What's Bothering You?

get me out of this hell called SCHOOL!!! i cannot take this anymore!! i feel so out of place all the time and it's really annoying me.

i feel the exact same way, everyone’s so loud and talkative with tons of friends and im just sitting there quietly. i want friends but i don’t exactly know how to make any and some people are just so annoying. i like my school but half the students have zero common sense, there’s like a fight or some other dumb incident every week. but i mean, it’s not all bad… middle school was worse in some ways, at least my school has it’s redeeming qualities. i just wish i was a normal person who isn’t afraid to talk.
 
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UTI. Can't get antibiotics without seeing a doctor first... don't think they would accept my out of state insurance either. It hurts. :(
It may not clear it up entirely, but get cranberry juice or uricalm, I think it's called? It's basically cranberry pills, they will turn your urine bright orange though, FYI, so don't be alarmed definitely helps.
 
At noon is the last time I see my kitty. I’m so devastated 💔. She hasn’t eaten or used the litter box since i helped her last night. I’m not ready to say good bye 😭💔
Hey Dun, I'm so sorry to hear. I want to say something nice to make you feel better, but I doubt my words alone could offer the kind of console you'd need. It's nice to remember the good times with your kitty at this time, just cherishing the endearing moments you had. I know that's what I'd do if my beloved pet passes away. She loves you a lot and would probably would wanna see you happy. I know that's such a trite and cliched statement, but our loved ones would probably just wanna see us happy. Especially animals. Animals can be very loving. :)
 
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Hey Dun, I'm so sorry to hear. I want to say something nice to make you feel better, but I doubt my words alone could offer the kind of console. It's nice to remember the good times with your kitty at this time, just cherishing the endearing moments you had. I know that's what I'd do if my beloved pet passes away. She loves you a lot and would probably would wanna see you happy. I know that's such a trite and cliched statement, but our loved ones would probably just wanna see us happy. Especially animals. Animals can be very loving. :)

thanks so much 🥺💜. This means a lot, trust me. I really appreciate that you took the time to respond again even though it wasn’t necessary :). it was very kind of you and everyone else who has messaged me. ☺️ Thank you and everyone. I’m sure my kitty would appreciate it too; she loves head rubs from anyone even people she doesn’t know ☺️.
 
my whole body hurts and i didn’t have the best day at work 😣
 
Whelp I’m switching over to community college. The classes at the four year university have just been too difficult. The mental health crisis and stomach flu I’ve had also made me considerably behind too. On top of that I gained 8 pounds from being too tired to exercise. I hate putting off my education for another 3 months, but this is just too much right now.
 
my sister is showing signs of covid, me thinks... i'm hoping it's just a cold bcus my entire family is double vaccinated but im still kinda anxious tbh.
 
still can’t believe my cat is gone. i miss her so much. i know if we let things go on, she would just suffer which I don’t want. I still can’t help thinking what if my parents had took her in sooner. 💔

I’m happy we’re looking at kittens this week; my mom already picked one out, but at the same time I am afraid this is being disrespectful to my late kitty. We aren’t replacing her, but yet I feel like this is not right even if my mom is thinking of me and how I need to be with cats (and in preparation in the event my remaining cat falls ill as fast as my late kitty did). I am torn.


minor: i’m sad i missed the only chance to pre order the new amiibo cards. really bothered they are already out of stock. i haven’t had any luck trading for the rest of the rv cards. I hope to find someone that will trade me the new series cards if I can’t manage to get any pack. i still want the rvs too :/
 
still can’t believe my cat is gone. i miss her so much. i know if we let things go on, she would just suffer which I don’t want. I still can’t help thinking what if my parents had took her in sooner. 💔

I’m happy we’re looking at kittens this week; my mom already picked one out, but at the same time I am afraid this is being disrespectful to my late kitty. We aren’t replacing her, but yet I feel like this is not right even if my mom is thinking of me and how I need to be with cats (and in preparation in the event my remaining cat falls ill as fast as my late kitty did). I am torn.


minor: i’m sad i missed the only chance to pre order the new amiibo cards. really bothered they are already out of stock. i haven’t had any luck trading for the rest of the rv cards. I hope to find someone that will trade me the new series cards if I can’t manage to get any pack. i still want the rvs too :/

