What's Bothering You?

I just now got some cream for my canker sore. I had some already, but it was only for cold sores which are located on the outside of your mouth. Luckily, I was able to find some at the store for canker sores (basically cold sores on the inside of your mouth.) Now for the healing time, which is typically five days. 😞

I got the cream this afternoon but just now posting this.
 
Just got contacted that part of the merch I ordered back in August was discontinued and they couldn't get it for me. ;-; At least I can still get the rest of my order and I'll get a refund for the discontinued portion, but aghhh I really wanted that stuff too...
 
When people can tell you obviously didn't mean to upset/hurt them but they still demand some sort of apology because they can or want to feel good. Like I'm sorry but that was definitely NOT meant to hurt you and I was just shock/surprise laughing reaction to that thing cause I know you were determined to find certain stuff and you took the wrong language on it...
 
Okay, EchoNyx's right... that coffee didn't help.

Designing your island is exhausting, especially if you can't find the specific designs you want on the Internet. I need a break.
 
I hate that I have to drop one of my college classes. I just can't handle the workload. Being physically and mentally exhausted all the time isn't worth unnecessary extra credits. I'll have to make up for this later, but it's for the best.
 
I'm procrastinating because I'm depressed. I'm depressed because the person closest to me is suffering with mysterious health issues that have left them unable to work for 2+ months, and now I've learned that a family member has suffered a stroke.
 
spent around £35 on stickers since i just picked up journalling again, and it's only made me feel worse. i don't know what it is... guilt? regret? i'm not a big spender, and i guess it just feels like a waste of money? i don't exactly need the stickers. they serve no real purpose. i keep trying to tell myself that it's not a waste because i wanted them and because they'll make my journal look cute etc. but no "excuse" is making me feel any better about it. idk, i guess i just wish i could buy myself things without feeling guilty about it.
 
My choir director may let me wear a suit when it comes to costuming. Only problem is my mom freaked out and got very mad when i told her and had to make up an excuse so I didn't get kicked out or in serious trouble just for feeling comfortable and being who I am. Now i'm just freaking out constantly.
 
spent around £35 on stickers since i just picked up journalling again, and it's only made me feel worse. i don't know what it is... guilt? regret? i'm not a big spender, and i guess it just feels like a waste of money? i don't exactly need the stickers. they serve no real purpose. i keep trying to tell myself that it's not a waste because i wanted them and because they'll make my journal look cute etc. but no "excuse" is making me feel any better about it. idk, i guess i just wish i could buy myself things without feeling guilty about it.
I'm the same way with stuff like that. My current one is plushies. I feel bad spending money on plushies, then I think, "Well, I really wanted it, so it's fine." But then I'm feel bad about it. I know what you mean, it can really ruin something that was supposed to be enjoyable. Then if you don't get it, it just eats you up about how much you really want to get it. 😪
 
I'm the same way with stuff like that. My current one is plushies. I feel bad spending money on plushies, then I think, "Well, I really wanted it, so it's fine." But then I'm feel bad about it. I know what you mean, it can really ruin something that was supposed to be enjoyable. Then if you don't get it, it just eats you up about how much you really want to get it. 😪

yeah, it's such a double-edged sword. i sat there with it in my cart for ages feeling bad if i bought it, because it seemed like a waste of money, and feeling bad if i didn't, because i really wanted it. i don't know why it's such a problem for me. my sister spends a lot of her money as soon as she gets it, primarily on squishmallows, and seems completely unfazed. i don't know if it's because saving has been so ingrained in me? and therefore anything that isn't necessary (i.e. food, rent, bills) feels like a waste of money. it probably doesn't help that i spent another £40 earlier in the day (£20 on myself, £20 on birthday gifts for my girlfriend.) although i don't feel bad about that, weirdly enough. it's such an awful feeling though. watching my bank balance fall, even if it's not by a significant amount since i still have plenty saved, makes me feel so... dirty, i guess.
 
The clueless delivery man who delivered my four bottles of coke zero left the bottles right AGAINST the gate, such that when I opened it to retrieve them, guess what? They fell over, with one bottle rolling across the filthy floor! Genius move by the guy with ZERO common sense! Left a one star review for him.
 
Waiting for my Covid test results to come through so I can go back to work and earn money again
 
I'm really hoping my flights won't be canceled due to covid in a couple weeks time 😫 I've been looking forward to visiting home for months now, it's the only thing I am looking forward to in the near future lol
 
I must have the words invisible stamped across my forehead lately as it seems that whenever I make contact with anyone online I'm met with a wall of silence yet they all continue to post on their social media pages. 🤷🏼‍♀️
 
Now for another round of “Is it Covid, the cold or allergies?” Only this time the participant is me. I haven’t left the house in weeks due to my responsibility of babysitting the children in my family. Therefore, I doubt that it’s Covid. Plus I’m vaccinated.

Perhaps it’s the same viral infection that my niece had a week ago. She’s clear now, btw. Could I have gotten it even though we both wore masks, she self-isolated (to prevent the baby from getting sick), and I sanitized whenever possible?
 
Still have my canker sore but it’s getting smaller after about a day and a half of using that cream. It’s just annoying because it’s on the bottom lip part of my mouth. I’m super glad it’s on the bottom though because if it wasn’t, I’d probably be having a panic attack thinking it had to do with my upper implants, which I’ve been very careful with since getting them.
 
Am I the only one who doesn't like getting like revised/updated copies of books that were obviously a product of its time?
 
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