What's Bothering You?

i stayed home from school today and i got a covid test. i feel a lot better today than i did yesterday, i think i have a cold but i showed a lot of covid symptoms and now i have to isolate until i find out tomorrow or sunday what the results are. if i am positive then there’s gonna be a huge issue. why does this have to happen at the worst time, my grandparents from my fathers side are visting from minnesota and are staying at our house.
 
I couldn't afford to get HHP with this paycheck so imma have to wait a couple weeks to get it. It's a small complaint compared to other things but it still sucks.
Edit: I took money out of my saving and bought it lmao. Let's hope no unexpected expense pops up between now and next week which is pay day.
 
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I can't stop thinking about this and I skipped class again because of how effected I am emotionally.. Last weekend my sister's boyfriend of 2 years (now-ex) sexually harassed me and kept touching me and tried to get me alone at a Halloween party. He almost left my sister alone in a car while she was passed out drunk, and he said "she'd be fine out there." What the **** man? I had her brought inside so I could look after her and when we were in a dark room to go to bed with a couple other people (my sister included, but she was asleep. we had to stay the night at the friend's house cause the drive was far and the boyfriend was our ride home.) he kept putting his hands on me even though I had told him to stop. We were all sleeping on the floor, and another guy saw and kept peeling him off me. Everyone got way too drunk and the people who witnessed it/he himself don't remember it. I had to break the news of what happened to my sister and I finally did yesterday and she's hurt and torn up, and so am I. I've dealt with trauma of this type before but I don't get why people keep doing it to me. Feels empty and hollow. I used to have respect for him and we were cool.. but I can't fathom the betrayal that he was capable of.
 
i had to remove my main switch user cause of a problem with my email, so i ran out of switch online early and can't get it again for a while o.o
 
Everything's alright and it could've been a lot worse, but today's just been really kinda rough. My mom and I thought the house was on fire at 6am, called the fire department and evacuated with the cats and everything, but thankfully the heater had just burnt out and created a lot of smoke/bad smell. Unfortunately this does mean that we don't have a heating system until things can get replaced in a few days. I'm glad everything worked out okay and it wasn't anything serious, but man, that is some way to wake up. I've just felt frazzled and spacey all day. I was looking for ice cubes for my drink in the cabinet instead of the freezer.
Oh, and the ladder we used to check the attic was apparently housing a number of spiders, most of which are probably still in the house somewhere. Fun.
 
a little nervous to post my first genshin fic especially since the prompt wasn't mine. but im hoping it's well received !
 
After downloading acnh update on my main switch with ****** wifi and reinstalling the digital version just to get the "Corrupt data was found" message
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the symphony I'm interning with is having a concert today and they want me to help out at the 3pm concert, and I kinda feel bad about this but I just really don't want to go anywhere today. I think making that ~70 mile round trip every day is exhausting, and I get tired very easily so even though the work itself hasn't been that intensive I am very tired and I have little energy to do anything. I'm supposed to go grocery shopping today and I don't even think I can do that.

I really really hate to send them an email and tell them I can't go though cause they'll prob think I'm just making up some bs excuse (disability is not an excuse btw but they don't know I have one). idk what to do 😞
 
My mom has just gotten worse. Just had to switch to a new hospice company because the first one was horrible. At least she's home. It's just torture to watch her lose her cognitive ability more and more each day. She knows who I am, but for how long? I'm still staying positive, but the thought that I'm just watching her die plagues me. I hate cancer with all my being....
 
I really reeeally want to restart my island with the update now out, but man to grind all the DIYs and get all my stuff back will be painful 😩

I'm still exhausted from the past few days at work as well. Thank God the rain has stopped and is more intermittent rather than a constant downpour. Hopefully people will come to their senses that it was a state of emergency and they can stop hassling us.
 
Cw: mention of abuse
My stomach is in literal knots right now and my emotions are all over the place. It looks like I’ll be on another trip in two days. I am sure something terrible happened and I’m needed elsewhere. I’m stressing about the situation and I need to be there for her. Ugh, this is a messy situation. There’s likely abuse involved on her end.
 
nghnhngfhdh calories, fat, weight, my mf thighs
oh sure, let my arms be as thin as a twig, but god forbid my legs are allowed to be, too!
 
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