:( i’m so sorry, dun. i know how painful the “what ifs” are in situations like this as i have the same thoughts about my own kitty, but you truly did the best that you could. you gave that sweet lil angel a long, happy life, and you did good by not letting her suffer any longer. you’re an amazing cat mom, even though it doesn’t feel that way right now.

your feelings are completely normal and valid, but your kitty loved you so, so much and would want to see you happy. she knows that you still have so much love left in you to give, and i think she’d want you to give a home and a loving family to a kitten who needs it, just like you did for her. it is entirely up to you, though; do whatever will help you begin to heal at your own pace. if you’re not ready for a new cat, that’s perfectly okay. and if you are, then that’s perfectly okay, too. your kitty and everyone who loves you just wants you to be happy, and we’ll stand by you regardless of what decision you make. 💙

and as for the amiibo cards, if i happen to get any duplicates, consider them yours. <3
 
been feeling (physically) god awful all day today. I'm really tired and constantly exhausted and I feel like someone punched me in my lower abdomen. I've basically been sleeping all day curled up in a heated blanket, that's pretty much all I can do.

also been falling behind in my Inktober drawing list cause I don't feel well, it sucks bc I really want to draw but I literally have no energy for it at all right now 😞
 
Sorry to hear your cat passed away Dun, I know how much she meant to you ❤

Thanks Oak. I appreciate it 💜.

:( i’m so sorry, dun. i know how painful the “what ifs” are in situations like this as i have the same thoughts about my own kitty, but you truly did the best that you could. you gave that sweet lil angel a long, happy life, and you did good by not letting her suffer any longer. you’re an amazing cat mom, even though it doesn’t feel that way right now.

your feelings are completely normal and valid, but your kitty loved you so, so much and would want to see you happy. she knows that you still have so much love left in you to give, and i think she’d want you to give a home and a loving family to a kitten who needs it, just like you did for her. it is entirely up to you, though; do whatever will help you begin to heal at your own pace. if you’re not ready for a new cat, that’s perfectly okay. and if you are, then that’s perfectly okay, too. your kitty and everyone who loves you just wants you to be happy, and we’ll stand by you regardless of what decision you make. 💙

and as for the amiibo cards, if i happen to get any duplicates, consider them yours. <3

Thanks so much Xara. 💜 You’re right; i just feel like I could’ve been way better.

As for the amiibo cards, those are yours for you to do with what you want. I am sorry; I did not mean to make you feel bad. But if you insist, at least allow me to trade you something in return in the event you get dupes. But again no pressure. Just venting here about it since it boggles me why Nintendo wouldn’t want more profit by having enough in stock for everyone.


Thanks everyone. I really appreciate everything everyone has said so far. I don’t mean to make anyone feel bad. Just having difficulty accepting that she is gone and need to lament/grieve; no response is ever needed but tysm for thise who have responded. 💜 I appreciate it tremendously.
 
Some thoughts that I really shouldn’t be having because they’re just about impossible, yet my good ol’ brain is trying to convince me otherwise
 
Some feelings are crowding my mind again. Why does it always happen around this time? And the worst part is, they’re not bothering me… I feel amazing. I can’t explain it.
 
I've been contemplating life a lot lately and I just have no idea what I want anymore.

There's so much drama at work. People are pissed off at each other. Some people are just not doing their job. It just makes me wanna scream.

We broke someone's sewer connection on the project we're doing, just to add further to the complications of the project.

I can't get an appointment to see a clinical psychologist as they're all overwhelmed with patients. That's typical with our shocking access to healthcare where I live. I should've inquired about it when I was in my hometown, where I would've had much better access to healthcare.

It sucks because I'm pretty sure the symptoms of ASD are there and always have been. My mum had me convinced that I was "normal" as a child, and had probably convinced herself as well. But I always felt there was something off, and I still do feel like there's something else there other than anxiety.
 
Talking about my own infraction is fine in this thread, huh? Well, guess I'll still have to save those choice words for myself, amirite bucko? Because yeah, the infraction has certainly bothered me a lot. Talk about an infringement of the first amendment, but whatever.

Anyway, the whole thing has pretty much ruined my day. Everytime I look at my profile now (at least until it expires), I'll forever remember what I've done for the forum, and what the forum has done for me in return. Thanks a lot, guys.

Might just cancel the Halloween event if this gets bad enough. I'm not really in the mood anymore.
 
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