and I'm soooo happy one of the superiors is coming back tomorrow. She's literally the sweetest old lady ever and having her away is like, man where did everything go.

 

[Violet Witch]

I've got to go back to work tomorrow after having the last two weeks off and and as much I'm looking forward to going back I'm also dreading how much hasn't been done in my absence. All because my incompetent supervisor allowed far too many people to have August off at the last minute. So tomorrow is going to be fun to say the least.

 

[Midoriya]

Deleted.

 

[Midoriya]

Just feeling a bit sad and depressed again. It'll go away...

Nope, it's been a full 12 hours since this post and I'm still feeling sad, depressed, and incredibly useless.

 

[Flaming_Oceans]

You have to be careful that you’re not in love with the idea of being in love. We often go looking for love because we crave the love and affection, regardless of how we feel about the person. Crushes are a difficult thing and definitely very confusing…

That's what makes me nervous about it all...

 

[-Blue-]

@ItzNotNatzDuh
I'm sorry that your family is going through that right now. It's really a hard thing, I know as my great grandmother went through it and my grandmother is going through it right now.

 

[tomatospooks666]

for whatever reason the world hath decreed that i am not allowed to have friends, specifically friends that actually care about me and make me feel heard. w/e, didn't even want friends or human companionship anyway, hahaha.

 

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler

not happy about a couple of things still. My counseling was canceled for this week but i still can’t talk about some things since the questions just make me angrier and talking about anything honestly doesn’t help at all. Idk what to do.

my mom startled me when I was waking up on my own. i wish she’d let me wake up on my own instead of coming in. sometimes makes me panic because she startles me so bad since i have white noise machine on and can’t hear her.

I added one more character on my drawing last night to fill up some empty space but now I am starting to regret it.

 

[TheSillyPuppy]

That feeling when you erase pencil marks too aggressively and end up smudging the pencil crayon...

 

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler

My mom just caught my gray cat sucking on the light switch in the bathroom when they gave her her iv treatment. I think she isn’t feeling well since she is back to hiding in a closet but my mom thinks she is being senile since she has never done this before. i don’t buy that…

 

[Beanz]

never mind

 

[Midoriya]

Back to feeling depressed and sad. Today just isn't a good day.

 

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler

I am feeling a bit better now. I am just upset how wonky my mood gets. i wish my brain would let me make peace and move on from regrets, bad memories, embarrassing moments, everything negative