Darkesque_
gotta be delusional to be in the biz
High schoolers are so immature. I hate it here.
What's Bothering You?
- Thread starter Oblivia
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Hospice says my mom has days left. We had to transfer her to a facility. We only expected to have her there for a few days while they stabilize her pain and anxiety. Now it turned into keeping her sedated so she doesn't stress herself out or have too much pain. They think the cancer moved to her brain. She can hear us but is sleeping otherwise. I can't stand this pain. I'm thankful she's pain free, but I want my mom. She can't leave me now.....
At least the last thing she told me was that she loved me always and forever./SPOILER]
At least the last thing she told me was that she loved me always and forever./SPOILER]
Hey, I’m really sorry that it’s progressed to this stage. It’s really tough what you’re going through right now. I hope the pain subsides for you over time, and that you remember the good times you had with her.
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I’m just listening to “I believe I can fly” again and crying before going to sleep because I miss my mom. Lmao, it’s supposed to be a happy song. Why is it making me cry?
i am so sorry, please try to stay strong and positive in such difficult times. always remember its okay to ask for help and rely on others and that your mom loves you very much. she will always be within and a part of you.
Hopeless Opus
diluc is my king
i really wanna like. explore my fashion sense more but i'm just Not Looking Too Great these days. i've always had an inclination toward like tomboyish looks. but i want to go to both sides of the extreme, like,,, i wish i could just put on like a more masculine fit to see how i'd look because honestly i feel like i'd look so good in it. and i also want to wear something SUPER Super super girly like skirts and they've been on my mind 24/7 lately because i really wanna get some pleated skirts but. i have little confidence atm and no money <3
Im making a spotify playlist about how my mum hates me it
Its a lot of sad songs that sound almost.. defeated. I figure if she wont listen to my crying for help and if I feel like I cant truly express how she makes me feel then I would make this playlist.
Its cathartic but I keep crying over the songs.
Its a lot of sad songs that sound almost.. defeated. I figure if she wont listen to my crying for help and if I feel like I cant truly express how she makes me feel then I would make this playlist.
Its cathartic but I keep crying over the songs.
I’m so so sorry that you’re going through this. I just lost my mom to cancer recently and everything you described, I experienced. It is so incredibly painful to see someone you love hurting and slowly fading. Just know that she is not suffering anymore. That’s all that is getting me through. Cancer is the absolute worst evil. I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy.
Feel free to reach out if you need to talk. Sending you love and strength!
xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
awh im so sorry, I can't even imagine your pain
I don't have any advice but I'll be keeping you in my thoughts.I can't believe how long the tutorial mode in ACNH lasts, I'm just trying to get to a point where I have an open plot for a villager to move in and it's taking foreeeveerrrrrr
Violet Witch
☽Stay Wild Moon Child☾
I've managed to catch my first cold in over two years despite sticking to all the rules that seem to longer exist to the majority of the people around me and I have to say I feel pretty annoyed about it. So thanks to everyone who thinks the pandemic is over and especially to those who won't wear a mask anymore, sanitise their hands regularly or just thinks social distancing is more of a hinderance than help to everyone else. I hope you all have a lovely germ free winter... not. 
Foreverfox
✨🩵Spook-tacular🩵✨
Same here, I've been sick for the past 2 days and I haven't been sick in years. Even without Covid being around, I generally just don't get sick. I know we all want it to be over, but that doesn't mean it is. I wish people would realize that. I hope you feel better soon.I've managed to catch my first cold in over two years despite sticking to all the rules that seem to longer exist to the majority of the people around me and I have to say I feel pretty annoyed about it. So thanks to everyone who thinks the pandemic is over and especially to those who won't wear a mask anymore, sanitise their hands regularly or just thinks social distancing is more of a hinderance than help to everyone else. I hope you all have a lovely germ free winter... not.
soup and tea really helped me.
My left wrist/hand has been bothering me to varying degrees for a week and a bit, and now my right wrist/hand has begun to do the same, so, uh, welp. Wouldn't be so bad if I could see a doctor right away, but I have to wait almost a week to see one so I just have to grin and bear it for now. At least having an upcoming 4 day weekend means I can rest both of them.
oak
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I thought the lady who moved out across the street abandoned her old cat, but turns out she's living in her van 2 streets over. Her cat is outdoors 24/7 but I put found out for it so at least it has daily meals. I feel really bad for them cause winter is coming and it's already freezing out. Both her and her cat have no where to escape the cold. Hopefully they can find somewhere to live soon.
Foreverfox
✨🩵Spook-tacular🩵✨
Ohh noo, I am soo sorry to hear this. I've seen your posts alot recently and I've just not been able to come up with words to help. My inbox is always open, okay? *hugs* ❤
I just paid $9.25 for a very small pizza and a can of Dr. Pepper. It’s amazing how much people are willing to pay when they’re hungry. Hell, the can was $2.50. You can get a whole pack for less than double that. I mean, it was good so I’m not complaining, but damn train food is a lot.
