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It would be super great if I could stop feeling lousy about being gay :’) I’ll be totally fine for a while and then just have an off night and it sucks. I’m so tired.
 
my dad keeps ringing me and asking me if I've developed any side effects from the COVID vaccine. He gets so hyped up over these things that get hyped by the media; he falls into their ssensationalist traps so easy. Chill tf out, the chances of developing serious side effects are miniscule I'm not gonna die smh 🙄
 
This level in sumikkogurashi puzzling friends it's lowkey impossible especially with those things that can make you lose AND you hardly get block of the correct color ARGH.
 
My "new" dog can be a jerk
Hes 6 months old and we've had him for 4 weeks today.

I tried to train him just now to hug.
He decided to bite my arms instead

I tried to teach him to be picked up.
He bit at my face instead.

I know he's a puppy/teen
But he can be a right jerk XD

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So I ordered something from eBay and the seller had extremely quick shipping time, and got it out immediately in the morning yesterday. I was kind of worried because it was Saturday and the weekend. I was hoping it would come before I leave my current location at the very end of October. It seems like that will be the case (it should show up before then). It was worrying me but now I’m less worried considering it’s out now and in transit. Huge props to the seller for the quick shipping time.
 
i have writer's block, and i want to scream.
I hate when that happens. Makes me always feel like that Spongebob episode where he spends a whole night just writing 'The'. I find when I have a block, it's just better to leave it as it is since whenever I try to force myself to write it never amounts to anything or the material I have written normally has to be scrapped or reworked.

@Moritz
He's still young and not even a full year yet. It will defintely take a while for him to get used to you and his new place. Do you know where he was during his previous time? How he lived during that time can also play a factor. I am not a huge dog or pet expert, or one at all, but those are the things that came to mind right away.

@Croconaw Well the good news is it will be to your place soon! I've had a lot of bad experiences with shipping from different places. Heck FedEx is horrible. They lost the package back in June or July that I was waiting on. It's really convenient that they lost that during a heat wave and that it was a nice fan for someone. It's a huge package so it's not like it can easily go missing and I have heard a lot of stories of the PS5 and Xbox Series going missing when being shipped via FedEx.

Avoid dealing with anyone who does FedEx. I've had to call the vendors using them throughout this year to get a refund after all packages got stuck in purgatory. It's only going to get worst now that they are extremely understaffed, don't care about your packages, and the holidays coming around.

@ali.di.magix You are essentially putting a part of it in your body though. So you could end up feeling nothing the next day or end up sleeping the day away due to how fatigued and sick you feel. I know someone on a discord server I am part of mentioned that their feet felt they had walked on glass after the shot. Not sure if they were exaggerating or not, but it can happen.

It wouldn't be a bad idea to plan the day after your shot (if you need more) to be the least busiest as possible because you never know how you will feel the day after.

I feel like my art always turns out bad and that ixma disgrace to all the other artists
As long as you like what you are doing, that's all that matters. And you have a lot of passion there, so just keep at it. You will always be your hardest critic. But if you want to improve, that is fine. Just don't do it because you feel forced to because of others. You should do it because it's something you want. And if it's something you want, we will root for you and if you are happy that is fine to. You are fine the way you are.
 
He's still young and not even a full year yet. It will defintely take a while for him to get used to you and his new place. Do you know where he was during his previous time? How he lived during that time can also play a factor. I am not a huge dog or pet expert, or one at all, but those are the things that came to mind right away.
I've met his previous family and they seemed to love him and take care of him very well.
I think they encouraged bad habits though as he was tiny so what's a small nip and all.
He had a 4 year old I saw him playing rough with when I met him.

But I know nothing of his linage
For all I know he's from a puppy mill.
No clue what to expect from size or temperament.

Hes a jerk. But he's my jerk
 
@TheDuke55 Ebay sellers almost always ship via USPS, or the post office equivalent outside of the US. I’ve only had good experiences with them.

Funny thing, one of my packages were lost via Lasership. I looked it up because I never heard of it. It wasn’t an Ebay seller though. It was from a website. Lasership is honestly terrible. Explains why I never heard of it.
 
