What's Bothering You?

when I went on my trip a few months ago my friend borrowed one of my blankets and when I returned she told me she "washed it" (she didn't even ask if she could use it btw). either she doesn't know how to do laundry or she lied bc it smells really bad. I want to use it to cover up and be cozy while I do my work cause it's really big and comfy, but instead I have to wait til it's done washing and drying 😞
 
been sitting here realizing about how much i miss my best friend, we only really text and never see each other in person anymore :/
 
Just another Monday complaint. Weekends feel like they're going by way too fast. Had fun at least though. Just not looking forward to going to work since it's been a little more stressful lately.
 
guess no one is interested in drawing w me lol rip
I'm sure it was just bad timing! I don't really know the context of the post, but sometimes when I ask some of my online buddies if they want to play some Smash, Splatoon, AC, or whatever they have other things going on. It does suck when you're in the mood for it and it seems like no one is there.

been sitting here realizing about how much i miss my best friend, we only really text and never see each other in person anymore :/
Yeah I feel that. I remember when I used to hang with a lot of my close friends and now they've all kind of drifted away. It sucks whenever I feel like I'm getting really close with people they just ghost or vanish. There is a pandemic going on so your friend could be wary of that. How about seeing if they're up for some online games you own or up for a meet up of some sort? Anything is better than nothing.

Just another Monday complaint. Weekends feel like they're going by way too fast. Had fun at least though. Just not looking forward to going to work since it's been a little more stressful lately.
Yeah I def feel that. With work and school my days off are random and not together. So by the time I do get to one of those free days I have so much stuff that I need and want to do and or take care of that I never find enough time and before I know it, it's already time to get ready for the next day. It's especially annoying the closer we get to Fall as it gets dark around 5-7PM. I hate that. But on the bright side, at least you had some fun!

@xara and @GuerreraD Yeah I don't normally deal with depression all that much. It comes and goes, but during this winter I got it pretty bad. I am sure it was just seasonal depression, but it sucked. It was probably due to the fact that winter is always bleak but the pandemic being in full swing meant that I really couldn't see friends and family and it was just work home sleep on repeat because I live where it is brutally cold so there's not much you can really do outdoors. It didn't help that I had a family member with dementia living with me at the time and literally no one offered any assistance so that made me even feel more alone.

Not saying anything about that. Just that I know how it can feel and it sucks. I'm really sorry that both of you are dealing and or have had to deal with it. Some things that helped me during that time was having bright lights, eating healthier, and getting back into my exercise routine. I'm not saying these are meant for you, just that they helped me during that trying time. They weren't a cure all and happy moments were fleeting, but it was better to have a little bit of that than none of it.

And yeah talking things either in person or online can help a lot. It didn't help me any to just keep to myself and have everything bottled up. So feel free to hit me up if you need someone to talk to.
 
I just got done with a full day of helping my family move things, and I finally get time to myself and break down sobbing. I missed my medicine last night, but I also really just miss my mom, and my dad probably doesn't have much time left. It's only six days until my mom's birthday and she won't even be here to live it. Life has always been a bit tough for me, but this really just kills my mood. 😭
 
I just got done with a full day of helping my family move things, and I finally get time to myself and break down sobbing. I missed my medicine last night, but I also really just miss my mom, and my dad probably doesn't have much time left. It's only six days until my mom's birthday and she won't even be here to live it. Life has always been a bit tough for me, but this really just kills my mood. 😭

I can't even imagine how painful it feels to lose a parent, let alone the possibility of losing another... I'm really sorry you've had to go through so much stress and hurt. I will be praying for you and hoping the future brightens up. I know it's difficult with everything going on in the world right now too, but hang in there!
 
I can't even imagine how painful it feels to lose a parent, let alone the possibility of losing another... I'm really sorry you've had to go through so much stress and hurt. I will be praying for you and hoping the future brightens up. I know it's difficult with everything going on in the world right now too, but hang in there!

