What's Bothering You?

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler: sick kitty

my gray kitty was brought to the vet and she has anywhere from 2 weeks to 6 months to live. she had double kidney failure . my poor baby. i am so sad. I don’t want to lose her. no infection this time and her heart is fine; she did lose some weight though

 

[VanitasFan26]

Ugh my car's battery died when going shopping. I was stranded for like 30 minutes and then someone in a pickup truck was kind enough to let me use his charging cables to jump start the battery using his truck. I don't know why but the Car Batter has been giving me so much trouble lately. I drive it around and it does run good, but the moment I cut the car off and try to start it again it won't start. This situation has been driving me crazy!

 

[Orius]

Spoiler: sick kitty

my gray kitty was brought to the vet and she has anywhere from 2 weeks to 6 months to live. she had double kidney failure . my poor baby. i am so sad. I don’t want to lose her. no infection this time and her heart is fine; she did lose some weight though

Oh no. I'm really sorry to hear that. I love cats, and it's just a shame, especially a young kitty like that. Sending good vibes. I hope she makes it out better. It's tough in situations like this, but the best you could do is just appreciate the time you have together.

 

[Dunquixote]

Oh no. I'm really sorry to hear that. I love cats, and it's just a shame, especially a young kitty like that. Sending good vibes. I hope she makes it out better. It's tough in situations like this, but the best you could do is just appreciate the time you have together.

thank you so much. i appreciate it . she is actually not young; she is 19. you’re right! i am doing my best. i just didn’t think i’d lose her anytime soon even as old as she is. :/ I thought she was still doing pretty well.

 

[oak]

Spoiler: sick kitty

my gray kitty was brought to the vet and she has anywhere from 2 weeks to 6 months to live. she had double kidney failure . my poor baby. i am so sad. I don’t want to lose her. no infection this time and her heart is fine; she did lose some weight though

No matter what happens, you provided an amazing life for her and that's all you can do for your pet! She's lucky to have you as an owner Dun. I hope you guys still have a few months together.

 

[Dunquixote]

No matter what happens, you provided an amazing life for her and that's all you can do for your pet! She's lucky to have you as an owner Dun. I hope you guys still have a few months together.

Thanks so much, Oak! I appreciate it so much. You’re right, though I can’t help but think I failed her and that I didn’t give her enough love. :/

 

[Xara]

Spoiler: sick kitty

my gray kitty was brought to the vet and she has anywhere from 2 weeks to 6 months to live. she had double kidney failure . my poor baby. i am so sad. I don’t want to lose her. no infection this time and her heart is fine; she did lose some weight though

oh dun, i am so so sorry. i know there’s nothing i can say or do that can make this better, but you both are in my thoughts always, and my pms are always open if you ever need me.

your feelings of thinking that you didn’t do enough for her are valid, and i know how awful those feelings are as i feel the same way with my kitty. but they’re just feelings, and not fact at all — you’ve loved her with all that you can, and you continue to love her, and you’ve done the best you can for her. i mean, the fact that she’s made it to 19 years old is proof that you’re an incredible owner. she really is very lucky to have you.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

it's not even 7pm yet and I'm already so tired

also I know I should eat cause I don't like to eat after about 8pm but I'm not really hungry at all. I know if I don't eat soon however I prob will be hungry by the time I go to bed

 

[jiny]

today is one of the few days i have off of work and i wanted to spend it by going to the homecoming fb game and my parents keep making excuses not to take me :/ now they said they’ll take me whenever they get home and now they’re home and they’re taking their sweet time. i hate how everytime i wanna go out w friends they conveniently find ways not to take me they complain that i “use” them to take me places but like i literally can’t drive..???

 

[Dunquixote]

oh dun, i am so so sorry. i know there’s nothing i can say or do that can make this better, but you both are in my thoughts always, and my pms are always open if you ever need me.

your feelings of thinking that you didn’t do enough for her are valid, and i know how awful those feelings are as i feel the same way with my kitty. but they’re just feelings, and not fact at all — you’ve loved her with all that you can, and you continue to love her, and you’ve done the best you can for her. i mean, the fact that she’s made it to 19 years old is proof that you’re an incredible owner. she really is very lucky to have you.