I am so sick and tired of my family members always trying to accuse me of something I didn't do. The moment I try to stand up for myself they are always like "Hey don't speak to me that way mister, or else you be punished" its when they ask me to do something that I don't want to do or when they are very serious with me and ask me if I ever done something I wrong. I try to defend myself and then I get a lashing from my family saying "Don't say things like that or else we will beat you" This is one of the reason why I became a people pleaser because I always have to bottle up my emotions and feelings and act like I'm supposed to be happy around them despite the fact that they are hurting me inside. I don't know what I did to deserve this type of abuse, but it makes me feel depressed, worthless, and it just makes me wish I was never around with my family. They hate me so much and I know they try to act like they love me but they really don't. They don't seem to care about my mental well being whatsoever. Whenever I ask for help all I ever get is the typical "It will get better" advice and it does nothing to help me.
 
I absolutely love the birthday art you did for me 😍 So special, personal and thoughtful 🥺

Please be kinder to yourself and believe your friends on here. We all think you are fab 💜
Woah, now hold up. Your art is great, and I see improvements with every piece you do! I LOVE my Koalafox, it's so freaking cute! And your avatar is wonderful! You love art - keep at it. You have lots of friends who love your art and storytelling behind each piece! You are not a disgrace to anybody. 💖
Thanks, but I still feel like an outcast. Everyone else can draw humans perfectly, yet my art look like it was done in 5 minutes. I might I as well just stop drawing at all. I really want to become an author, but I'm never going to achieve that because my art is so bad. So I'll probably just leave after shrouded in mystery is finished and sell all my collectibles to someone else since I can't even be here with my terrible art
 
Thanks, but I still feel like an outcast. Everyone else can draw humans perfectly, yet my art look like it was done in 5 minutes. I might I as well just stop drawing at all. I really want to become an author, but I'm never going to achieve that because my art is so bad. So I'll probably just leave after shrouded in mystery is finished and sell all my collectibles to someone else since I can't even be here with my terrible art
Everyone can’t draw humans perfectly. That is a skill that takes time. Yes there are amazing artists on here. You know I am not an artist but everyone has different talents. You are an important part of the forum with many friends. Please stop being so hard on yourself 💜
 
Thanks, but I still feel like an outcast. Everyone else can draw humans perfectly, yet my art look like it was done in 5 minutes. I might I as well just stop drawing at all. I really want to become an author, but I'm never going to achieve that because my art is so bad. So I'll probably just leave after shrouded in mystery is finished and sell all my collectibles to someone else since I can't even be here with my terrible art
Your art doesn't look like 5 minute art at all! I can tell you put a lot of thought into the placement of each piece! There are PLENTY of authors who need artists to draw their illustrations, because most people aren't both great writers and great artists. And art is not a requirement to be here, silly!
 
These rich skanks have NO idea how to treat the college housekeeping faculty. I come into the library, and there's all this sticky goo covering the door handle, window, and the carpet. Like, what the absolute ****? Are you ****ing ****tin' me? At least clean it up? What the absolute ****...

I chose the wrong ****ing college. Too much debt, and almost all these students are ****ing clicky and do NOT know how to treat faculty members with respect... from what I've seen. And, they're a bunch of ****ing scaredy-cats. Rich pricks.
 
:( dude. i know when you’re insecure about something, it feels like everyone is better at that something than you are, but that really isn’t true. every single artist that you’re comparing yourself to was once exactly where you are right now — feeling defeated because they thought that their art wasn’t good enough. but it was, and yours is as well.

picasso didn’t become picasso overnight, nor was the mona lisa painted in one sitting — art takes time and lots and lots of practice. your art is genuinely really nice, though, and i can tell you put a lot of time and effort into the things that you create, which already makes you a great artist in my eyes.

i know it’s hard, but we’re all rooting for you and i know that you’ll one day be where you want to be in life. you’re king koopa for a reason, my friend. hang in there. 💜
 
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i got punished for something my brother did andd i got my phone taken away for it.. make it make sense??
 
My sister hurt my feelings and really crossed a line when she brought up my past and I was so upset with her. Later that day she just says "Oh well I always get angry and say things that I don't really mean" but I am not having any of this nonsense. My sister is toxic and likes to brush anything wrong she does and then acts like its not a big deal.
 
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