What's Bothering You?

[xSuperMario64x]

my anxiety is so bad rn, I can't sit still or get comfortable at all and I've been on edge literally all day. might get out my beanbag since sitting (or nesting) in it does make me feel better but ugh, it's so big and such a hassle

also bc of anxiety I took forever to start my drawing today and now it's like 8pm and im not even done with the sketch might have to finish it tomorrow.

 

[Orius]

my anxiety is so bad rn, I can't sit still or get comfortable at all and I've been on edge literally all day. might get out my beanbag since sitting (or nesting) in it does make me feel better but ugh, it's so big and such a hassle

also bc of anxiety I took forever to start my drawing today and now it's like 8pm and im not even done with the sketch might have to finish it tomorrow.

Sorry to hear. Yeah, anxiety is a pain to maintain everyday. Definitely a struggle I know the feeling of. The forum discussions do help to distract me from what a nervous wreck I am, but only so much, heh.

 

[moo_nieu]

Not much is really bothering me today. It is hard to be patient though. I have to wait to work on other parts of this project of mine when the epoxy is setting and drying. Usually can only do one spot a day and do the next the following day. But dang I just want to do it all right now lol. I don't like all this waiting.


Not that it is much consolation, but I am sure what they stole is not going to break the store. Thieves suck though. Like I get it if you need to steal food or something essential, but most people just do it because they think they can get away with it.

I used to get someone stealing from my side business. Don't want to get into too much detail but they would leave a dollar and a F-you note all the time. So I set up cameras to catch them since it happened so much and scared them straight. Jerk had a corvette and everything. Hate people like that. Acted all mighty until she was on the spot and almost peed herself. I got the $500 she stole from me though and never saw her again.

@moo_nieu Sorry about what you are going through. I think it's taking a lot of time to resolve things with the different businesses due to covid and most places being understaffed now. I had to help one of my family members get things settled for when they retired and some stuff still isn't processed despite numerous meetings and phonecalls. I legit had someone on the phone who I spent an hour an half to get things settled and they still screwed up their address and everything. How it managed to get to them via mail is beyond me. So that hour and half is wasted. I have to call them again just to get that all settled. It's literally because they can't find the people to do that job anymore and probably are just throwing whoever in to fill the vacant spot.

Still what you are going through sucks. I don't really know the entire situation, but could like maybe some kind of dehumidifier/fan combo help out in anyway? Or keeping some of the windows open to help get some fresh air in? You probably already tried that. But I figured I would suggest it regardless. It really is annoying when things just seem to be taking two steps back and not forward. I feel that with helping this family member retire lol. They're going to be without any means of income for months after retirement because they're so understaffed and so far behind.

I do hope things lessen! If you need someone to listen, you can always PM me.

its just the owner and shes in a different state and also busy, but shes still gotta do her duties as landlord. we have bought two air purifiers to help the air and we always have the doors open venting throughout the day. thankfully she is letting us leave at the end of this month so no worries :3 if were accepted into the place we applied for we can move in 10/15

 

[a potato]

All this uncertainty is getting pretty stressful. I just want to move on already.
I’m really excited that Kingdom Hearts is finally coming to Switch, but I’m disappointed it’s only coming as cloud versions. I don’t know if my Internet can keep up and I don’t have any other system that can play the games.

 

[_Rainy_]

I’ve felt okish all day now I have to feel nauseous and my nose feels so dry it hurts. Tempted to take Benadryl because I don’t think I’ll sleep very well otherwise.

 

[Croconaw]

I just now got some cream for my canker sore. I had some already, but it was only for cold sores which are located on the outside of your mouth. Luckily, I was able to find some at the store for canker sores (basically cold sores on the inside of your mouth.) Now for the healing time, which is typically five days.

I got the cream this afternoon but just now posting this.

 

[.: Meri :.]

Just got contacted that part of the merch I ordered back in August was discontinued and they couldn't get it for me. ;-; At least I can still get the rest of my order and I'll get a refund for the discontinued portion, but aghhh I really wanted that stuff too...

