What's Bothering You?

These rich skanks have NO idea how to treat the college housekeeping faculty. I come into the library, and there's all this sticky goo covering the door handle, window, and the carpet. Like, what the absolute ****? Are you ****ing ****tin' me? At least clean it up? What the absolute ****...

I chose the wrong ****ing college. Too much debt, and almost all these students are ****ing clicky and do NOT know how to treat faculty members with respect... from what I've seen. And, they're a bunch of ****ing scaredy-cats. Rich pricks.
 
Thanks, but I still feel like an outcast. Everyone else can draw humans perfectly, yet my art look like it was done in 5 minutes. I might I as well just stop drawing at all. I really want to become an author, but I'm never going to achieve that because my art is so bad. So I'll probably just leave after shrouded in mystery is finished and sell all my collectibles to someone else since I can't even be here with my terrible art

:( dude. i know when you’re insecure about something, it feels like everyone is better at that something than you are, but that really isn’t true. every single artist that you’re comparing yourself to was once exactly where you are right now — feeling defeated because they thought that their art wasn’t good enough. but it was, and yours is as well.

picasso didn’t become picasso overnight, nor was the mona lisa painted in one sitting — art takes time and lots and lots of practice. your art is genuinely really nice, though, and i can tell you put a lot of time and effort into the things that you create, which already makes you a great artist in my eyes.

i know it’s hard, but we’re all rooting for you and i know that you’ll one day be where you want to be in life. you’re king koopa for a reason, my friend. hang in there. 💜
 
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i got punished for something my brother did andd i got my phone taken away for it.. make it make sense??
 
My sister hurt my feelings and really crossed a line when she brought up my past and I was so upset with her. Later that day she just says "Oh well I always get angry and say things that I don't really mean" but I am not having any of this nonsense. My sister is toxic and likes to brush anything wrong she does and then acts like its not a big deal.
 
These rich skanks have NO idea how to treat the college housekeeping faculty. I come into the library, and there's all this sticky goo covering the door handle, window, and the carpet. Like, what the absolute ****? Are you ****ing ****tin' me? At least clean it up? What the absolute ****...

I chose the wrong ****ing college. Too much debt, and almost all these students are ****ing clicky and do NOT know how to treat faculty members with respect... from what I've seen. And, they're a bunch of ****ing scaredy-cats. Rich pricks.
College isn't designed to be affordable anymore. Something about the loan rates. Within the past 10 years they changed something.
 
I'm tired of trying to convince people to get the vaccine, or hearing about people who don't want it. My flatmates won't get it. My mum, dad and brother won't get it. This virus is going nowhere. We're not going to contain this outbreak with lockdowns. The elimination approach has gone out the window. It's only a matter of time before the whole of NZ has cases. Just get it done ffs.

on another note, I hate this whole North Island vs South Island thing. Some south islanders want to separate the country and keep north islanders out since that's where the cases are. It makes me upset if that ever happens because I literally won't be able to see my friends or family for ages. Some of us didn't move to the north island by choice, I only moved here for my job otherwise I'd still be in the south 😭 I feel like it's just making the country more divided than it already is
 
frustrated with myself for being too scared/anxious to go to the doctor. my depression/anxiety are never going to get better (which i don't think they ever will anyway, frankly) unless i go, but i ironically can't/won't go because of them. might as well just say peace out and have done with it at this point.
 
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Thanks, but I still feel like an outcast. Everyone else can draw humans perfectly, yet my art look like it was done in 5 minutes. I might I as well just stop drawing at all. I really want to become an author, but I'm never going to achieve that because my art is so bad. So I'll probably just leave after shrouded in mystery is finished and sell all my collectibles to someone else since I can't even be here with my terrible art
Everyone starts out somewhere. I used to be pretty bad at drawing, and I would upload it to a website domain that I'm pretty sure no longer exists, and I had a couple mean comments about my stuff. But you know what, I kept at it, and now I like to think I am good at it.
I love to share this image of bob ross, it's very true:
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You should do art because you enjoy it! You will improve along the way, just keep at it. And you know what, Bob Ross was famous for his landscape paintings, not for drawing humans. Painting people was not his specialty, and it showed, but it didn't matter, because he was all about the landscapes. You do not have to draw people if you don't want, you're still an artist all the same. Every artist has their thing, their niche, and it's not always realistic portraits.
Also, TBT is an Animal Crossing forum, not an art forum. Though that should not discourage you from sharing your art in the Museum section :) Just keep at it!
 