Thank you, DDF. I really appreciate it, especially coming from you. I've already stopped crying and am slowly starting to feel better. I talked to someone else about it and it helped. I guess that's just grief for you, ya know? It comes and goes in waves, and only lessens with time, but never completely goes away. I think just the physical toll of moving things today didn't help. I'm feeling better already. :)
 
school hasn’t even been in for a month yet and already i’m ready to fling myself off the balcony. i’m so overwhelmed. i’ve spent all day working on stuff for school and now i just,, have nothing left. i’m so drained and irritable and i have an 8:30am class tomorrow. then i have night school at 6. i just. how do people do this? how do people go to school/work and still have the energy to do the things at home that need done and things that they want to do? how do they have the energy to take care of themselves or talk to their friends? i’m so depleted, and the fact that i have to do this **** again tomorrow and the day after that and the day after that for the rest of my life??

my depression has the ****ing worst timing. it’s nowhere to be found when i have nothing to do, but as soon as i’m back in school? BOOM. i hate this. i have **** to do and it’s not letting me. it physically and mentally is not letting me.

i’m really not cut out for the whole ‘living’ thing. this is awful lol.
 
Trying hard not to be sad
running out of video games is very bad!
i don't even have a friend to talk to outside the forum 😢
my only fun is watching soap operas now.
 
I'm sure it was just bad timing! I don't really know the context of the post, but sometimes when I ask some of my online buddies if they want to play some Smash, Splatoon, AC, or whatever they have other things going on. It does suck when you're in the mood for it and it seems like no one is there.
I did end up getting a few people to join so far (yay!), I was just being impatient and hoping I would get comments within a few hours. hopefully more people join!



I was woken up at 2:30 this morning by my dog who had to go potty (I took him out at 5pm and 9pm and he wouldn't go), so I reluctantly got up and did that. problem is when we came back in this kitten went into playtime/hyperactive mode and she ended up keeping me awake for the next 2 hours. I ended up having to trap her under my blanket to make her calm down.

now it's almost 9am and she's in hyperactive mode yet again lol. I feel like I'm getting a headache from being so tired 🤦
 
my grandmother passed away this morning. it was likely a stroke. i... have no idea how to respond to this.
 
my grandmother passed away this morning. it was likely a stroke. i... have no idea how to respond to this.
Ohhh, xara, I am soo deeply sorry to hear this. It sounds like it was unexpected, is that right? All loss is hard, but unexpected loss is definitely the worse. Pleaseee feel free to DM me. I'm here for you and I want you to know that you are not alone. ❤
 
my grandmother passed away this morning. it was likely a stroke. i... have no idea how to respond to this.
I’m so sorry to hear this. That must have been very hard to wake up to. I’m here to listen if you need someone to listen. :(
 
Panting old people/kids on the train who obviously don't keep their distance. Go pant on someone else and stop spreading your 'rona.
 
Ohhh, xara, I am soo deeply sorry to hear this. It sounds like it was unexpected, is that right? All loss is hard, but unexpected loss is definitely the worse. Pleaseee feel free to DM me. I'm here for you and I want you to know that you are not alone. ❤

yeah, this was extremely unexpected. she’s had a lot of health issues for a long time, such as pancreatic cancer and 2 aneurysms, but i thought that she would at least have a few more years. thank you very much for responding, though; it means a lot. 💜

I’m so sorry to hear this. That must have been very hard to wake up to. I’m here to listen if you need someone to listen. :(

yeah, definitely not a great thing to wake up to hah. thank you so much. 💜
 
I'm really annoyed with FedEx right now. I ordered a custom gift off Etsy for my boyfriend's birthday. It arrived in the nearby city last Tuesday. They attempted to make a delivery later that day but didn't leave the package so it went back on the truck to the city. Upon checking the tracking it said something like "incorrect address" which is impossible as the sender definitely had the proper address as I've shipped stuff to the same address from Etsy before. I requested a "hold at facility" so I can pickup the package myself after work as I pass through the city.

It's now nearly been a week and nothing has happened it's still stuck in limbo in the city and the tracking only sates "delivery date pending check back later" and "your package is not available for pickup yet." My boyfriend's birthday was last Saturday so rip. I'm just lucky he's being such a good sport about it. Still no clue when I'll get the thing though.
 
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