 

[xSuperMario64x]

wish drawing didn't take so long and so much energy ;;

 

[Alienfish]

When people can tell you obviously didn't mean to upset/hurt them but they still demand some sort of apology because they can or want to feel good. Like I'm sorry but that was definitely NOT meant to hurt you and I was just shock/surprise laughing reaction to that thing cause I know you were determined to find certain stuff and you took the wrong language on it...

 

[Orius]

Okay, EchoNyx's right... that coffee didn't help.

Designing your island is exhausting, especially if you can't find the specific designs you want on the Internet. I need a break.

 

[Neb]

I hate that I have to drop one of my college classes. I just can't handle the workload. Being physically and mentally exhausted all the time isn't worth unnecessary extra credits. I'll have to make up for this later, but it's for the best.

 

[piske]

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[Plume]

I'm procrastinating because I'm depressed. I'm depressed because the person closest to me is suffering with mysterious health issues that have left them unable to work for 2+ months, and now I've learned that a family member has suffered a stroke.

 

[daringred_]

spent around £35 on stickers since i just picked up journalling again, and it's only made me feel worse. i don't know what it is... guilt? regret? i'm not a big spender, and i guess it just feels like a waste of money? i don't exactly need the stickers. they serve no real purpose. i keep trying to tell myself that it's not a waste because i wanted them and because they'll make my journal look cute etc. but no "excuse" is making me feel any better about it. idk, i guess i just wish i could buy myself things without feeling guilty about it.

 

[DinosaurDumpster]

My choir director may let me wear a suit when it comes to costuming. Only problem is my mom freaked out and got very mad when i told her and had to make up an excuse so I didn't get kicked out or in serious trouble just for feeling comfortable and being who I am. Now i'm just freaking out constantly.

 

[Foreverfox]

spent around £35 on stickers since i just picked up journalling again, and it's only made me feel worse. i don't know what it is... guilt? regret? i'm not a big spender, and i guess it just feels like a waste of money? i don't exactly need the stickers. they serve no real purpose. i keep trying to tell myself that it's not a waste because i wanted them and because they'll make my journal look cute etc. but no "excuse" is making me feel any better about it. idk, i guess i just wish i could buy myself things without feeling guilty about it.

I'm the same way with stuff like that. My current one is plushies. I feel bad spending money on plushies, then I think, "Well, I really wanted it, so it's fine." But then I'm feel bad about it. I know what you mean, it can really ruin something that was supposed to be enjoyable. Then if you don't get it, it just eats you up about how much you really want to get it.

 

[daringred_]

I'm the same way with stuff like that. My current one is plushies. I feel bad spending money on plushies, then I think, "Well, I really wanted it, so it's fine." But then I'm feel bad about it. I know what you mean, it can really ruin something that was supposed to be enjoyable. Then if you don't get it, it just eats you up about how much you really want to get it.

yeah, it's such a double-edged sword. i sat there with it in my cart for ages feeling bad if i bought it, because it seemed like a waste of money, and feeling bad if i didn't, because i really wanted it. i don't know why it's such a problem for me. my sister spends a lot of her money as soon as she gets it, primarily on squishmallows, and seems completely unfazed. i don't know if it's because saving has been so ingrained in me? and therefore anything that isn't necessary (i.e. food, rent, bills) feels like a waste of money. it probably doesn't help that i spent another £40 earlier in the day (£20 on myself, £20 on birthday gifts for my girlfriend.) although i don't feel bad about that, weirdly enough. it's such an awful feeling though. watching my bank balance fall, even if it's not by a significant amount since i still have plenty saved, makes me feel so... dirty, i guess.

 

[Orius]

The clueless delivery man who delivered my four bottles of coke zero left the bottles right AGAINST the gate, such that when I opened it to retrieve them, guess what? They fell over, with one bottle rolling across the filthy floor! Genius move by the guy with ZERO common sense! Left a one star review for him.

 

[_Rainy_]

Waiting for my Covid test results to come through so I can go back to work and earn money again

 

[ali.di.magix]

I'm really hoping my flights won't be canceled due to covid in a couple weeks time I've been looking forward to visiting home for months now, it's the only thing I am looking forward to in the near future lol