I forgot to take my endometriosis medication for one night so I took it right when I woke up but it was already too late, my uterus has been unleashed. Even just a 10 hour delay on my meds and my monster uterus tries to come back to life and aches so badly. My uterus needs to be ripped out and thrown into the garbage. I imagine a doctor throwing it into the trash like a basketball.
 
... Was feeling good today, but just now, my mood fluctuated. At least I can identity the cause of it. I was running an errand, buying pet food at Walmart, and some of the stuff there were just so expensive. This is Walmart, for crying out loud. But, that's what started my depressed state. Then, just thinking about how I'm attending this filthy rich college, and how I don't like it here. I know college is expensive in general, but just to give you an idea: almost all the damn cars here in the parking lot are brand spankin' new, with Mercades and even a ****ing Alta. And, earlier in class, I was talking with a classmate of mine about the upcoming Fall Break -- asking if he's going home for it, whatever. I say that I live in Oklahoma (out of state from here), and that I don't have a car. Maybe he was just joking, because he seems like a nice guy and all, but he said: "Just buy one." I didn't think too much of it at the time, but maybe that's the general consensus of the students here: just go and buy stuff.

... I was calculating some stuff yesterday, and if I did it correctly, I will be dead broke after paying off this semester's bill. I mean hitting the zero on my bank statement, man. These folks have it easy.
 
So coming back from work last night after catching the bus (my dad was at work and I worked later than usual), there was something weird. There was a clear garbage bag filled with used clothes centered in the driveway leading up to my apartment. My first thought was that it was placed as a distraction for predators to get young females, unsuspecting people, or people who don’t know what to do in that situation. My first thought was to ignore it completely. I didn’t run. Instead, I pretended it wasn’t there. Running draws attention and signals fear, so I ignored it and pretended it didn’t exist. Good decision and I may have avoided some horrible situation. For context, it was 11:30PM at night.
 
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i really want Chief but nobody responding on nookazon despite being ONLINE argh
 
Tired of people using a full team of legendaries online for Pokemon Sword matches. People who know what they are doing too competitively which makes it all the harder to win. Normally I hate when people disconnect on me, but I do it to these people because I'm tired of their crap. Just going to start turning down these battles going forward if I see their team is legendaries.
 
Feeling a bit insecure about something simple and small that I want to do.

Something upset me earlier but I think I will be able to work through it after talking to a few people about it. I wish the same was possible with something else but the best I can do is try my best to not make myself feel any worse than it already has.

Still honestly salty about streamily and their terms. People make mistakes just as their systems did when they didn’t get my emails, so as long as we email them before the prints are sent to the VAs, we should be allowed one edit to our special instructions. I guess I can always get another print from both vas and have them do what i wanted on the duo limited one but won’t be the same :/. still embarrassed about what happened too.

Still have no energy to draw or do anything really.
 
the one time i leave school for a few days, i have testing in all of my classes. plus my teachers put in grades as missing for assignments i couldn't even do while i was out so that's really annoying since they aren't even allowed to do that :/
also im really nervous that im gonna fail this dance test i have, it looks trash when i see myself dancing it in the mirror
 
want to buy brain training for the switch, but i'm having that "it's a waste of money" issue again, so now it's just sitting in my basket
 
Whenever I get close to someone romantically I become extremely depressed when they’re sad. It’s like my brain wants to feel more pain than them. Even with my (usually) effective meds I still struggle. Feeling empathy is a good thing, but this is just unhealthy.
 
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