thanks so much xara . I hope your kitty can be helped and hoping you’re doing okay too. Thanks for reaching out to me; I know you are sad and hurting too so you didn’t need to . I’m here for you as well ; you and your kitty are still in my thoughts . you’re right; i can’t help but think she deserved better than what I have given her. :/

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I feel incredibly nauseated right now

 

[moonbyu]

this constant feeling of dread and doom cannot be healthy for me lmao

 

[Sin]

the realization i have to dig up all these flowers to landscape my island... not happy

 

[Neb]

Spoiler: Yet another wall of text about my inability to socialize online

I wish more people understood what abrupt blocking can do to someone's mind. It's the digital equivalent of having a door slammed in your face. You question your self worth, you ruminate on how you conversed with the person, and you question why they would something so harsh. Every time it happens my mental health absolutely tanks. I become an insecure, cynical, and deeply depressed person.

My moms think it happens because I put too much trust in people online. Honestly, they're not wrong. I share way too much personal information with people I want to be friends with. I also tend to ask too many questions in order to continue conversations. In the past I thought this was okay. The people I met back then were (and still are) great friends despite my struggles to communicate. Ever since the first block in March I have changed. I impulsively text people, especially when I'm first getting to know them. I wouldn't be surprised if some of the blocks were for that reason alone.

The mental and physical effects are insufferable. My antipsychotics and antidepressants are only able to do so much. It takes hours to fall asleep because my heart keeps thumping through my chest. Just moving makes me nauseated. I'm constantly exhausted from ruminating on it. Sometimes I'll become paranoid that one of them will make false accusations about me.
What I've gone through these past five years has been traumatizing. Being thrown away time and time again wears on you. I wish I could go back to the days when I could open up to people online and not be at a constant risk of losing all contact.

 

[Midoriya]

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Hey there, Benjamin. I just wanted to say I’ve been through the same things you’re going through right now (maybe not in the relationship sense, but definitely in the getting blocked sense), and it would be a shame if I didn’t try to respond to you about it at all. I feel like I’d be doing a disservice to both you and myself.

I’ve been blocked by people on Discord from various places online in the past, and each time it kind of hit me hard and made me reconsider how I converse with people and also made me think about what I did wrong. After it happened enough times, however, and I saw that some people chose to remain friends with me (and still are), I realized that the saying “those who mind don’t matter, and those who don’t mind do matter” is really true. Now I have a comfortable set of people I talk to both online and in real life, and I wouldn’t trade any of them for anyone else.

I’m a bit hyperactive in how much I talk, so I feel like people have to put up with me in that sense a lot. But see, that’s why those are the kinds of friends you want to keep, you know? The people who stick with you no matter what as long as you treat them kindly, and don’t give up on you. THOSE are the kinds of people that you want in your corner. Anyone else who isn’t willing to do that frankly isn’t worth your time. That’s how you separate true friends from fake friends, and I’m going to tell you right now, I will NEVER turn my back on a true friend or give up on them. Because as Naruto says, “in the world, those who break the rules are scum, but those who abandon their friends are worse than scum.”

Sorry if I rambled on a lot. I’m not sure if that even helped. I just wanted to close by saying that I’m sorry you’re going through this, I truly am, and I can relate to it a lot. Just know that you’ll always have a friend in me, no matter what.

 

[Dunquixote]

Sorry Neb you’re struggling and thanks for messaging me! Sending you good vibes ; can chat a little about it if you want, just may not be very helpful.

Spoiler

depressed

 

[a potato]

I’m nervous to ask permission for something even though I really shouldn’t have to.

 

[Millysaurusrexjr]

Allergies have been a bit rough.

Also I've been posting my inktober/drawlloween challenges to my personal facebook each day for my dumb family to see, and last night I posted my Brewster painting. One of my grandparents commented on it saying "Less video games and more painting!" Another relative 'liked' the comment. And idk, it just rubbed me the wrong way.. Like what do you think I've been doing the past 14 days? I've been hyper-focusing on this challenge and have done very little gaming at all the past two weeks. Most of the art I've been making has been non-fanart stuff. And it's not like I'm posting non-stop about gaming stuff on facebook; I literally never post on facebook these days save for the drawing challenge stuff. So excuse me for wanting to paint a coffee birb and spending hours working on it only for you to take one second to look at it and then tell me to spend less time playing video games

So rude.

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

Smosh.

 

[Alienfish]

I keep reading "spaced out" as "space donut" lol

also, tired.